Kaili nodded while biting hard on her lower lip. Her chest tightened as if she was being hit by something heavy.
"Well, I got it now," she said with difficulty.
Without saying much, she turned and walked towards the door. Before her steps actually reached the door, Kaili paused for a moment, and loudly said, "Dexter, do you know? I used to think as long as I can be with you. I'm ready to go through whatever happens in this life. I am ready to sacrifice everything as long as I am given the opportunity to be with you and you know my feeling. However… I'm still too weak for that, other than pretending not to love you, there's nothing I can do. I lost!
Until, somehow, we are together now. I also express my feeling to you. My determination is still the same. I'm ready to face anything, as long as I'm with you. But ... again I lost! I prepared everything to live with you, but I forgot one thing. It turns out that I don't really know the man I want to spend time with. Dexter… You really let me down!"
"If I say I feel guilty for lying to you, will your heart won't hurt anymore? Is it by me explaining my reason that you will forgive me? Is it by kneeling that I can assume that I am innocent?"
These were Dexter's longest first word when discussing this. Usually, the man would have avoided it.
However...
"Do you know that you are guilty? I gave you three chances, but you even never appreciated it! If you love me and if you want to be honest, I can easily hear and forgive all the reasons behind your lies!
But you don't believe me. You can't believe that I could easily forgive you. Love without trust is not love. You who don't believe me. How can I trust you when you already know that you are guilty?"
"Kaili..."
He wanted to affirm, you can doubt anything, but you have no right to doubt my love!
But when he was about to say that, his mouth was shut tight.
"What? Are you going to make up some more bullshit to lie to me?" Kaili was pissed off!
"No, I won't say anything else. Everything you say is true." Dexter shut his mouth tightly. He was already caught. How did he have the face again to explain everything? Previously, he had made a plan, this weekend he would take his wife to dinner, make the atmosphere as warm as possible, so that he could easily tell all his lies, but who would have guessed that this would actually happen.
Kaili laughed bitterly. What else could she hope for? She wasn't demanding right or wrong, all she wanted was Dexter's confession. The confession that his love, had absolutely nothing to do with his lie. He didn't lie on purpose to manipulate her.
She didn't care who Dexter really was, to her, he was still her husband. Status, wealth, position, and power were not the main thing for Kaili as long as the man was Dexter. She could just accept this man as he was. But even the word sorry didn't come out of the man's mouth. Was it still appropriate for Kaili to hope?
"Dexter, are you happy to see my heart broken so badly? I used to give up my desire to be with you because I don't think we can be together. However, you searched my heart back from the bottom of the valley, then pulled it back from the top of the cliff. Should I say thank you and tolerate you after hurting me? Then said, 'it's okay, I just fell. My broken heart just because I wasn't careful that make me stumble'?
The more Kaili talked about her broken heart, the more sharp slashes cut into Dexter's heart. He wanted to embrace the woman he loved so much, but he was afraid of being rejected!
Five years of continuous rejection was not an easy matter. Even though Kaili's refusal had nothing to do with his passion to get Kaili, but still, it sometimes disturbed his confidence.
He hadn't had this woman before, so letting her go was fine, but now he had married her. But now, she was already his wife. How could he be willing to let her go? That wouldn't be possible.
"Mutual trust and tolerance, aren't they closely related?"
Did he mean that Kaili must give him tolerance for all his actions?
Kaili laughed as she just heard the funniest joke in the world. Why had she just realized her husband was so unreasonable?
She glared at the man. Her sight was sharper than the blade of a butcher's knife. Her mouth didn't say anything, but her gaze seemed to say it all. Kaili immediately turned her head and left the office.
BANG!!!
There was the sound of the door slamming loudly and then closing tightly. The door was like a city between continents, separating their hearts.
Kaili walked in a hurry. Her steps were fast. As she was about to reach the elevator, she met Brandy.
"Mad-" Brandy stopped his words when he saw Kaili's sharp gaze. The air seemed to be difficult to divide, making it difficult for him to breathe.
After Kaili disappeared from his sight, only then did he continue his muffled words, "Madam".
In the next second, he shuddered, "Oh, she's so scary." He didn't expect Kaili to have such a thick murderous aura within her. How could the boss survive beside her?
This question first appeared in his mind at their first meeting. To the extent that he forgot, the disaster his boss would receive from Kaili's arrival.
Kaili pressed the floor which will take her to the lobby.. Fortunately, if you want to go down to the ground floor or to the lobby, this lift didn't require an access card, so she could easily leave the GBK buildin g.