Chapter 539

Ji Ling grinned bitterly, "it's impossible. I can't go back forever. A broken jade, no matter how well it is repaired, can never return to its original appearance. I am doomed to owe them in my life, and I can't afford it. Therefore, I can't go back and have no face to see them again. If I owe them, I have a chance to pay them back in the next life. "

After that, Ji Ling picked up her bag and got up to leave.

"Lingling..." Song's mother held her, "I can understand your mood now. Sit down and listen to me for a second. I promise to say a second."

Mother song almost pleaded.

Seeing her daughter become like this, and the result is all caused by her own hands, song's mother is very sad. However, this kind of pain can only be buried in the bottom of my heart.

Ji Ling hesitated and sat down again.

Seeing that she was willing to sit down, song's mother was relieved and said to her earnestly, "Lingling, I know you can't accept this sudden fact now, but you can't be too extreme. This matter, you and your family are not wrong, the fault is God's trick. But you have to believe that everything happens for a reason. I think your biological parents are forced to do so. You must not hate them, can you? "

The last three words are pleading.

She must ask for Ji Ling's understanding, which is her only wish in her life.

However, the fact is not as she wishes.

"Why don't I hate them?" Ji Ling's eyes were red and full of hatred. "They ruined my life and made me eat and drink for more than 20 years. Now I'm homeless. Do you think you should not hate them, or do you think they are not hateful enough? "

When she said "hate," Ji Ling could not help shaking. That kind of hate, is really hate, hate from the heart.

Song's mother shakes her head and tears swirl around her eyes. At last, she looks out and tries not to let the tears flow down. But the light outside is so dazzling that it hurts her eyes.

When she drew her eyes back, song's mother had regained her indifference. "Lingling, even if you hate them or blame them, things have become a fact that can't be changed. Maybe your family is more miserable than you. Maybe they have never had a good night's sleep in the past 20 years. Maybe in the dead of night, they all hide in the corner and cry silently. Maybe he is a good friend We've been longing to see you... "

Song's mother looked at her as if she had finally realized her wish for more than 20 years. Unfortunately, she didn't know anything.

They can't say a word of truth like mother and daughter. They can't give each other a comforting smile like mother and daughter. They can't even cry because they have seen each other for a long time.

Ji Ling sneered, "maybe they have long forgotten that there is still me in the world. Maybe they are happy every day. Maybe I was a mistake at the beginning for them."

"No It's not what you think... " Mother song shook her head and denied it in grief.

"How do you know it's not?" Ji Ling asked her. In Ji Ling's eyes, the pity and sadness expressed by song's mother is just sympathy and pity for her.

"Because of me..." Song's mother then suddenly stopped. If it wasn't for reason, mother song would have blurted out.

Ji Ling sarcastic hook lips, "because you are not them, you are not me, you will never understand their original psychology, and I now inner pain."

Mother song sighed in secret. How could she not understand her original determination?

That night, it can be said, is a night that she will never forget in her life. She lost not only her most precious child, but also one of her closest relatives.

It was that night that changed everything and made today's big mistake.

"Since you can't forgive them, why don't you go back to Ji's house? They love you so much, they're waiting for you to go back. " Anyway, song's mother still wants to persuade Ji Ling to go back.

In any case, after all, they are relatives who have lived together for more than 20 years. She believes that the Ji family will accept her, take care of her as before, and give her a complete family.

But Ji Ling shook her head stubbornly, "I won't go back, I won't be a big lady under the fence. I don't deserve it, and I shouldn't

Looking back on those extravagant days, she only thought it was a great irony. Now I've come to such an end, and I deserve what I've done.

"What are your plans now?" Song's mother saw that she had no idea, and she didn't try to persuade her. She just wanted to give her some time to calm down. Maybe it was also a temper.

"It's my own business. If there's nothing else, I'll go first. " Ji Ling obviously didn't want to say more. With that, she got up and wanted to leave.

"Wait a minute. I'll go to the bathroom." Song's mother got up faster than she did, and then rushed to the bathroom.

Ji Ling can only sit back in her seat.

I don't know why, but when I say what I want to say, I feel that my heart is not so blocked.

However, five minutes, ten minutes, fifteen minutesThere is still no mother song coming back. Ji Ling raised her wrist and looked at the time. She was impatient.

Is there something wrong?

Or Afraid to pay, so sneak away?

It's impossible, isn't it? Her basket is still here! And it's heavy inside, as if there's something else.

Ji Ling wants to find a waiter to help her, but she feels very angry when she thinks of the way the waiter looked down on people just now.

The next moment

Smell it. What's the smell? How fragrant

Looking in the direction of delicious food, it's the steak ordered by a couple at the next table, which will bring up the flavor.

My stomach was purring unconsciously. She drew back her eyes, rubbed her dry stomach awkwardly, and swallowed a mouthful.

From morning till now, I only drank two mouthfuls of white porridge. I've been out all morning, tired and hungry.

What's more embarrassing is that I have no money.

If this elder sister song really leaves like this, she doesn't know how to solve the cost of these two glasses of water.

30 yuan, I don't know if they can get a discount?

I didn't expect that Ji Ling could be so embarrassed that she couldn't get 30 yuan.

She raised her lips in self mockery.

However, it is not a matter to sit like this. Thirty yuan will not fall from the sky to pay for her.

She was looking for the figure of the waiter. Before she found it, she saw a waiter coming with a piece of food. She was ready to call the waiter after the waiter finished.

But The waiter not only came to her side, but also came straight to her.

"Here comes your meal, miss." The waiter put a Chinese set meal in front of her.