Chapter 845 I Imagine Alan Fucking Me! - Susan [Douglas Sponsored]

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All of them were tired, especially Xania, since she'd woken up before the others and had an exhausting morning of sex. So they took their time exercising, and in between sets on machines or switching machines, they often talked.

Xania talked some more about her personal life, going into honest detail about her general lack of success with romantic relationships.

She admitted, "I'm fickle. I don't know why, but I have a really hard time with commitment. I've known some great guys, and gals too, but I've rarely had a relationship last even half a year. A full year is about as long as it's been for me. It's frustrating!"

Susan was sitting on her ass with a towel wrapped around her neck. She said, "That's very distressing. I can't imagine life without the people I love, especially my Tiger, Angel, Amy, and you, Suzanne. They complete me, and give me reason to live. Xania, how can you stand to live alone?! Surely you must have some idea why?"

Xania shrugged. "I honestly don't know. At first, I blamed my partners, like they weren't good enough because of this or that. But I found myself in relationships where everything was great, and yet I got restless and broke it off. So I started to think it had to be my sex drive. To be blunt, I love to fuck! I like a lot of sexual variety. And I'm fully bisexual, and that's a big problem. If I'm dating a guy, I miss having sex with a girl. And if I'm dating a girl, I miss having sex with a guy."

Suzanne spoke with a sly grin. "It sounds like what you need is to belong to a harem-type situation. You could have sex with a kind-hearted and handsome young man who has incredible sexual stamina, and also have sex with a variety of remarkably beautiful women. Admittedly, you wouldn't get much variety with just one guy, but you'd more than make up for that with the women."

Xania laughed at Suzanne's obvious ploy. "Gee, could that young man be named 'Alan?'"

Suzanne winked playfully. "Maybe."

Susan's eyes brightened. "Oooh! That's a GREAT idea! Xania, I'm just getting to know you, so it would be premature to offer you full admission into the harem just yet. We're going to have to set very, very, VERY high standards there, or the harem will grow to an unwieldy size. Besides, this is my son's harem, and he's the one who would have to decide. I imagine he'd have to fall in love with you, at a bare minimum. But, after last night and this morning, I think it's clear he at least lusts after you a great deal."

Susan was going to say more, but Xania stopped her. "Before you get carried away, let's nip that idea in the bud. If I were to join the harem, I'd have to become one of his sex pets, or fuck toys, or whatever you call it. I'd have to totally dedicate myself to serving his cock, and forsake all other men. That's just not me. For one thing, Susan, I'm just not the submissive type like you are. But also, for whatever reason, I guess I'm kind of a loner. I've lived alone, or with just a housemate or two, my entire adult life. I couldn't handle being in a group situation like that. I couldn't handle staying loyal to just one man for... well, how long would this last? Forever?"

Susan spoke firmly, "In my book, it's forever. At some point, age will become a problem. When he's 42, I'll be 60! A total stud like him will be drowning in busty young hotties, so he'll want to have sex with me less and less. But, if that's my fate, so be it. He's the love of my life, my soul mate! My master! Although the sex will decline, I believe the love between us will just grow and grow."

Suzanne held her breath listening to that. Getting older frightened the hell out of her; she tried hard not to think about it at all. But when she did, her thoughts were very similar to what Susan just said. Oh, God! That's so scary! But Sweetie is MY soulmate too! There's no reason why a person can't have two soulmates, or even more. Right now, we're all a bit sex-mad, but the vast majority of life is the time between having sex anyway. And there's no one I'd rather grow old with than my Sweetie, AND Susan, and my Honey Pie, and Angel!

Xania said, "That sounds nice for you, but it would never work for me. I couldn't stay faithful for a year, much less ten years or a whole lifetime. Some people just aren't meant for a harem lifestyle."

Suzanne stared at her curiously, then said enigmatically, "We'll see. We'll see."

Xania turned to her. "What does that mean?"

"It means what it means. We'll see. Things can change. People can change. You're getting older too, you know. At some point, don't you long for more meaningful companionship in your life?"

Xania stared at Suzanne for a long moment. Then she bowed her head and sighed. "Yeah. That would be nice. I'm coming up on the big four-oh before long. I'm probably on the verge of a mid-life crisis, because I'm not happy about a lot of things."

She looked up and around with new determination. "But let's not talk about that now, please. We're surrounded by these impressive, expensive exercise machines. Why don't we finish our workout?"

So the three of them resumed their exercising.

Xania was even more averse to thinking about her long-term future than the other two were, largely because she had much less to look forward to. She felt like she'd reached a dead end with her Hollywood career, and her plan to become a dental assistant only depressed her. Her personal life prospects were similarly distressing.

As a result, she was keen to get the other two talking about sex. She regaled them with some entertaining sex adventures that had really happened to her. In the process, she made clear just how much she loved to fuck and how often she did it.

This, plus all the naked bodies pumping on the exercise machines, slowly increased the arousal level of all three women.

