Chapter 1858

That afternoon, it began to rain, splashing rain will cover federal square in a misty ripple.

Even in the war museum under the square and the Yingling hall, you can hear the "rustle" of rain from all directions.

The sound of rain reminds us of the grass breaking through the ground. Although it is young, it cannot be stopped.

The Obsidian walls surrounding the whole war museum are engraved with the names of tens of millions of spirits in dark gold ink.

Li Yao found the name at the end of the high wall, where he had just engraved it, and where the smell of ink still lingered in the air. He also found a family of three who were paying homage to the heroes and entering information into the information database.

A woman with thin face, plain clothes, indifferent and stubborn eyes; Another equally mediocre, slightly fatter, man holding his wife's shoulder all the time.

There is also a little boy with a tiger head and a tiger brain. His eyes are shining with smart light. He holds his head high and his cheeks are bulging. How many names are there on the wall of Yingling from top to bottom.

On the Yingling wall in front of the three members of the family, there are very simple eight characters engraved:

"Major of the Union army, helianlie."

When Li Yao found them, the woman just looked back and saw him. Her expression did not change, but her eyes flashed obviously.

Although the two sides had already negotiated in advance, Li Yao felt embarrassed and went forward with a dry cough.

When a man knows his identity, he seems to be at a loss and on guard; The little boy didn't know who he was. He blinked his big eyes, which were similar to those of helianlie, and looked at him curiously; The woman is generous, and her husband confessed a few words, and patted the son's head melon, not humble will Li Yao aside to speak.

"Are you Shen Wenyin, Ms. Shen?"

Li Yaodao said, "your father major helianlie's outstanding contribution in the battle of the star sea a month ago has been confirmed by many aspects. His brave and fearless charge made it possible for the federal army's wormhole bomb to detonate, successfully delayed the crucial two hours, and finally made us destroy the star gate of the Empire at one stroke.

"Your father is the key to this war, and he is also the model and pride of thousands of federal troops. The assessment of his military achievements, the posthumous award of his rank, and the treatment of martyrs' families will soon come to an end.

"Your father and I are old acquaintances. Since we know that he still has blood, I would like to tell you this in person."

When Shen Wenyin heard this, she bowed deeply and looked at Li Yao seriously. Her voice was a little hoarse and said, "thank you, President Li. I thought you couldn't find me."

Li Yao said with a smile: "it's really hard to find. There is no information about your father in the army. It seems that your father and your father separated soon after they got along with each other. You have taken your mother's surname again. It took us a lot of effort to inform you."

"I didn't want to come."

Shen Wenyin looked at the family members of the victims who were paying homage to their relatives in the distance. She fingered the nonexistent cigarettes subconsciously and hesitated for a long time. Then she hugged her arms and whispered, "helianlie is not a good husband, let alone a good father. I hate him. My mother and I hate him. We just want to run away from him and never see him again, even if he is, In this form. "

"Er..."

Li Yaofei blinked quickly.

Although a little unexpected, it's not surprising that combined with the evaluation of "mad dog" helianlie collected in the army in the past month.

Shen Wenyin looked at Li Yao with complicated eyes: "President Li wants to know about my family, about he lianlie? In fact, it's nothing special. It's just a common story between a scarred, lonely and crazy man and a silly woman who has read too many romance novels and is full of naive fantasies and thinks that she can "save" this man.

"It's just that the silly women in the stories can always untie the deepest knot in the heart of the man who has been hurt and live happily ever since, but in the real world..."

She smiles and touches her dry lips, as if putting a cigarette that doesn't exist.

Li Yao was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "I've heard from my colleagues and psychiatrists in the army that major helianlie seems to be troubled by serious mental illness. It's due to both battlefield syndrome and early intense stimulation... Sorry."

Shen Wenyin was stunned and said, "President Li, why do you have to say sorry to me? He is too narrow-minded and can't pull out all the time. What does it have to do with others?"

