"Has the time for the new treatment been fixed?" Asked Ji Zhengting.
"If there is no accident, it should be three days later."
"Insist!" Ji Zhengting's hand fell on his shoulder and pressed with strength.
Lu Bai looked at him and finally nodded.
Two people walking side by side, even if they are silent, do not feel embarrassed.
"Is there anything else I can do?" After a while, Ji Zhengting finally spoke again.
Lu Bai's feet stopped and his eyes turned to the distance outside. He was quiet, as if he was thinking about something.
Ji Zhengting didn't disturb him and knew what he was thinking.
Lu Bai's situation is very similar to that of more than three years ago. Of course, Lu Bai's situation is much more serious than he was at that time. Therefore, Lu Bai can be said to see no more hope.
Even if all kinds of treatment in insist, but, in his heart is very clear, everything is just around the unwilling, unwilling to give up, so as far as possible to maintain his life.
Of course, no one wants to die; so does he.
He is still young, and his beautiful life has just set sail. He has his own career, his own ideal, his own lover, his own children and his own family in the future
All this, he has not had time to achieve one by one, but the merciless disease has been cruelly in his life on the road to draw an end.
He will not be reconciled, so the desire to survive is particularly strong. Every time no matter how painful the treatment, he never frowned, wholeheartedly cooperate with the treatment.
But he was not afraid of death.
Life, old age, illness and death are repeated every minute. I'm not afraid.
He just wants to buy more time for himself. At least, he can smell another person in the air.
"If this treatment doesn't hold up, help me take good care of her." After a long time, Lu Bai took his eyes back to Ji Zhengting.
His eyes are always so clean and calm, as if nothing can lift the ripples in his heart; he is like a person who does not belong to this world and has nothing to do with the world.
"Actually She has never left the city. " Ji Zhengting doesn't know how to motivate him. There are very few words between men, which can only reveal what he is eager to know but afraid to know.
However, Lu Bai's reply surprised him.
"I know." Lu Bai answered calmly. It's like he knows everything.
So, in fact, Lu Bai has not been really cruel.
"You didn't think about..." Ji Zhengting's words are not enough. But he knew Lu Bai understood what he wanted to say.
Lu Bai just shook his head lightly.
"When Qingcheng left, my situation was very similar to you. I can understand your mood. But anyway, don't do things that you regret. "
Lu Bai's calm eyes were a little startled. He looked at Ji Zhengting, and his eyes stayed on his face for a moment. Seems to want to say something, but in the end, or nothing.
Sorry
Perhaps, he is already regretting now!
……
At more than three in the afternoon, everyone was preparing to leave.
After all, they are not familiar with the road here, and the mountain road should be taken at dawn. If it's too late, I'm afraid it's hard to go.
The steamed stuffed bun sticks to Lu Bai and refuses to go. He also tells Lu Bai to remember to eat Ping'an fruit. Lu Bai peeled the Ping'an fruit and ate it separately with the bun.
Lu Qing tried to persuade him not to eat several times, but he was stopped by Lu Youlin. He knew that Lu Bai was a very trustworthy person, and he would never break his promise just now.
This will not say Lu Qing to persuade him, no one to persuade is useless.
Fortunately, Gu Ze said that he would stay these days. Lu Qing was relieved.
Xiaobaozi was urged twice before he was willing to leave. When he left, he took off a small bell hanging around his neck and put it on Lu Bai's wrist. He told Lu Bai like a child that the small bell was a spiritual thing and could make people realize their wishes.
Lu Bai is to take the child by the way, all by him.
"Please, I really can't disturb uncle Lu Bai any more. After three months, Mommy will show you uncle Lu Bai again."
"Really?" Xiaobaozi couldn't wait to get the answer happily, so he said to Lu Bai, "Uncle Dabai, I will come to play in three months. You must wait for me here."
"Good." Lu Bai agreed. Even if he doesn't survive for three months, he will still be here, but it will be under the ground.
"Pull hook." Small steamed stuffed bun a few fingers hold up, only a little thumbs up. Lu Bai smiles and pulls the hook with the child. The child is singing a familiar nursery rhyme in his mouth, "the hook and seal shall not be changed for a hundred years, and the seal shall not be changed."
As if for a long time, the children's songs still reverberated in the mountains.
……
On the way back, the carriage was quiet, or the atmosphere was dignified.Song Qingcheng saw that Ji Zhengting's heart was heavy. In the afternoon, she saw him and Lu Bai chatting alone; they didn't know what they were talking about, but they chatted for a long time, and their emotions were very serious at that time.
They all said that Lu Bai had the best relationship with Ji Zhengting and would tell him anything. In fact, this kind of good is based on friends.
Perhaps, there are some things that Lu Bai just doesn't want to make his family worried or sad, so he would rather go and explain to Ji Zhengting.
Baozi didn't know why he didn't say a word. When Mingming left, he was still lively, waving goodbye to his uncles and aunts one by one, but since he got on the bus, xiaobaozi has been leaning against song Qingcheng's arms, silent.
Song Qingcheng thought that he was tired of playing and fell asleep, but when he saw him twice, he was thinking about things with his eyes open, like a worried adult.
"Baby, if you're sleepy, just sleep for a while, and you won't get home for a while." Song Qingcheng was a little worried, so she took the initiative to talk to the children.
Little baozi didn't speak, but after a long time, he said sadly, "Mommy, do you think uncle Dabai will really die?"
Song Qingcheng's heart slightly tightens. It turns out that the child is still thinking about Lu Bai. She stroked the child's head and said to him, "life, old age, illness and death are predestined by heaven. What we can do is to face the reality bravely."
It's cruel to talk to him when the child is still so young. Especially seeing that the child is so used to Lu Bai, if Lu Bai has something wrong this time, the child will be very sad, won't he?!
But, the world is changeable, should come, always come!
"I'm sure uncle Dabai will be OK." Small steamed stuffed bun but very firm say.
Listen to the child said so firm, and confident look, inexplicably, song Qingcheng also feel full of strength, just that kind of heavy heart, depressed atmosphere, as if all of a sudden magically disappeared.