Wu Yue came to the desk and sat down with the book in hand. This book was written by a famous foreign psychologist. With trembling hands, she turned to the pages with imprints, and eagerly read it, the more she read, the more her heart went down sink, until it sinks to the bottom of the valley.
The man mentioned in the book is really similar to her. The only difference is that the body reacts differently. The man has headaches, vomiting, stomach pains, and sometimes even shock, while she just stinks and has diarrhea.
The author of the book also said that this kind of mental illness has different reactions to everyone. Some people have headaches, stomachaches and vomiting, some people may have fainting shocks, or various other symptoms, even the author. I can't get the full statistics.
But the author also listed some symptoms of the patients he had been in contact with, including diarrhea and body odor. When Wu Yue saw these two points, her eyes turned black, and her whole body was like falling into an ice cellar.
Isn't that what she is?
Wu Yue continued to watch, she wanted to know if this disease could be cured, she didn't want to be like this forever, she wanted to go back to the old Wu Yue!
But she was disappointed.
The author said that there is currently no specific medicine for this kind of mental illness, and it mainly depends on the patient's own willpower to overcome. As long as the mental health becomes healthy, these symptoms will disappear automatically.
Of course, the author also recommends that patients with this type of mental illness take the initiative to seek treatment from a psychiatrist.
Wu Yue is very repulsive of going to the doctor. She thinks the same as Wu Zhengsi. Isn't mental illness the same as mental illness? If others knew she was mentally ill, how would teachers, classmates, and grandparents see her?
I am afraid that what she will face will not be care and pity, but ridicule and humiliation, right?
Wu Yue didn't even dare to think about it. She didn't want to face that kind of embarrassing situation. I was afraid that by then, she would be even more embarrassed than Wu Mei before.
do not want!
She will never go to the doctor, she will definitely be able to overcome it herself, isn't it a psychological barrier, as long as she doesn't think about it, she will be fine.
She doesn't care if she can get the first place in the exam, she doesn't care if her grades are good or bad, even if she is last in the exam, she won't be uncomfortable!
Wu Yue said to herself over and over again, but the more she spoke, the weaker her voice became. In the end, she couldn't utter a single word. Wu Yue lay on the table in pain, crying silently.
How could she not care about the grades?
She cares more than anyone else She just wants to take the first place, and she feels ashamed for the second place. She has always been able to easily get the first place, so how can she be mentally ill sick?
What the **** is going on here?
Wu Mei's words sounded in my mind again: It was my mother who said that my sister would be put in first place, and that would be too stressful for my sister.
Wu Yue's mind became clearer, yes, it's all her mother's fault, that is, she nags in her ear every day, saying that only the first place is remembered by others, and no one remembers the second place and the third place at all. It was said that only when she got the first place in the exam would her mother's face shine...
"Yueyue, the porridge is ready. Mom also made some mustard for you. You should eat it while it's still hot. After you eat it, study hard and try to take the exam tomorrow..."
He Biyun came in with the tray in her hand, her face full of care and kindness, but Wu Yue couldn't feel it at all, she only heard the familiar phrase 'strive for the first place in the exam tomorrow'.
She didn't even have to listen to the last few words, she knew what He Biyun would say, a nameless fire rushed up, Wu Yue shouted angrily: "No. ?"