"I'm not good."

Looking at the boy's pleading, the golden tooth shivered, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said, "your generation, in fact, is much luckier than our generation, because you have never seen the good days in the past, and you have long been used to the torture of purgatory. You will never be like me, tossing and turning every suffocating night, recalling the past, the past and the past.

"No gain, no loss, no happiness, no pain, no real life, no fear of death. Ignorance is happiness, ignorance is a gift, and death is the ultimate rest.

"But now... Kid, you already know that you can never forget. I'm sorry."

"It doesn't matter. I think it's good. Really, thank you, boss."

Bai Xiaolu choked, "I'm just, just too greedy. I hope that every day, like today, there is such clean water, such a peaceful environment, and I can play strong hand chess with my boss."

"Yes, you are too greedy."

Gold tooth old laugh to smile, "this is impossible."

"If only time could turn back and yesterday could reappear?"

White Deer trembled and said, "then we can repeat today again and again. No matter the nuclear war, wasteland and waste soil outside, we have been hiding in today, playing" strong hand chess "all the time. After playing one game, we will open another game. It will always be like this.

"No, it's not only that. If we can really turn back the clock, maybe we can stop everything, stop the outbreak of a bloody nuclear war, stop all the disasters that destroy peace and destroy mankind! In that case, maybe the boss will find your wife and children, and my mother will not die. She will take me to find my father! "

"You're drunk."

Gold teeth boss knuckles inch by inch White, forced to suppress himself, word by word way, "yesterday will not reappear, time can not counter current, life is not a game, there is no reason to play a game and start again."

"Really, really not?"

Bai Xiaolu seems to be really drunk. His face and eyes are scarlet. He cries like a small animal falling into a trap and struggling hard. "You and my brother are all capable people. Aren't you all very powerful people who can manipulate the four basic forces, or even move mountains and seas to draw strength from the sun, moon and stars? Why can't there be a super power that can reverse time and change everything? Why

"Because the mystery of time is far more complex, obscure and mysterious than the mystery of space. According to Yuri's conjecture, unless we can unify the" four basic forces "of" strong interaction force, weak interaction force, electromagnetic force and gravity ", and then use the" force of the heart "to promote and increase the amplitude, we can completely crack and integrate the" grand unification theory. ", It is possible to pry into one in a billion of the secrets of time. "

"It's impossible, at least, on earth," sighed the golden tooth

"Not on earth?"

Bai Xiaolu keenly grasped the key point, and his eyes bloomed with a sharp edge. "What do you mean, it's impossible on earth, so where is it possible?"

"This..."

The golden tooth shook his steaming head, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Yuri is a devil, but also a genius. He did a lot of research on the origin of superpowers in camp x, and got a lot of extremely interesting guesses. One of them was that the superpowers came from outside the sky, that is, deep in the universe, among the stars, It's meteorites that bring the superpowers to earth. "

"What?"

White Deer stare big eyes, stammer way, "meteorite, meteorite?"

"Yes, do you know how the total thermonuclear war broke out?"

At the beginning of the 21st century, the great powers of human civilization did collide and rub with each other, and even caused many small-scale conflicts and proxy wars. However, they both have huge nuclear arsenals and missile defense systems. They are in the balance of "strategic nuclear deterrence" and no one wants to die with each other, A full-scale thermonuclear war may not break out so early.

"However, on the eve of the war, a small-scale meteorite shower burst into the atmosphere and hit the missile defense bases and nuclear arsenals of major powers with great precision, breaking the balance. Then there was" boom boom boom boom "and the surface of the earth turned into scorched earth.

"Yuri believes that it is these meteorites that have broken the balance, or meteorites from the same direction in the past few decades, that have brought some extremely special things from the depths of the universe, slowly changed the Constitution and soul of some human beings, and finally reached the critical point, giving birth to" capable people ", or" new human beings. "

"There are other things like that!"

This is the first time that Bai Xiaolu heard a similar saying. He was surprised to think that "however, there has not been a large-scale meteorite shower attacking the earth in recent decades. Just a few meteorites can accurately hit the nuclear arsenals and missile defense centers of major powers?"

"It's strange, isn't it?"

"So, Yuri is very suspicious that these meteorites are not formed naturally, but some kind of weapon from the depths of the universe... Another civilization, another kind of intelligent precision guided weapon.

"Yuri believes that since human beings can master a certain degree of super power by relying on these fragments of meteorites, if we can trace back to the source of meteorites, find another civilization and another kind of celestial wisdom, we may have the hope to thoroughly solve the mystery of the" four basic forces "and even the" grand unification theory ". Who knows?"

"So --"

White Deer suddenly excited, but also smart, "if you want to reverse time, you have to go to the depths of the universe, the end of the sea of stars, looking for a higher level of civilization and wisdom!"

"Take it easy, kid, take it easy."

