It is said that when Chen Fan's parents gave him the name, they hoped that he would be as brave as the sails on the sea.
However, chen fan felt that his name didn't match at all. He felt that his name should be chen fan. In the first 16 years of his life, he had been mediocre. All the way from kindergarten to junior high school, he was the most common child in his class. He didn't study well and his grades were in the middle and lower reaches of the class.
It's not the key kids who are praised by teachers every day, but it's not so bad that they have to be invited to parents every day. Naturally, they don't degenerate into those bad teenagers who fight hard all day, are full of loyalty, and are considered handsome by many little girls, and can secrete hormones.
In addition, there are no sports and talent projects that can win, and his appearance is even more plain. He feels like a passer-by who is used to make up the number in animation. When the painter wants to be lazy or the production team is short of funds, he doesn't even bother to draw his facial features. He puts a whiteboard there to fool the audience, which is also called stream of consciousness. (here we name Jiyuan Bangyan as supervisor ~)
besides, the most important thing is that Chen Fan feels that he has nothing to do with growing up and bravery, especially what happened a few days ago.
After high school, his days and before almost no change, although a new school, for a group of new students and teachers, but he is still conscientiously playing his role as a passer-by, in order to make himself look more gregarious, and strive to echo every word of the people around, even if his heart is not so.
Talking about the same sports game with everyone, pretending that he is a fan of a popular team, even if he doesn't like that team, talking excitedly about which female character's chest looks bigger in the movie animation, and listening to the strange laughter of the boys around him, although he thinks it's not polite.
Every time he talked about something similar, he would look nervously at the girl with short hair at the opposite table. He was afraid that when the other party heard him, he would be disappointed.
But in fact, chen fan himself knows that short hair girls don't care what he says, just like the heroine in the animation doesn't care if there are facial features on the face of passer-by a who is in the same frame with her.
However, perhaps everyone in the heart of the little transparent who is deeply in love has a fluke. He thinks that as long as he has not spoken those four words and has not been explicitly rejected by the other party, it is still possible. Therefore, even if the three ways are broken and the hero reads the seconds, there is only one light crystal left in the whole base, but he stubbornly refuses to play GG in the chat bar.
Chen Fan sometimes feels that he is really stupid. He thinks that if he wants to make a bet, he will go to confession tomorrow. No matter whether he is successful or not, he can at least get a result. Even if he is dead, he can die clearly. Besides, isn't there one in ten thousand probability of living?
However, he prepared his love letter, practiced what he wanted to say in the mirror for countless times, and even thought about how to let the other party stay after school, but he still didn't have the courage to take the last step.
Every time something comes to an end, he will tell himself that tomorrow is the best time for passers-by A. However, from junior high school to senior high school, and then to college, the tomorrow he is waiting for will never come
Chen Fan felt that he and courage were really isolated, blind to the name his parents gave him.
Recently, a novel called "my day has 48 hours" has suddenly become popular in the class. In order to integrate into the collective, chen fan also read it. Originally, he just wanted to have a common language with everyone, but then Chen Fan unexpectedly found that he didn't hate the novel.
He likes all kinds of strange stories in the novel. He likes the protagonist of the novel, the boy named Zhang Heng, who is totally different from him. He is always calm and full of courage. No matter how dangerous there is in front of him, even if he is forced into a desperate situation, his courage will not disappear. He looks like a hero.
Zhang Heng is like the kind of person chen fan has always wanted to be. He is mature and reliable. He doesn't even need light and heat, because he can shine by himself!
There are still ten minutes before the teacher on the stage can finish the last class and announce the end of school. Chen fan is bored with drawing some messy lines on his notebook with an automatic pencil, pretending to be taking notes. But in fact, his mind has gone to three days ago.
It was their turn to be on duty that day. Chen fan, a good man and passer-by a, was the last one to leave that day. He still did some homework in the empty classroom. He originally planned to take the bus directly, but when he got downstairs, he decided to go to the toilet.
And that is the most regretful thing in Chen Fan's life. If possible, he is willing to change his stupid decision at all costs.
That day, chen fan, because he had already gone downstairs, went to the public toilet next to the playground, which had just been built. It was magnificent and had two floors. The women's toilet was on the top and the men's toilet was on the bottom. It was once jokingly called the little potala palace.
Of course, the girls in the school don't like this toilet very much. Although the risk of being peeped is reduced, they have to climb stairs every time they go to the toilet. In the eyes of the school leaders, they probably think that you young people are energetic and should not care about this road. But in fact, for young people, staying up late is OK. Even if you climb a few more steps, you may have to take your own way Dog life.All the way, chen fan was thinking about the girl with short hair. She said a few more words to the male monitor today. Before Chen Fan suspected that there was something between them, because what the girl with short hair and the male monitor said was almost more than what she said to other boys. But Chen Fan comforted himself that they were the school committee and the monitor, and would talk about work It's normal, too.
It is because of his distraction that when he passed the basketball court, he didn't find any abnormality there. The number of players was obviously less than usual, and he seemed a little absent-minded. Moreover, one of the basketball stands was empty. It's not an easy sight to see in the high school where it is possible to fight for the basketball stand.
Unfortunately, chen fan's motor nerves are general, and he doesn't play basketball at ordinary times. At most, he buys water and gas for everyone to run errands during the class match, so he doesn't realize the abnormality on this side of the basketball court.
Until he went to the toilet, he noticed two senior boys standing in the sink. One of them, who looked like a fierce face, said to him, "Hey, go somewhere else."
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