As a rule, let's say something.
When I finished the last word of the story last night, I was really exhausted and dizzy, as if my body had been hollowed out and became a dull sage.
I told you to have a rest early, but I couldn't sleep when I was lying in bed. I don't know whether it was excitement, joy or some kind of slight loss.
Looking at the group and the book review area, friends are communicating with each other enthusiastically. Many people express their dissatisfaction with the forty thousand years of Xiuzhen. Others feel that the end is too fast and abrupt. We can still have thirty or five thousand chapters, at least three or five hundred chapters. Many people say that the fourth year of Xiuzhen has accompanied them for a very important period of time, or from middle school to university, From college to society, from single to family, from one's children to one's parents. In more than three years, those people in "Xiusi" have become relatives. Those things seem to happen to themselves or in dreams.
Yes, everyone's feelings are also Lao Niu's feelings. Even, please believe, Lao Niu is more reluctant than any of you to finish the fourth year of cultivation. He would like to write another three or five years, ten or eight years, for a lifetime.
As an earlier speech said, thirty-four or fifteen is probably the best golden age for Internet writers. When the conditions are ripe, the body is not too bad, and the brain and physical strength can barely keep up with each other. They can keep up with the high-intensity renewal and stay up all night. As time goes by, they will never return. In the next three years, can they still play as hard as they are now, I really don't know!
So, how can we not lose? From March 15 to July 18, it took three years and four months, 1215 days, 10.23 million words, with an average of 8419 words per day. It took seven or eight hours or even ten hours to finish even thinking about the code words. No matter the child was hospitalized or he was hospitalized, there was no interruption in one day. The world of "forty thousand years of cultivation of truth" was really integrated into my blood and bone, God and soul, To be a part of life, it's so painful and cruel to dig it out, throw it away and continue to stride forward.
I'm not complaining about being tired. Looking back, I can't say that I'm not tired at all. But at that time, I was immersed in the "four universes" with so many friends. I was wandering, taking risks, arousing my blood and fighting. What a happy thing it was. How could I care for the hardships and tiredness?
For an old cow, code words have become the same natural instinct as breathing and heartbeat. You can't always say "how diligent I am when I am in hospital and how hard my child is when I am in hospital". This is ridiculous, right?
In a word, I mean, when you devote yourself to the best three years of your life and try your best to write a novel with tens of millions of words, it's really difficult to organize one or two thousand words to describe your feelings at this moment. Maybe, to gather your feelings together is what Lao Niu thinks at this moment?
Otherwise, let's talk about the ending first.
The ending is a big problem.
A novel with tens of millions of words, a myriad of ideas, countless characters, countless pits, I'm afraid that no matter how it ends, there will be people dissatisfied.
Indeed, friends say that there are still many stories to tell, including the battle against the flood and the tide. At least thirty or fifty chapters are not a problem.
Yes, Lao Niu said, everyone's opinion is very right. If you really want to write, there are still many things to write. At least we can write that Li Yao got the help of some higher-level power, understood the mysterious and more mysterious cosmic wisdom, smashed the flood tide with one blow, and then took his wife and son to the mountains, went boating on the lake, and was at ease, is it?
But I still feel that if I write like this, I will lose the taste of "Xiusi".
Is it really important to win or lose the battle between human beings and the flood?
From the very beginning, from the moment when seven practitioners came forward to save the masses, and from the moment when Guan Xiong, a mountain and sea sect practitioner, rode thousands of miles, and resisted the tide of beasts, we should understand that in the "four universes", winning or losing is never important.
The most important thing is whether you feel good, whether you speak of loyalty, whether you feel pain, whether you feel irritated, whether your ideas are accessible, and whether you have carried out your beliefs to the end.
After all, the immortal turtle is just a turtle. In the face of flood or higher power, human beings who dare to wield their swords bravely are always proud, glorious and capitalized human beings!
No matter what level of strong enemies we face, who dare to march forward and wield our swords, the winning rate is always half and half, death or life, lose or win, collapse or explosion, 50% to 50%. Are we living on a parallel earth after "human victory, flood collapse, parallel universe explosion" or "human temporary failure", It's up to you, all the observers, to go back to the earth where it was billions of years ago.
In any case, you decide your own future, and tens of thousands of you, we, control the future of the earth and even all the universe that we can observe. I firmly believe this. So let the story of vulture Lee yew end in the most brilliant moment. The following story will be written by later generations.
