Chapter 17： discuss

"Mom left early. When Yaoyao was two years old, Yaoyao learned slower than other children. In the winter, she slept in the house by herself. Yaoyao fell from the bed alone, blood shed all over the floor, and she was in a coma. Wake up, the doctor said that if you send her to the hospital later, Yaoyao won't be able to live."

"When Yaoyao was four years old, she took Yaoyao to the mountains and fell into the river. In the summer, she said she could not swim, so she sat there and shouted. If Uncle Songzi happened to pass by, Yaoyao would also die. , And also, when she was seven years old, she took Yaoyao to her grandmother's house and came back to Yaoyao to have a fever for three days and three nights..."

Gu Zheng counted a lot of Gu Yao's things back then, and the more Gu Dashun listened, the uglier his face became.

"Most of these were taken care of by her because I happened to be out at the time. As a result, what kind of looked after? And every time, is Yaoyao good? Oh, yes, once, She took it over. She took Yaoyao to Dajing and showed her next door to Aunt Hua for an afternoon. Yaoyao was fine."

After Gu Zheng counted things like this, Gu Dashun's face was darkened to the bottom of the pot, and there were a lot of words in his throat, but he couldn't say a word at this moment.

Shame!

In addition to embarrassment, there is also anger!

The son said these things in front of so many people, including Qin Lingling, who had just entered the house and was not even considered to care for her family.

He turned his head to look at the culprit Li Dani, who would not dare to say anything.

As a bystander, Qin Lingling didn't dare to show up, her eyes wandered carefully on the father and son.

She probably didn't expect that she would hear so many unknown things about Gu's family.

Although she has read the original book, after all, the original owner is not the protagonist, and there are too many things that can't be touched. Such meticulous things like this are not known to others.

In the end, Gu Dashun patted the table angrily and left, even saying that he could not eat anymore.

Of course, Gu Dashun wouldn't really stop eating, but just to show off the temper of the head of the family so that others would be afraid of him.

When people left, Li Dani said in an unkind tone: "Gu Zheng, it's not that I said you. How to say, I and your dad raised you, no matter how bad it is to you, you should eat, drink, and drink. It’s no less of you. You talked about Da Ya because she was not in good health. I was young and didn’t know how to bring children. What do you say as if I wish Da Ya died? What about you? It's a bit unkind to say, your dad is also worried these days that you didn't get a good night's sleep, and finally you came back, the family is fine, what are you doing with these sad things?"

Li Dani talked a lot, but Gu Zheng ignored it.

Seeing that he was full and put down the bowls and chopsticks, he raised his head to look at Li Dani, got up and asked, "Did you finish?"

Li Dani: "I..."

Li Dani wanted to say something. I wish I could say all the words in my stomach, but Gu Zheng who came back this time always feels different. The look in people's eyes scares me to death, like a ghost climbing up from hell, she bears it. If I can't help it, I'll be scared.

Seeing Li Dani's disappearance, Gu Zheng glanced at Qin Lingling, who was already full and sat quietly on the stool, not knowing what to do to show the more comfortable Qin Lingling, "You go back to the house and rest first, I'll talk to Yaoyao."

Qin Lingling was feeling a little awkward to sit, so she nodded quickly after hearing the sound, "Okay."

When Qin Lingling left, Gu Zheng went into the kitchen again and called out Gu Yao from the kitchen, "Let’s eat first!"

"Huh? But my meal..."

Gu Yao wanted to say that she hadn't prepared food for our dad yet, but Gu Zheng directly took the bowl she was holding in her hand.

Gu Zheng's voice was not loud, but Li Dani outside heard clearly. She wanted to come in and curse, but she didn't dare.

When the two of them went out, Li Dani cursed fiercely at Gu Dashun who was angry in the room.

"Old man Gu, see, you son of a white-eyed wolf, you are a wild, unfamiliar white-eyed wolf, let your girl not cook for you, just starve to death."

Qin Lingling went to the next room first, which was the one that Gu Zheng had set up in his early years, with the door facing outwards.

After that, Gu Zheng hurriedly obtained the certificate with the original owner, which happened to be the marriage room where the two of them got married.

The original owner slept here twice. Once on the night of the wedding, Gu Zheng left. She slept on this bed alone. After hearing that Gu Zheng had an accident, she hurried back and slept for one night and fell into the river the next day. , And then changed to her.

Although she has been in this house for a few days, Gu Zheng was not at home before. She even had a dead heart for her husband, and she thought that after leaving Gu's house, she would not come back again.

Unexpectedly, not long after this idea passed, Gu Zheng returned.

She looked at the room with the dim yellow light bulb, and couldn't help thinking about how to sleep tonight?

Do you really want to sleep on the same bed with Gu Zheng? After all, they are husband and wife.

If you don't sleep on one bed, there is no second bed in this room, so you can't let him sleep on the ground, right? This is not a cement floor, let alone a clean tiled floor. Just use the loess floor. You can pull out the mud with your hands.