At one point, Xania made the comment, "You know, given my limited time around the porn industry, I can't help but notice just how much money we'd make if there was a crew here to film us exercising in the nude like this. I imagine they'd call it something like 'Lesbian Workout Inferno,' and make a million bucks. I'm definitely not suggesting it - no way. I'm just pointing out that there are countless men who would gladly give their right testicle just to watch what you do every day to stay in shape."

"What is it with guys and boobs?" Suzanne asked, a bit tongue-in-cheek. She stopped her exercising and walked over to where Susan was exercising, and then stopped her too. She pressed her tits into Susan's, and the two of them began mashing their boobs together, rubbing them around in circles while they clutched each other's asses.

Xania's heart started to race as she gawked at that sexy sight.

Suzanne added, "Guys have a totally unhealthy fascination with tits. Why, there might even be men who find what we're doing arousing." She was even more tongue-in-cheek now.

Susan giggled as she enjoyed the contact.

Xania had a particular interest in Susan's breasts, since she'd already gotten to know Suzanne's quite well in college. She stopped exercising too, and pulled Suzanne away from Susan. "Forget men! Damn, that's hot. Can I play with Susan's nips for a bit?" She pushed and pulled on both of Susan's nipples aggressively.

Susan yelped a bit, and said, "Be careful, Xania. I have to warn you that my tits are tremendously sensitive. When people touch me there, especially when they touch my nipples..."

Xania pulled on one of Susan's nipples again in response, and hefted that tit up with both of her hands to bring it to her mouth.

"Oh! Like that. Especially there ... The underside is quite nice too, but really the whole of my breasts... It's all such an erogenous zone that I don't know if you should start."

Xania started licking the nipple she was focusing on.

Susan squealed, "Oh no! You see? Sucking's the worst. Or the best! I don't know. It gets so intense for me, and my craving for Tiger's cock gets so great when that happens, but I have nothing to put in my mouth and suck on when he's at school. It's so aggravating!"

Suzanne didn't want to be left out, so she grasped Susan's other breast while Xania continued aggressively fondling and licking the one she'd been holding up. Suzanne pointed out to Xania, "Susan keeps telling all of us that her tits will just up and take control of her brain if they get too aroused. So you've been warned. Are you really ready to face Susan's tits on the rampage?"

Xania bent down and again licked Susan's left nipple.

Suzanne saw what she was doing, and then did the same to Susan's right.

Xania paused long enough to ask, "So what do we have to do to get her tits to come out and play?"

Susan bent her head back in ecstasy. "Just keep doing that, you two! Oh GOD! No, on second thought, don't! ... It's too intense! ... No, do it! Do it! Fucking do it! ... But wait! I can't handle it! Stop!"

Xania and Suzanne licked a bit longer until they knew Susan's engine was really running. They continued regardless of what Susan said.

Then Xania unexpectedly pulled away and moved back to one of the exercise machines. She had her own exercise schedule, and she wanted to finish this particular workout.

But all three of them were very hot and bothered. Xania was dreaming if she thought they could simply go back to exercising now.

Xania was trying to get back to exercising and away from thinking about heavy issues, especially issues about her future. But she was still in a contemplative mode, so she asked Susan, "So... what about you? Are you happy with your life?"

"YES!" Susan's whole face brightened. "I couldn't be happier than I am right now! Well, except when I'm naked and kneeling with my son's huge cock in my mouth. That's the absolute best!"

Xania rolled her eyes. I should have known. Damn, I'm envious. The thing is, it's clear that she really means it. It's weird, because even though she's felt conflicted enough to want to see me as a therapist, I don't know if I've ever known anyone who is so genuinely happy. That was just a few days ago, and look at her now. Did I help her that much?!

Xania asked, "Let's put it this way. Everybody is always striving for more. No matter how happy you are now, what's still missing? What do you long for?"

Susan spoke without hesitation. "That's a no-brainer, if I ever heard one. To be fucked by my son, of course! I can't wait! Sometimes, it's all I think about. Well, that and the pleasures of cocksucking, titfucking, ass fucking, and more! As long as it involves my Tiger and his big fat cock, I just know it's going to be great!"

She stared off into space dreamily, and smiled from ear to ear.

Suzanne asked her, "What? What are you thinking about?"

Susan giggled gleefully. "You know what! I'm imagining Tiger fucking me, driving into me, right on one of the sofas in the living room, where everyone can see! Mmmm! My legs are splayed out wide, a thousand miles wide, as wide as they can get, so he can pound me deep! So deep! Hard and fast and DEEP! Pardon my language, but he's fucking the SHIT out of me! Oh, and he's kneading my breasts too, making me scream his name at the top of my lungs!" She sighed blissfully. "Aaaah!"

Xania asked with a tinge of frustration, not to mention lusty envy, "Are you really THAT focused on your son's penis?!"