Li Yaodao: "that's what I say, but I always have a very strange feeling, not to mention guilt. It's just that I never thought that people like helianlie would form families, have their own joys and sorrows, and pursue their ideals, and would all sacrifice like this."

Shen Wenyin raised her eyebrows and looked at Li Yao with more surprise and doubt. She couldn't help saying, "President Li, you are nothing like the vulture Li Yao in books, news, various publicity and entertainment works. If you hadn't come to the secret sword Bureau or some special engineering department just now, you would have talked to me for a long time and checked my belongings for dozens of times, I wonder if you are a fake. "

Li Yao also laughed, scratched his nose and said: "since the exposure of my identity, it seems that everyone who saw me said that. When everyone said that, even I almost thought I was a fake."

Shen Wenyin held back a smile, spit out a long breath of turbid air, and said: "in fact, I also have a very strange feeling now. Things that I have thought for decades have turned into reality, but they are so ethereal and dreamy that they don't seem to be true.

"Do you know, President Li, there was a time when I hated you very much, very, very much - that was when he lianlie was over trained, insane, crying and vomiting, yelling at me and my mother, like a beast.

"At that time, I was five or six years old, six or seven years old. I barely knew something. I also came into contact with the original legend of" vulture Li Yao "from all aspects. I also knew what disgraceful role my father played in that legend.

"Of course, I can't say what you have done wrong. He is responsible for everything. You are absolutely right and the victim.

"However, when helianlie tormented himself and us so much that we could hardly endure, I, a six-year-old girl, could not help thinking that if there were no such a person as you, there would never have been a vulture Li Yao. Helianlie had not suffered such a lesson and misfortune, his fate, my mother's fate and mine, Is it going to be different? Can I live a little more ordinary and relaxed like other children?

"At least, there won't be any other children playing" war game "and playing my father again and again. You beat him until he vomited, and then chased my ass to imitate my father's vomit voice!

"The kind of voice that more than a dozen children learn from my father's vomit together has been pestering me for a long time. I and I can even tolerate what helianlie has done to me and my mother, but I can't stand the kind of vomit that is deliberately pretended. At the most extreme time, I think of death, a total of 97 times."

Li Yao blushed and said, "I'm sorry, I don't think it was wrong at that time, but if I were given another chance, I might choose another, more... Controllable way."

Shen Wenyin began to laugh again, with a light face, as if telling another person's story: "President Li, you must not change your mind, otherwise it will be bad.

"I have cursed myself, cursed you, cursed helianlie, and even cursed my mother. I cursed my damned fate. Why did I play such a big joke with me.

"But one day, when the best things in the world happened to me, when I met another big man, and then... Had a little man, I suddenly felt that every bit of what happened to me in the past, and even all the good or bad things that happened in the world before I was born, had its meaning.

"The whole meaning of these things is that when I got to the middle of the road on that snowy morning, I slipped and fell so hard that half of my body was numb and I couldn't get up for a long time. Then all the past events came to my mind and made me collapse completely, crying like a child.

"It's because I'm crying so much that the big fool who is standing on your right side and looking at us stealthily will notice and come to help me.

"Until now, I still remember that I pushed him away and cried and said something stupid. I said," go away, my father is helianlie. "He was pushed to sit on the ground, touched his head for a long time, and asked," who is helianlie? "?

"Ha ha, I have imagined ten thousand times what the world would be like without you. But if Li Yao, the vulture, had not beaten he lianlie and his fate had completely changed, he would not have met my mother. Even if he did, he would not have any contact with my mother as a noble son, so I would never have been born.

"Even if I was born and grew up in another mysterious way, I could not walk through the cold streets of that planet in the early morning of that winter. Even if I did, and unfortunately slipped, I would not cry like a fool.

"Well, I won't know him, and I won't own him. Every day of them, the three members of our family, together, is like a soap bubble, which disappears without a trace. I'm scared to death when I think about it.

"So, President Li, fate is such a wonderful thing. If it wasn't for the conflict between you and he lianlie, not only I wouldn't appear in this world, but even the little guy with tiger head and brain crawling all over the ground would not be born!"