"Forget it, I don't want to."

Seeing a mess in a room that seemed to have been touched by someone, Qin Lingling couldn't see the mess, so she had to clean up, just to make herself less nervous.

When Gu Zheng entered the house, Qin Lingling was still cleaning the house.

Qin Lingling didn't find him at first, and Gu Zheng didn't bother him either. She stood at the door watching her tidy up quickly.

Looking at Qin Lingling now, Gu Zheng couldn't help but think that after her death, Qin Lingling was bullied by her family and people on the farm, and finally turned a little bit worse. In order to make herself better, she kept going. Framing hurts the people around her who she thinks will hinder her interests. She has already forgotten how to make herself better rationally.

He stood for a while, only when Qin Lingling looked up did he find someone standing there.

She was taken aback, and quickly pressed her chest, "You...are you here?"

Gu Zheng walked in and saw that he was scared to her, his tone was lighter, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

"No, no, no need." Qin Lingling waved her hand quickly, "I have already packed up, but I haven't come back for a few days, it looks a little messy."

Although there are not many things in Gu Zheng's house, one bed, one table and two stools, plus a wardrobe made of cedar trees.

It's just that he doesn't have a home all year round. Although this house is said to belong to him, his **** brother, as long as he is not at home, will come to occupy the magpie's nest.

On the day the original owner’s farm came back, the other party slept in this room. At that time, he let the original owner sleep in his room. He slept in Gu Zheng’s room, but Gu Yao refused to take him away. He waited for someone to leave. Li Dani took the key to move in with the excuse of putting food in the house.

The room was cleaned up, but in this quiet room, Qin Lingling didn't know how to deal with herself?

The two were embarrassed face to face for a long while, but Qin Lingling said, "I'll go to boil the water and take a bath first!"

"No, Yaoyao is burning."

"Oh."

After that, Qin Lingling didn't know what to do? Keep your hands behind you, you can't find a place to put them.

"that…"

"Sit down first, let me talk to you." Gu Zheng said.

"Oh, good, good."

Wiping her hands, Qin Lingling sat down nervously.

She glanced at the teapot on the table, saw that there was no water, got up again and said, "I'll get some water first, I'll talk about it later."

"it is good."

When she came back, Qin Lingling returned with the kettle and two enamel cylinders in her hand.

"Let's talk, what do you want to say?" Qin Lingling tried to relax her tone as much as possible, with a smile on her face.

"Before, our marriage was a bit sloppy. When I come back this time, I also want to ask you, what do you think about our marriage? As I said before, I am a soldier. Generally, there is no special situation. We cannot get a divorce. ."

From the very beginning, when meeting Qin Lingling, he was just thinking about their own difficulties. There is nothing in his life that one must marry. If the two are suitable, they report to the top and get the marriage certificate. Did not think much.

But this time he died and came back again, so he wanted to ask, what did Qin Lingling think? He is easy to plan.

Marriage of a soldier is a lifelong matter. Although he made a quick decision at the time, he would be loyal to marriage and loyal to the party for a lifetime. As for what Qin Lingling thought, he didn't know. After all, Qin Lingling liked a man later. For that man, he did a lot of bad things.

He was dead before, and he could not interfere with Qin Lingling's affairs, but now that he is alive, these things must be settled earlier.

Qin Lingling didn't expect him to say this.

She knows that military personnel have very strict requirements in terms of marriage. Women who marry military personnel often have to sacrifice a lot of things that ordinary women have. Except for the woman who makes a mistake, the man asks for a divorce, otherwise the woman wants a divorce, unless the man committed it. A big mistake is expelled from the party before it can become an ordinary person.

Thinking about this, she became even more nervous, and said for a long time: "Then...what do you think?"

"Me? If you don't want a divorce, as long as I live, I will treat you well for the rest of my life. I can guarantee my life for this!" Gu Zheng said, giving Qin Lingling a salute.

Originally a serious topic, Qin Lingling was stunned when he saw his sudden salute, and asked: "Then what if I want a divorce?"

"Either sacrifice me or sacrifice you before we can get a divorce. If this is the answer, I think we can get along first. If you think this life goes on, I will take care of you for the rest of your life. If you think it’s impossible, I can also move up. Face-to-face reporting about the divorce." The man's voice was mellow and magnetic, and his eyes were serious and determined. For a moment, Qin Lingling felt that her heart was puckered by his serious eyes, and he jumped up and down.

After a while, she opened her mouth, "Okay, let's do it then!"

"Now that it's done, let me tell you about my plans for tomorrow."

"okay."

"I plan to separate."

The author has something to say: Military marriages in the 1970s were not so easy to register. I actually set up another one by myself. If according to the past, they did not get married so soon, it would take time to investigate by the Political Department of the regiment, even the hostess and relatives. It is not the status of the poor, lower-middle peasant, the complicated family, in fact, it is very difficult for the government to pass the trial.