For once, it was a love story, but for the end of his life, it was a posthumous letter.
Yes, it's a suicide note.
Although he knew that the word "suicide note" would be cruel to her, what could he do? He did his best.
Try to live longer; try to make her happy; try to accompany her more
Enough. Maybe that's enough.
Lu Bai's smile!
When I write this letter for you one second before, as if I went back to the winter night with snowflakes five years ago, your pure and beautiful smile warmed the snowflakes on my shoulders. That's when we agreed to build a small yard and watch flowers together for a lifetime. I'm sorry, but I may have to make a slip of the tongue.
However, I am also lucky.
In my short life, God let me meet you, and let us know and love each other. Please allow me to be selfish once. In the future, even if I lie in the cold coffin, please allow me to love you deeply
Please grieve for me, I need your tears to water my soul for me, because it will always be waiting for you.
Always Always
Suddenly want to see you, look at your beautiful smile.
Give me the smile in my life!
Attachment: in the process of treatment, the handwriting is a bit awkward, no jokes. Finally, I drew a smiling face.
Seeing this, Yu Xiao had already burst into tears, and even couldn't breathe for several times. The mud on his face was washed away by tears, revealing a pale little face.
The crooked handwriting on the paper is really awkward, but How painful was he to write this letter for her when he couldn't hold the pen?
There are still traces of water on the paper. Should it be his tears?
He cried for her.
And she
Drops of rain like tears fell on the paper and dyed the writing on it; her tears and his tears melted into one, as if they were one.
There is another thing below. Yu Xiao opens it and finds it a will.
A will to transfer property.
Successor Yu Xiao!
"Ah..." Yu Xiao can no longer help crying out, holding the things he left to himself, fell down on his knees and cried bitterly.
Those who cry are sad, and those who listen are sad.
"Yu Xiao..." After a while, Lu you really can't bear to see her cry so sad, came forward to help her.
Yu Xiao cried to no strength, no feeling, a pair of red and swollen eyes staring at Lu You, "where is he?"
Lu youyou stares at her obstinately.
"Tell me, where is he? Where is he? Tell me... " Yu Xiao suddenly doesn't know where the strength comes from. She grabs Lu You's shoulders tightly and shakes her out of control.
"Yu Xiao, don't be sad, my fourth brother..." Lu still can't say.
"I'll kneel down for you. Please tell me where he is? Where is he? " I laugh like a tearful person. Looking at them, in addition to praying, there was only despair, despair, despair
She really straightened up and knelt up.
Almost everyone instinctively wanted to rush up and help her up. But Lu youyou was in front of her, faster than anyone else. "Yu Xiao, don't do that. You get up, get up."
Lu you tried to hold her with all her strength, but she couldn't hold her. The elder sister-in-law is a woman. Hurry to help. Together with Lu You, help Yu Xiao up from the ground.
"Do you have any conscience?" Seeing that none of them had made a decision, Lu youyou roared angrily at everyone. Instead, she ignored everything and said to Yu Xiao, "Yu Xiao, I'll take you in. I'll take you to him
She hung one of Yu Xiao's arms on her shoulder and put Yu Xiao in with her body.
Looking at such a desperate woman for love, no one has the right to stop her. Even their hearts are ashamed.
……
So big bright ward, Yu Xiao covered with mud lying next to the bed. On the hospital bed, lies her unforgettable lover. At the moment, but already dying, beyond recognition.
I don't know whether it's because of thin or nerve atrophy. His smooth skin is wrinkled together. His arms and legs have begun to deform. It's frightening.
And there's music on his pillow. It's all her songs.
Yu Xiao raised his hands full of wriggling and blood, shaking in the air, trying to touch him, but he didn't dare.
She was afraid of the way he was, the pain, the pain.
"Lu Xiaobai, I'm here. I've come to see you..." Instead of crying, she laughed, "you always say I'm a fool, but do you know that you are the real fool. Do you think you can avoid me like this? I tell you, even if you hide to the ends of the earth, I will find you out; so, you don't want to escape. ""By the way, you are not embarrassed to see me because you are ugly now, are you?" At this point, Yu laughed again, raised his hand to touch his forehead and hair, and continued, "but after all, you are not very good-looking now, but I won't tell you, I am also ugly now."
Lu youyou stood at the door, already in tears. Worried that he would cry, he covered his mouth and ran away.
But the people inside were not affected at all. Yu Xiao washed his hands before going to the pool and wiped them with a towel. Lu Bai wiped the liquid medicine on his body, which would dry on his skin. She wiped it carefully for him, but she didn't forget to talk to him, "when I just came here, I was very sad to see them. In fact, I am not sad at all, just a little sad. I'm sorry you left me behind again
"But it's not so sad now. I finally found you again. If I find you, I'll never leave again. If you want to lie like this, I will accompany you like this every day; if you don't want to open your eyes, I will tell you about the changes of the flowers and trees outside every day. "
As if he could hear everything, she was serious. Sometimes serious, sometimes relaxed smile; as they used to be together, she likes to say, he likes to listen.
……
Lu Xiao didn't trust them, so he came to have a look. Before he arrived at the ward, he saw Lu youyou crying and running over, his eyebrows wrinkled.
Lu youyou saw that he threw his head into his arms and cried even more bitterly. Lu Xiao can be said to be watching Lu you grow up, or the first time to see her cry so sad.
Hands up, in mid air pause, in the end, or did not hold her, just raised his hand on her back gently patted.
Outside.
Green mountains, green grass, blue sky and white clouds.
However, everyone is covered with a layer of haze, the atmosphere is stiff and heavy.