Zi Yan had just tidied up the house, but before she had the time to rest, her phone rang.
"Feng, I'm going back to London."
Once she saw that it was Gao Jianfeng, Zi Yan braced herself and picked up the phone.
"Are you finally willing to come back? Why didn't you turn it on? "Why didn't you answer my phone?"
Gao Jianfeng questioned the moment he opened his mouth.
"We're in the mountains. There might be no signal."
Zi Yan said indifferently.
As she grew older, she lied more and more, as if she was used to telling lies as if they were taken for granted.
"I said I was going to Taiwan the other day, why didn't you wait for me?"
Gao Jianfeng's questioning tone became more and more serious.
"He was chased by the police, so he took the water route."
"What about Zhuo WeiTing? Have you seen him before?"
With every question, Gao Jianfeng's anger grew.
"Yes, Feng. Who should I go see? What I want to do should not be part of the rules, right?"
Zi Yan was also a little angry, she could just ask once, why did she keep asking again and again.
"You, we'll talk about it when we see each other. I'm on my way to your house right now, so don't say that you want to go out and buy groceries."
Gao Jianfeng told Zi Yan in advance.
"No, actually, I'm preparing to rest. If you want to come, I'll wait."
Zi Yan yawned, as if to prove that she was really sleepy.
Gao Jianfeng hung up the phone in anger, then sped up the car.
Zi Yan started to brew the coffee. No matter what, she did not want to get into an argument with Gao Jianfeng.
He was her friend, and the only one, and she had longed for this friendship to last forever, but now it seemed to her that it was coming to an end.
She knew that Gao Jianfeng had sacrificed too much for her, but for matters of the heart, she really could not force him.
As he brewed coffee, he thought about his son, who still looked like a Zhuo family member.
Cold, always said to take care of Mommy and not separate, but the day she said back to Taiwan, he was excited.
Especially last night, when she told her son that she was going back to Taiwan, he did not ask her to stay and did not say that he would come back with her.
He seemed to be used to Taiwan and the Zhuo family, which made her, as a mother, very sad.
When the purple flame coffee was ready, Gao Jianfeng was already there, as if he had calculated the time well.
"Take a seat. It's been a long time since you were at home. There's nothing at home, so you can order."
Zi Yan poured coffee for Gao Jianfeng and sat down on the opposite side herself.
She was not used to standing, it felt like she was being punished, but Gao Jianfeng did not sit. He kept looking at Zi Yan, staring at her face.
"Yan'er, have you made up with Zhuo Wei Ting?"
Gao Jianfeng stared at Zi Yan for a long time before sitting down and asking.
"What does your reconciliation mean? Have you met or are you talking to someone else? "
Zi Yan looked at Gao Jianfeng, not used to his way of asking questions.
No matter what happened between her and Zhuo WeiTing, it was still her business and he really shouldn't interfere in it.
"Have you met him, talked to him? What did you say? "
Gao Jianfeng stood up again, looking like he was about to kill someone.
"What do you think we should say? A Feng, he is the father of filial piety, although separated, but he will always be the father of filial piety, why can't we meet? You can't talk? "
Zi Yan also stood up. She knew that Gao Jianfeng had been preventing her from meeting Zhuo Wei Ting the entire time.
Not to mention anything else, even if it was for the sake of her child, she couldn't let it go just because she resented him.
"Yan'er, all these years, don't you understand? He doesn't care about you at all, he doesn't want you."
Gao Jianfeng almost yelled.
"Feng, do you know why I insisted on bringing your filial son back?"
Hearing Gao Jianfeng's words, Zi Yan felt really sad. At that time, he was their witness, and she thought he understood. He understood, but he didn't.
"I know that you have achieved your goal. Use your filial piety to take revenge on him and make him regret everything he had done."
Gao Jianfeng didn't ask for coffee, but walked over to the bar and took out a bottle of whiskey.
"So that's how you've always felt. Back then, I insisted on having a filial piety in order to prove my innocence."
Zi Yan turned around, hiding her tears. She helped Gao Jianfeng get the ice and poured wine for him.
"Just for that?"
Gao Jianfeng said in disbelief.
"But for this reason, I don't hate him. Although there are some grudges when I read the newspaper, I don't hate him. In my past life, he was always good to me, and when I was with him, he gave me a lot of happiness, hope, dreams, and happiness. I don't have the kind of hatred towards him that you described."
On the surface, Zi Yan looked calm and collected, but her heart was in turmoil.
"So, from the beginning to the end, are you still thinking about him? You still love him? "
Gao Jianfeng, after finishing the wine in his cup in one breath, walked over to Zi Yan and questioned her.
"Perhaps, but we will never be able to return to the past. I am very satisfied with my current life, and I do not want to change it."
Zi Yan turned around, wanting to sit down and not think too much about this.
"You're lying. You don't want to change what you're doing in Taiwan? If you don't want to change, then why did you go find him? "
Gao Jianfeng stepped forward, grabbing Zi Yan's shoulder as he spoke.
"Feng, we are friends, why are you forcing me to give an explanation with such a tone?"
Zi Yan looked at the hand on her shoulder, Gao Jianfeng had never tried to persuade her before.