The wasteland overlord tried to appease the boy, "it's just Yuri's conjecture. It's just his crazy talk in the extreme excitement. What's more, how can you go to the depth of the universe, the end of the sea of stars?"

"Why not?"

Looking at the strong hand chess on the ground, Bai Xiaolu clutched a piece in his palm and bled, "as long as I can reverse time and save everything, I can eat any pain, I am not afraid of any pain, and I am willing to pay any price!"

"It's going to be a long, long journey."

Golden tooth looked at the white deer, his face showed strong pain, shook his head and said, "kid, you will lose a lot of things, maybe everything."

"What else can I lose?"

White Deer looked at his bleeding palm and grinned, "and as long as time goes back and yesterday reappears, everything lost can be found back, can't it?"

……

That night, the boy had a dream again.

This time, it was a very good dream, too good to wake up.

He dreamed that the thermonuclear war did not break out. The small mountain village they lived in was full of flowers. At the foot of the mountain were colorful orchards and farmland, and the air was full of fragrance.

He and his brother separated. His brother is a handsome young man. His sister's legs are neat, and his mother is not dead. They have a picnic on the hillside. They watch the people at the foot of the mountain work hard. Their mother and sister sing a lot of songs together. He and his brother just giggle and drink sour and sweet fruit wine.

Ah, and dad. They found dad. Dad is a middle-aged man as big as a mountain. He has a ragged beard and tastes a bit heavy. He looks like the golden tooth. Of course, he has black hair, black eyes and yellow skin. Dad talks very loud and laughs very loud. He also teaches them to play strong hand chess. He, his brother and dad play together.

The dream is so beautiful that the boy subconsciously knows that it is not true, but it does not prevent the boy from leaving all the laughter and tears in the dream and the good days in the past.

Finally, the dream is coming to an end.

The sun fell to the west, dragging the boy's shadow to grow into a long one, like a black snake.

"Don't you want to end like this?"

All of a sudden, the vague shadow was like a snake.

"Why?"

The boy's eyes widened and he was startled.

"If you want all this to come true and yesterday to reappear, can all the joy and happiness circulate infinitely?"

His shadow continued to ask him.

In the dream, all absurdity appears normal, the boy's cowardice has become curious, white deer asked: "who are you?"

The shadow laughed.

For the first time, Bai Xiaolu knew that his own shadow could laugh, and it was so strange.

"I am you."

The shadow said in a low and enchanting voice, "you after millions of years."

"What?"

Bai Xiaolu was stunned and stammered, "hundreds of millions of years later, I, how can I, you, how can you --"

"Don't waste time."

The shadow said, "you don't know how many lives I burned and how many planets I sacrificed in order to send you a message from hundreds of millions of years later... In these hundreds of millions of years, you and I have done very well, but if we want to completely reverse time and restart everything," very good "is not enough, we have to do better... Hey, what are you doing? I've extinguished hundreds of millions of stars and paid such a heavy price just to say a few words to myself hundreds of millions of years ago. As a result, you don't care at all and are distracted? "

"No, I'm looking at it."

The White Deer said, "don't you see it?"

"It?"

The shadow is stunned, "what thing, I can't see, say quickly, what thing!"

"Vultures."

White Deer staring at his eyes, can not help but say, "such a big eye watery, like a very cheap very coquettish vulture, you did not see?"

"Watery eyes... Cheap and coquettish... Vultures?"

The shadow was silent for a moment, and his voice suddenly became sharp and indignant. "Tell me what it's doing. Tell me what the hell the vulture is doing!"

"It's in circles, it's like dancing, something like that, ballet."

Bai Xiaolu said honestly, "I don't know the specific repertoire. I'm sorry, I can't concentrate when I'm harassed by it. What did you say just now? You are me after hundreds of millions of years. What are you going to do?"

The shadow was silent for a long time, a long time, a long time.

Then, the dream breaks in the roar of the shadow.

Seeing the shadow flying into the sky, the White Deer devoured the vulture. It was like covering the vulture with a sack and beating him head to head.

"You wretched bastard, you dirty cockroach, you sneaky bacteria, you despicable virus, get out of the time ripple!"

This is the voice of the shadow, I do not know why, so angry.

"Ouch, ouch, ouch, pain, death, death, death, surrender, surrender, brother, I surrender, uncle, uncle, can I call you uncle? Don't beat uncle, at least don't beat face, I eat by face! Vultures are so innocent and harmless. How can you bear to lay such heavy hands on them‘ Have you forgotten the oath "love vultures, everyone is responsible"? Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain

Well, Bai Xiaolu doesn't know whose voice it is. Er, I don't really want to know.

The dream so inexplicable, confused to wake up, always feel the taste... Strange.

This should have been a pure, dark, desperate black story.

It's a boy who loses everything and becomes beyond recognition. He tries his best to turn back but never turns back. He even forgets the story of who he is.

But everything has changed since the vultures appeared.

Like a pot of good hot porridge, mixed with a rat excrement.