Susan's voice was fill with pride "Yes, I am. And I'm not ashamed about it. Xania, what is life all about, anyway? Becoming rich or powerful or famous, or something like that? Those sorts of things have never driven me. I'm very blessed, and I have all I need. Helping others? That IS very important to me. I feel that by basically enslaving myself to my son's cock, I'm helping others more than ever. Obviously that helps make Tiger very happy, but it's not just him. We're developing this little community bound together by all the sexy, fun times we share."

She concluded, "I could go down the list of all the things you could argue life is about. But for me, life is about two equally important things. One, living a righteous and moral life in the eyes of God. And two, finding joy and fulfillment by sharing love and happiness with family and friends."

Suzanne thought, Well put! But what do I think life is all about?! Hrm. I don't think I can boil it down to such a simple formula like that. But the things I want most of all are to be happy and to be loved, so I suppose she and I are on the same page. And I have to agree that this emerging harem has me walking on air nearly all the time!

Susan looked around, startled. "I've never stated things so plainly before, and it's a bit more complicated than that, but I believe that is the gist of it. The bottom line is, I've never feel so happy, so loved, or so content. Not to mention sexually satisfied! The only problem was not being able to get fucked by my son. But now, thanks to your advice" - she looked to Xania - "and your advice," - she looked to Suzanne - "I don't need to worry that incest is a sin. All is well! I honestly couldn't be happier! My life is like a dream come true!"

Suzanne was extremely moved by that. She thought, THIS! Talking about dreams coming true, this is my dream coming true! I've schemed and lied and indoctrinated Susan and others, and sometimes I've wondered if it was just my selfish desires driving me, and is this the right thing to do. But now I know that, YES, it IS the right thing to do! I've made Susan this happy, and that makes me so happy that I think I'm going to cry!

She turned her head and used a towel to wipe the tears from her face under the guise of wiping away sweat, because she didn't want the others to see she was tearing up.

Susan wasn't quite done. With Suzanne turned away, she spoke to Xania. "I know it seems strange to an outsider like you that a person could get so much out of basically servicing one man's cock with such dedication. And yes, I love it! I'm probably happiest when I have his cock down my throat, or in my cleavage, or my ass. But it's not just about him. It's about this community, this group, this harem - whatever you want to call it. It's about the love we all share with each other."

She turned to Suzanne. "For instance, I have my best friend here too, and I love her so much! And we're learning to love each other in new and exciting ways!"

She got up off her exercise machine and walked to Suzanne where she sat on her exercise machine. The two of them started to make out.

Suzanne was extremely relieved. Her heart was filled with love for her best friend and she longed to express it, but she was shy about putting it into words. She much preferred channeling those feelings into the kiss.

Susan was initially surprised at the intensity of Suzanne's passion, but she quickly recovered and kissed back with just as much feeling. Their huge racks rubbed together and their hands wandered freely.

Xania thought, Damn! Damn, damn, damn! It's kind of easy to look down at their harem lifestyle as an absurdity, but they sure as hell are having a lot of fun. And so much love! I wish I had a best friend like that. Suzanne and I are close, but those two love each other so much that it almost makes me want to cry! Are those actually tears leaking from Suzanne's eyes? I think they are! Wow! I wish she felt that strongly about me. Hell, I wish anyone felt like that about me.

Feeling a bit awkward, Xania joked as she watched, "Hey, you two, get a room."

Susan and Suzanne finally broke apart, but they still stared lovingly into each other's eyes.

Xania thought as she looked at Susan, Clearly, Susan has a very simple way of thinking and living. She's all about being a good mother, and helping others. It makes sense that her sexual submissiveness fits right into that. I envy her. I wish I could find such purpose in sucking a guy's cock all day long! But that's not me. I'd be the world's worst mom, for starters. And I'm kind of selfish, to be honest. Or at least I don't have the urge to help others that she does. And I'm not submissive either.

Xania turned her gaze to Suzanne. Whereas Suzanne's much more similar to me. But she's truly in love with Alan. I can see that clearly now. And she's just as much in love with Susan, probably. Not to mention Katherine and Amy. So even though she's not submissive, this harem situation is ideal for her. She gets non-stop sex with all of her favorite people. But it's not for me. It would take me years and years to even begin to share the strong bonds they do. It's such a shame, because they really are living the life here!

I do hope to visit here a lot. There is something special about Alan and his sexual skills, although I can't quite explain it. The fucking he gave me this morning was the best sex I've had in years! Maybe ever. Plus, the poker party was way more fun than any orgy. And it'll be great if I can fully renew my friendship and "skinship" with Suzanne, and even take it to a deeper level. Not to mention, I'd really like to get to know Susan and the others much better, both in and out of bed. But it's like a great destination to visit, but one where I'm not allowed to live. Damn!

Once Xania had their full attention, she said, "That was a really deep answer, Susan. Thanks for sharing that with me. I'm more than a little impressed. You've given me a lot of food for thought."