Dou Ya's daily study and work are all immersed in the trouble of secretly falling in love with Ouyang Ziqian. Every time she thinks of her conversation with Ouyang Ziqian, her gentleness and her sunny smile, she feels that this is the best experience in her life.
But Dou Ya is in self abasement. After all, she can't summon the courage to express her heart to Ouyang Ziqian. Only secretly in Ouyang Ziqian's only way secretly saw him, and did not have the courage to go to say two words, just secretly stand behind the big banyan.
Today, Dou Ya is waiting for Ouyang Ziqian on his way to school. He is looking at Ouyang Ziqian holding a book, walking step by step, further and further
"Ah Dou Ya felt that she was patted on the shoulder and scared to death.
Dou Ya looked back and saw Xia Xiaoluo's pollution-free smiling face, "you little Luo, do you know that people are frightening, frightening to death!"
Xia Xiaoluo gave Dou ya a bad smile, "I've already seen you! You're here to find senior Ouyang secretly, aren't you? "
Dou Ya was Xia Xiaoluo to see the mind, but there is no shame, after all, girls between friends, is not too much secret.
"Frankly, what's the matter with you?" Xia Xiaoluo asked, "recently, I'm too busy to care about you. Today, my husband is busy. Let's go out to dinner and have a good chat!"
Douya nodded and said, "all right! I want to talk to you, too. I'm really tangled. I just want to have a chat with you. "
"Go! Let's go!" Xia Xiaoluo embraces Dou Ya's shoulder and happily goes to the snack street outside the school, intending to make a string together.
"How are you? Do you really like Mr. Ouyang? Don't lie to me. Your behavior today has explained everything. Have you fallen in love with him? " Xia Xiaoluo can't wait to ask.
Dou ya did not intend to hide, simply told Xia Xiaoluo of the recent entanglement, "Xiaoluo, you tell me, how do I do?"
"Chase Xia Xiaoluo said without thinking, "it's no big deal for women to pursue men in what age now. You can go after them. Although my husband is in charge of me, he also supports me to be a matchmaker for you and Ouyang Ziqian. "
"Xiao Luo, the key is not here." Dou Ya said in a hurry, her eyebrows frowning, looking particularly painful.
"What's the problem?" Asked Xia Xiaoluo.
Dou Ya didn't answer. Xia Xiaoluo thought about her situation and said to Dou ya, "are you worried that your family doesn't match Ouyang's conditions? I'm afraid that even if I chase him, or even associate with him to the end, but I can't get the support of his family, it's still nothing. "
When Xia Xiaoluo said these words, her tone was very sad. The relationship between her and Ling Tianyi had such a problem. Ling Desheng and he Meishu don't like her. She doesn't know the final outcome of herself and Ling Tianyi.
Dou Ya looked at Xia Xiaoluo, she nodded, "what you said is really my worry. Moreover, not only that, Ouyang has never had me in his heart. Xiao Luo, you are a smart person. You should know that she loves you. Every time I have a chance to get along with him, he will talk about you with me. If I talk about your interesting things, he will be very happy. "
"No, no!" Xia Xiaoluo quickly shook his head, "Dou ya, frankly speaking, although my husband is sometimes very fierce to me, he loves me, protects me and takes care of me. And I, in the time with him, I also fell in love with him. So, don't get me wrong. I don't have any indiscreet thoughts about Ouyang. He's a male god, I'm a stubborn stone, and I'm not with him. "
"Xiao Luo, that's not what I mean. I don't mean to blame you. " Dou Ya said, "I want to tell you that Ouyang Ziqian doesn't have me in his heart. He doesn't love me. Moreover, even if I try so hard to chase him, if things don't work out, he still doesn't love me, then I'm more miserable. And if we fall in love, we may still be beaten by the stick in the end. "
"I see what you mean. Your reason tells you that you can't love Ouyang. But you can't control your heart, you can't help but love him. So, you have been very painful, very tangled, very hard life. Right? " Asked Xia Xiaoluo.
"Yes Douya nodded. "You can understand what I think. It's worthy of being my good friend growing up together. I can always feel the same way. "
"In fact, my husband's parents don't like me. They dislike me very much and even want me to leave my husband. So, I understand you. Because we are in the same situation, but I'm a step further than you. Although my husband and I have a good relationship now, I also know that my stubborn stone is not worthy of his precious stone, but I am reluctant to let go, but there is nothing I can do Xia Xiaoluo sighed.
