Before, she didn't understand that feeling. In fact, she didn't understand it. She just didn't want to go deep and understand it. Because she's afraid, afraid that she doesn't have the will to stick to it.
However, there is no way to cheat yourself.
After a while, she came up with the water. I didn't see him on the sofa. In a twinkling of an eye, I found that he was lying on the bed.
She went over and handed him the glass in her hand. Lu tingchuan took it, but did not drink, but put it on the bedside table again. Reach out and pull her over and sit down.
"What's the matter?" Nalanyu always thinks that he is not right today.
"I have something to tell you." Lu tingchuan looks serious.
Nalanyu stares at him, a heart inexplicably starts to be nervous. After a while, she said, "what's the matter?"
During this time, they all seem to have changed from the past. Lu tingchuan is no longer the ruthless Lu sanshao, nor is she the Na Lanyu who came with a purpose.
They are just like two ordinary people, a pair of ordinary little lovers, living a simple life.
Maybe this change is too big, so it seems too impractical; she always feels that there is something unknown behind it, which she can't see or touch, but it always reminds her invisibly.
She didn't know whether Lu tingchuan felt the same way; at least, she didn't feel the insipidity at the moment, not really insipidity.
"I'm going to the desert in two days." Lu tingchuan road.
This way of chatting is like an old couple.
"Will it be long?"
"About a month."
"Is there really a treasure?" Nalanyu has been wondering about it. Lu tingchuan said that there was a treasure map in his brain.
Lu tingchuan did not answer this question quickly, but pondered for a long time before he said, "yes."
"Get a treasure, cause so much trouble, why?" Nalanyu muttered, as if to himself.
"There is treasure, but no one can get it?"
"Why?"
"Even if someone can find it, the chance of getting in is almost zero. And if you are careless, you will lose your life. "
"So defensive?" If it is true, those who are planning to get the treasure will have nothing to celebrate.
"There's no defense, there's a mechanism." Lu tingchuan looked at her, "the mechanism inside, as long as the wrong step, will be swallowed into the sand."
It's scary just to listen. Nalanyu can't help thinking, if those who care about the treasure hear such news, will they still want to find the treasure?
"Then you are not afraid that your treasure will be swallowed?"
I spent a lot of hard work and money to collect the treasure, and I certainly don't want to waste it!
"It's better to swallow it as a legacy for later generations than to be reduced to a tool for making money."
This idea To be honest, it's a bit of a miracle.
It is better to let so many treasures be submerged in the desert than to be owned by the world.
"Well, I'll take a bath and go to bed early tonight." Lu tingchuan got up and got out of bed.
Nalanyu accidentally skims the water on the bedside table, "your water hasn't been drunk yet. It's time to cool down."
Lu tingchuan glanced at the glass of water and saw a different color. He took a drink from his glass and went to the bathroom with it.
Nalanyu sat there alone, dejected.
After a while, Lu tingchuan took a good bath and came out. She looked back and found that the cup he had brought in had not come out. So I don't know if he drank that glass of water or not.
But she didn't ask. Just moved to the other side of the bed to make room for him.
Now that I'm taking a bath on her side, I'm going to stay and sleep.
They didn't have a fixed room during this period, so they slept on both sides. There are also times when we sleep separately.
"I'll take a bath, too." Nalanyu got out of bed and took a bath.
Into the bathroom, at a glance to see the water cup on the table. There is only one mouthful of water left. She picked up the cup and looked at it for a long time.
There was less water in the glass, but it seemed that there was something more in her heart.
What is it? She didn't know and didn't want to know.
……
When nalanyu comes out of the bath, Lu tingchuan is still up. Leaning on the bed, with a pair of gold rimmed glasses hanging on the bridge of his nose, he was looking at the data with his iPad in his hand.
See him attentive and serious appearance, she did not disturb in the past, so thoughtful stand.
"What are you doing standing there?"
Lu tingchuan did not lift his eyelids, but such a sentence appeared.
“……”
Nalanyu returned to God, walked over and sat down on the bed, "because you have something, I didn't disturb you."
Lu tingchuan didn't speak. She moved her iPad to her and said, "how about this ceramic bottle?"
"I don't understand that." Nalanyu took a look at it. It was very good-looking, but she was not interested in it and didn't understand it."You just say it looks good."
Nalanyu looked carefully again and nodded, "it's pretty."
"It's called Nalan porcelain."
“?” Na Lanyu is curious, "and this kind of porcelain vase?"
I heard it for the first time.
"You nalans stayed." Lu tingchuan turned off the iPad and put it at the head of the bed.
Nalanyu didn't say a word. I don't know what he meant by saying this to himself. Just suddenly thought of something like, "by the way, can you accompany me to see the sea before you leave?"
"Yes." Lu tingchuan agreed very readily.
Nalanyu was stunned.
Doesn't he wonder why she wants to see the sea in this temperature? What's more, he promised to be so straightforward
She wanted to ask why, but in the end, she didn't ask.
"Go to bed early." Lu tingchuan reached out to turn off the light.
Nalanyu lay down and didn't close his eyes.
Neither of them spoke, but neither of them slept. The room was quiet for a long time.
Nalanyu glanced at him quietly, thinking that he was really asleep. But can he really sleep like this? Will Didn't he drink that glass of water just now?
"What's the relationship between us now?" After nearly ten minutes of silence, nalanyu suddenly spoke.
"What do you think?"
He didn't sleep!
Nalanyu is silent.
She didn't know what the relationship was, but she knew in her heart that there could be no relationship between them.
Lu tingchuan did not wait for her answer, also thought she would not speak, he closed his eyes.
However, at this time, nalanyu said, "there can be no result between us."
The saying goes Inside, there was a little sadness.
Then he said, "I know."
His answer is so flat, so calm. So, from beginning to end, he didn't plan to have any result with her.
Nalanyu only felt that his chest was shrinking, as if his breathing was painful.
This will also have no mind to think that the glass of water in the end has not been drunk by him, the brain is in a mess.