"Move aside, I want to make breakfast for us." Kaili wanted to grab Dexter's hand which was wrapped around her stomach, but unfortunately, Dexter hugged her stomach even more tightly.
"No need. We'll be leaving soon. I'll take you for a walk. Now let me sleep for two hours, okay? You have to take care of me. I didn't sleep all night because I took care of you. Now it's your turn!"
"Haaa?" Kaili wanted to refuse but seeing Dexter's reddened and sunken eyes, she could only agree. Watching her handsome husband while sleeping was a very pleasant thing.
"Go to sleep. I will stay here to accompany you." Kaili stroked Dexter's hair, removing the small bangs that prevented her from seeing the male eagle's eyes.
Dexter took the most comfortable position. The two of them embraced each other intimately. When Dexter lowered his eyes, his black eyes met Kaili's green eyes directly. For a moment, they looked at each other as if the two eyeballs were talking.
"Kaili ..." Dexter started the conversation.
"Yes?" Kaili was very nervous because her heart felt like it was about to break off.
"Can you promise me one thing?"
Dexter was very mysterious, making Kaili wonder, "What's wrong?"
"Tell me, do you want to promise me one thing?"
Kaili nodded confidently. Dexter then kissed the top of her head, enjoying the scent of natural herbal shampoo mixed with the smell of gardenias, which lingered on Kaili's body. This fragrance made him feel very comfortable.
"Kaili, if something had happened, just let it be over. If necessary, we must pave the way for it to go. If you keep remembering it, it will make your life difficult and uncomfortable.
So everything that happened in the past, let's pretend it never happened, okay? Don't remember anymore. I don't want anything else on your mind besides me, understand? "
That was what Kaili wanted exactly, but she still couldn't get the whole incident out of her mind. "Dexter ... I ..."
"Kaili, I know, it's not easy for you to think it never happened, but ... it has happened. If you keep remembering it, it will only hurt you deeper. Don't you see from my side? Which husband is willing if his wife always remembers her nights with a strange man. Don't you think it's unfair to me?"
Dexter deliberately emphasized this word, so that Kaili could consider it all over.
"Dexter, does it mean that if I remember it, I don't respect you?"
"Stupid girl! I just don't want your head to be filled with anything other than me! If there is anything else bothering you, besides myself, I can be jealous!"
Kaili looked at him deeply, "More than you, I also want to think that has never happened in my life. I also want to forget about it, but ... it's been 5 years, and I instead stayed in that pain."
Dexter's heart throbbed hearing those words, like a sharp object stuck in his heart. Dexter grimaced silently. All of this because of him! This sin ... how would Dexter make up for it? He would do anything, even he would give his life as long as Kaili didn't leave him. Because if that happened, he would really fade, waiting for destruction.
Kaili was like a light to Dexter! The light that became the luminary of his dark self. If the light was dim, then would Dexter still alive? Obviously not! It was an absolute thing.
"I didn't force you to forget it quickly. I'll help you get rid of all those uncomfortable feelings. But, promise me one thing. Never to investigate it, okay? Don't try to know who that man is!"
Dexter was not ready! He really didn't want if Kaili found out that man was him. Later, when their relationship was getting better and Kaili managed to forget about it, Dexter would definitely tell her. But not now, at this time Kaili was still ensnared by that memory.
Kaili smiled sweetly, unexpectedly, after she said that, Dexter even helped her to forget about it, "Hmm… I never planned to find out who that man was. He tortured me so badly, why should I think about him?"
Boom!
It meant, Kaili really hated that man right?
Dexter was getting more and more scared, his whole body trembled.
"Dexter ... What's wrong? Why do you look so pale?" Kaili frantically touched Dexter's forehead.
"Maybe because I haven't slept since last night. I want to sleep. You have to accompany me, okay?" Dexter then hugged her possessively. So tight! As if not allowing her to escape.
Kaili had difficulty breathing. "Dexter, you are hugging me too tightly. It feels as if you want to swallow up my bones."
"I'm sorry." Dexter then loosened his hug.
Kaili laughed silently. At this point, Dexter was like a child who was caught doing something wrong.
"Go to sleep ..." Kaili stroked his cheek and then landed a sweet kiss on his forehead.
"Do this every time I want to sleep, forever!" Such arrogant words made anyone didn't dare to refuse, but Kaili laughed instead.
"You have so much demand! Go to sleep! Or not, I'll go to the kitchen to cook."
Kaili didn't say yes right away. More than anyone else, she wanted to do that the most, for the rest of her life. Accompanying Dexter to sleep, always by his side, hugging him, kissing him every time, she wanted to do it the most! Dexter's request earlier, of course, would be done with pleasure.
However ...
"Dexter ... May I ask something sensitive to you? Will you be angry?"
"No. Tell me, what's wrong?"
Kaili saw him, after gathering courage, then she said, "Since when did you give up your love for me?"
Dexter glanced at her. His wife was so stupid, there was no match!
"I want to break your head. I want to know what's in there!"
Kaili was saddened by Dexter's answer, "Did I offend you? I ... just wanted to know, is there a chance that I can get your love back?"
"Stupid! You are so stupid! Can't you feel it whether I love you or not?"
Uuuhh! Kaili looked into his black eagle eyes. She wanted to seek the truth in there. Dexter's words were ambiguous.
"Dexter, can you say it clearly?"
Dexter kissed the top of her head warmly, "Is there a man who would voluntarily marry a woman he didn't love?"
"This… don't you just want to get back at me? Get revenge for all the bad deeds I did to you."
"Stupid! You are so stupid! Did I hurt you? Or ... do you think everything I do only aims to revenge. Is that what your mind told you?" Dexter glared at her but there was love in the gaze he radiated.
"Do not blame me! You were the one who said you wanted to take all that was lost. You said that on our wedding day!"
Dexter smiled, "Can't understand what does it mean? I wonder, did you get your graduation certificate because you bribed your lecturer?"
"You?" Kaili glared at him fiercely, "Too reckless! Just so you know, I'm a Summa Cumlaude graduate! Even though until now I still haven't used my diploma, but I'm actually very smart, you know!"