Anyway, "Xiusi zhengzhuan" has finally come to an end. Lao Niu can take a long breath of relief and wipe the cold sweat on his forehead. When I started writing three and a half years ago, I really just wanted to write a simple and easy upgrade of guwu Jijia. How can I write it later for a liberal arts student who has no foundation in science, What black holes, giant planets, gravitational waves, quantum states are coming out? I really don't know anything about these things. Now I look it up in the dictionary and make up some lies. I feel guilty!
Everyone said that the former boss is more attractive, while the latter boss is stronger, and his mind is not so good. Laoniu said, yes, because their strength is so strong that Laoniu doesn't know how to describe them. If we give them the wisdom, strategy, patience and perseverance of the former boss, will Li Yao and his friends still live?
This is also one of the reasons why we wave our sleeves and break when we make a decision. After all, Lao Niu is famous for his conciseness and conciseness. Don't write any more. It's time to write more realistically.
Finally, we should thank the people we should thank.
At the end of "Xiusi", the concept of "time reversal" is mentioned. Lao Niu believes that everyone once had a dream of "time reversal and rebirth with memory". He once doubted whether his past life was worth it or not, and even was full of regret and reluctance, including Lao Niu himself.
I still remember in 2005, when Lao Niu just graduated, he worked in a real estate company. In 2005, real estate company, comrades, if he had persisted, would he have been on the top of his life? Xiangchemei... Golden? It's a pity that I quit my job and work full-time with my own passion. As a result, I'm a "white-collar" who pays for water, electricity and gas!
If Laoniu got a chance to "go back to the past" at that time, would he be really excited? At least he had to wear it back to warn his past self - never quit. Full time writing online is a dead end? You have to!
But then again, life is in the whirlpool of countless possibilities to get the most wonderful results. If you are not full-time, you will not meet my wife, your sister-in-law Niu by chance. Of course, you will not have a lovely "Niu Bao". Speaking of my wife, ah, you'd better call her wife. It's really good, At that time, the exposure rate of social Internet articles was not very high, and Lao Niu, a small writer who can't earn much money, couldn't see any future. However, she didn't care and often encouraged me. She even advised me when I said whether to give up writing and go out to find a professional job. She said that she didn't know whether I could be a good writer, but she knew that I was a very bad accountant, China is so big that there is no lack of a bad accountant, so I'd better stick to the promising job of codewriting. Hahaha, in order to increase the exposure of my works, I tried every means to show myself in public, and even played some very bad roles according to the script. The taste of it was not enough for outsiders, but it was enough to move me for a lifetime.
As for my son, "Niu Bao", not to mention that half of "Xiuzhen 40000 years" was written for him. My idea is very simple. I hope I can write a fair and aboveboard book. When my son grows up to adolescence, I can show it to him. At least 51% of the characters in the book are worth learning. That's all!
If time can be turned back, everything can never be changed, and the regrets of the past will be erased. However, those happy and beautiful things will completely change their taste. Even with xiangchemei, what will "niusao" and "Niubao" look like, or even exist? All this is something I dare not even think about.
So, why not?
Everything is the best arrangement and I've got the best results.
By the way, it's also very important. If you really go back in time and Lao Niu goes to the peak of his life, there won't be "forty thousand years of cultivation". There won't be Lao Niu moving, hot blooded, roaring and funny with you all. There won't be so many friends together, Let's create a wonderful, gorgeous, super thrilling and exciting "Xiusi universe" together!
What kind of success, and how much worldly wealth, is it worth Lao Niu's exchange with so many good friends and readers?
How to say, the cheapest price is five million dollars?
Now, you should know how important you are in Laoniu's heart?
In a word, I would like to thank my family members who have been quietly supporting Lao Niu, and also thank all the readers, friends, brothers and sisters who have been supporting Lao Niu in various ways (of course, the best is real gold and silver), and comrades in arms who have been fighting together for their dreams and glory. Although they are old-fashioned, they are sincere. It is your support that has created the "Xiusi universe", and this universe has not yet been annihilated, As long as you continue to support, the universe will become more and more vast and more wonderful, and countless stories, legends, dreams and hopes will be staged here!
Finally, let's talk about the follow-up arrangements.
I'm really tired today. Let Lao Niu have a good rest for three years. If we update the frequency, we should try our best to keep one watch every day. It's not that Lao Niu is lazy. After all, we have to design a new book. It may take two or three months to think about the new book. During this period, we'll try our best to keep going and let everyone read it every day.
In a word, life is endless, creation is not enough, as long as everyone loves to see, Lao Niu will always strive to go on, certainly.
Thank you.
I love you!