"Xiao Luo, what do you do?" Dou Ya is more concerned about Xia Xiaoluo at this time. After all, she and Ouyang Ziqian are not together now, it's her one-sided secret love and suffering, and Xia Xiaoluo and the handsome husband are husband and wife, so the problem is more difficult.Xia Xiaoluo patted Dou Ya's arm and said, "don't worry about me. There must be a way to get there. I think there should be a solution. "
"It's you. What are you going to think about?" Xia Xiaoluo asked, "winter vacation is coming soon. If you want to fight for it, there should be more opportunities. But if you want to receive your attention in time, I will respect your meaning and will not cause you any trouble. "
If Xia Xiaoluo was willing to draw a red line for Dou Ya and Ouyang Ziqian before, but when her love with Ling Tianyi was interfered by the elders of the Ling family, she felt that the love between Cinderella and the prince could only exist in fairy tales. In reality, if you want to succeed, it is really more difficult than going to heaven, and you have to suffer a lot of pain and grievances, and you may not succeed. Xia Xiaoluo has already tasted the pain. Although she is optimistic, she can't resist it. So if Dou Ya is willing to give up, she feels sorry, but she doesn't think it's a bad thing.
In Xia Xiaoluo's opinion, she and Dou Ya are the lowest class of the society. They are as humble as the sand. If we find a young man who is in the same situation, struggle hard and love each other for a lifetime, maybe it is the best choice. However, she has no choice, can only look forward to survival, and Dou Ya has a chance to choose, she will not doubt to lead the red line, and let Dou Ya fall into the same tragedy as her. After all, even if Ouyang Ziqian is a kind-hearted person, his family may not accept Dou ya. Before, she was so keen on helping to get along with others, which was really thoughtless.
Dou Ya thought about it and said to Xia Xiaoluo, "I don't know! I'm in a mess right now. I know Ouyang Ziqian and I have no future, but I can't help but come to see him secretly. In fact, I've been here countless times before you found me today. I dare not talk to him, dare not meet him, but every time as long as I can look at him from a distance, I feel much more comfortable in my heart. "
"I understand your difficulty. You love him, your heart does not want to give up, but your reason wants you to give up, after all, give up is the best for you Xia Xiaoluo said, "how about this! For the time being, I won't help you create a special opportunity to be with him. You can think about it slowly. When you calm down, you can make the final judgment and decision. At that time, you will tell me that no matter what I need to do for you, I will try my best. "
"Thank you, Xiao Luo. You are really my good friend." Dou Ya said, "although you can't give me any particularly good advice, you can't help me make decisions. But I feel better talking to you and talking to you. It's just about you... "
"Well, bean sprouts, let's not talk about these things. Talk about the happy things Xia Xiaoluo said with a smile, "it's winter vacation soon. Do you think about how to play? Or do you want to work all the time and make money against the clock? "
"It's time to make money, of course. I want to earn tuition and living expenses. I can't relax for a moment. " Dou Ya sighed, "I can't go back to my uncle's house. My aunt has completely swept me out, so I'm going to rent a house outside and live alone!"
"Can't you live in a student dormitory? I don't think it's safe to rent a house alone! " Xia Xiaoluo said that she was almost bullied by the unscrupulous landlord before, and it was Ling Tianyi who helped her, so she would worry about Dou ya.
"Do you think our ordinary university is the same as your noble university? Students' dormitories can't live in winter vacation. " Dou Ya said, "and I've thought that if I live outside for a long time, maybe it's a better choice. After all, if I work late from work, I often can't get into the dormitory and can only stay up all night in the study room. If I rent a house, it will be different. I can also do some evening classes with higher salary, which will not affect the rest of my classmates in the same dormitory. Of course, I won't be influenced by them. After all, my roommates are really noisy. I study and work so hard, I also need a quiet environment
"What about security?" Asked Xia Xiaoluo.
"Safety is not a problem." Dou Ya said, "one of my roommates, the family conditions are pretty good, there is a house to rent, is a one room one hall, rent is not expensive. I'm sorry at first, but she said that as long as I help her with her study often, it's OK. "
"When are you going to move?" Charlotte asked, "I can help you."
"The original tenant of their house hasn't left yet. It's going to take a few days." Dou Ya said, "at that time, I'll invite you to my little nest."
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