"You are wrong, ever since I saved you, I have never treated you as a friend. In my heart, you are my woman, and Xiao Xian is naturally my son. With this many things, you have to pretend and avoid him because you did not see Zhuo WeiTing.
Gao Jianfeng's other hand was also grabbing onto Zi Yan's shoulder, both of his hands were tightly holding onto Zi Yan, as if he was trying to tear her into pieces.
"Feng, calm down. We are friends. I always thought so."
Zi Yan wanted to pull Gao Jianfeng's hands away, but his hands were like pincers, unable to do so.
"Friend, look at me. Friend, I will give up everything. Friend, I will sell myself? Yan'er, can't you face yourself directly? We have been together for almost seven years. How long has Zhuo WeiTing been with you? "
Gao Jian Feng forced Zi Yan to look straight at her.
"He and I —"
Zi Yan suddenly laughed, but it was a very bitter laugh.
"The day you saved me was exactly the one hundred days after my wedding banquet with Zhuo WeiTing."
Looking at Zi Yan's concealed smile, Gao Jianfeng felt a sharp pain in his chest, and he abruptly pulled Zi Yan into his embrace.
"Yan'er, everything is over. I will never let you get hurt again."
Gao Jianfeng held Zi Yan tightly, letting her listen to his heartbeat and feel his love.
"Feng, thank you very much, but I really don't want to get involved with marriage anymore. Isn't it better for us to be friends just like this?"
Zi Yan struggled out of Gao Jianfeng's embrace, looked at him and said seriously.
"No, I don't just want friends. Yan'er, after so many years, do you still not trust me? I will never hurt you in the slightest. "
Gao Jianfeng was a little anxious when he saw Zi Yan's death sentence.
"Feng, I believe in you, but I won't marry again. I'm very satisfied with my current life. I won't have any injuries, I won't have any pain. I don't want to ruin everything."
Zi Yan evaded.
Life was exactly what she wanted, apart from killing people.
He didn't need to interact with too many people, nor did he need to think about how to get along with them. All he needed to do was to be himself and live in his own world.
"What about Zhuo WeiTing? You're not going to be with him anymore? "
Gao Jianfeng forced Zi Yan to speak.
"In all these years, I have never thought of being with him again. However, he is the father of filial piety. We will definitely meet again."
On this matter, Zi Yan did not want to get married to Gao Jianfeng, and she really did not want to get married again, not even Zhuo WeiTing.
Although that night in the ward felt like it was back in the old days, especially that kiss, it made her miss it, even a little whimsical thought, but that was not reality.
Right now, they were people from two different worlds. It was really impossible for them to be together.
"Where's Xiao Xian? How come I don't see Xiao Xian? "
Only now did Gao Jianfeng realize that he had not seen Xiao Xian for so long.
"He went to Taiwan. In the future, he plans to live with Zhuo Weiting."
Zi Yan avoided Gao Jian Feng's path.
She did not want to use that to interrogate Gao Jianfeng. He had already been rejected by Xiao Xian for criticizing Zhuo Wei in front of his son. If she were to keep her son in London, it would be bad for the child.
"You gave him to Zhuo Wei Ting? You saw him again? "
Gao Jianfeng's voice suddenly changed. It was as if he had become a completely different person, cold and terrifying.
"If the filial piety wishes to follow the father or the mother, he has the right to decide."
Zi Yan was a little afraid of the aggressive Gao Jianfeng.
You shouldn't talk like this, Gao Jianfeng had never seen him this angry or crazy before.
"I'm just asking you, did you see Zhuo Wei Ting? Have you been in contact with each other? "
Gao Jianfeng forced his way towards Zi Yan step by step, and she instinctively retreated.
"Feng, even though I joined the Dark Night, I never promised to not see Zhuo WeiTing."
Zi Yan was very scared, her body sticking to the wall.
"You know, all these years, I've never really wanted you to go to Taiwan. Do you know why?"
Gao Jianfeng's sinister eyes were filled with jealousy. He really hated Zi Yan to the core, but she had never cared about him.
"Feng, calm down. Can you be more rational? "Strictly speaking, this is my private matter. I …"
Zi Yan's eyes closed in fear, because Gao Jianfeng's hand had grabbed his chin.
"Yan'er, the relationship between you and him has never been your private affair, ever since I saved you, I have regretted it, regretted trying to help you marry. I had thought that as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy, nothing else is important, but you are not happy with him, so, I will not let you go. It doesn't matter if you love me or not, I will lock you up by my side for the rest of my life."
Gao Jianfeng looked at Zi Yan's eyes as he spoke, then slowly moved his face closer to hers.
For seven years, he waited on guard duty for seven years. He cared for seven years, and in the end, he helped people grow flowers.
Zi Yan did not avoid him. She was very clear on the fact that she could not avoid her own forces. Moreover, she was a little selfish. She wanted to know, are kiss by different people the same?
When Gao Jianfeng's lips touched Zi Yan's, she felt a chill.
From his lips, she could feel his anger, his grievance. Although he didn't feel disgusted, he didn't feel any strange either.
When Gao Jianfeng tried to pry open her lips, she wanted to push him away, but her legs were tyrannically trapped in his, and her hands were clamped on top of her head.
She could not avoid it, could not refuse it. As the angry kiss deepened, tears welled up in her eyes.
"Are you crying? Is it because of him? "