Lu tingchuan hugs her from behind, buries her face in her hair and sniffs. Nalanyu's breathing is stagnant, and his body is tight.
Lu tingchuan was very patient this time, kissing her on the back of the neck, until she slowly relaxed, and then turned her around.
Two people, four eyes up, fundus are surging with all kinds of unknown feelings, sentimental.
Nalanyu didn't dare to take a look at him. He got close to him for the first time and took the initiative to kiss him. Kiss on his lips that moment, the whole person like suddenly sink into the sea, helpless.
For the first time, they cooperated with each other in a sense. The kind of want to pull each other into deeper love, or even, simply fall into hell.
Let them reincarnate and live again. In that life, there was no enmity, no hatred, no suspicion, no pain. Let them have a magnificent love.
……
After the end, Lu tingchuan, like every time, fell on the bed, feeling tired and dispirited instead of the usual hearty pleasure.
I didn't go to sleep like I used to. Feeling that the person beside him was asleep, he opened his eyes and looked sideways.
She has a quiet sleep. Such a woman, it is difficult to imagine that she is a woman who has ever held a gun or moved a gun.
……
The day after nalanyu said he wanted to see the sea, Lu tingchuan fulfilled his promise and took her to see the sea.
To tell you the truth, this season, not to mention the people watching the sea, there are no people going to sea.
Lu tingchuan had arranged for his yacht to be driven to the dock in the morning. He didn't plan to take anyone else, just the two of them, and he set sail himself.
When sailing, it was windy, so nalanyu sat in the cabin to watch him sail. Seeing that he was quite proficient in driving, she couldn't help asking curiously, "have you ever learned to sail?"
"No, but it's very simple."
"Simple?" Nalanyu couldn't understand all kinds of monitors in front of him. "Is it easier than driving?"
Lu tingchuan glanced at her and stepped back. "Come and have a try."
"Me?" Nalanyu pointed to himself, and then quickly waved, "no, no, this is too complicated."
She pointed to the various displays on the monitor.
"It's all set up. Don't worry about it." Lu tingchuan pulled her in front of him, put her hand on the steering wheel, "hold this, just like driving."
Nalanyu was a little nervous, holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands. The speed of the boat was not too fast, but wandering in the endless sea, it was more or less frightening, not to mention driving by himself.
"Where are we going?" She said something to distract herself.
"To see the sea."
Nalanyu didn't speak any more and didn't understand the meaning of his words.
Look at the sea
This is already the sea.
For a long time, neither of them spoke. Lu tingchuan rarely has the patience to teach her, Na Lanyu also studies very vigorously.
Unknowingly, it seems that it's far away.
Nalanyu slowed the boat down until it stopped slowly.
The wind outside is really strong. Nalanyu stretched his head out and didn't have the courage to go out.
"There's a windbreaker in there." Lu tingchuan opened the door and went out.
He didn't even wear a cotton padded jacket, only a windbreaker.
Nalanyu went in and took a windbreaker, which was very thick and warm. I found another men's money and gave it to him.
Lu tingchuan stood on the board of the boat, looking out at the vast sea. The wind is cold, the sea is big, and they are the only ones that are small.
Nalanyu handed him his windbreaker, so he took it and put it on. Two people stand side by side, looking at the sea, do not know what each other's heart is thinking.
Nalanyu only felt that at the moment, he was closest to his brother. It's like coming back to him.
His soul is by his side, watching himself invisibly.
Quiet, just want to be so quiet with him, to feel the warmth of the existence.
"Why don't you ask me, why am I here?" It took a long time for nalanyu to speak.
"Then I'll ask, why are you here?" Lu tingchuan drew back her eyes and fell on her face.
The hand that Na Lanyu hangs in the body side is clenched tightly, fingernail buckle is in palm heart, let oneself keep sober all the time. She turned to him and said, "you already know about my brother, don't you?"
Lu tingchuan fixed her eyes. She looked away for a moment. Looking at the sea, she said, "yes."
The smell of Nalan rain stagnated. For a long time, they all froze there, as if they were going to be petrified. They didn't find their thoughts and consciousness. Heavy heart, will stay in his face eyes away, fell on the calm sea, eyes astringent.
"If I remember correctly, it's about the same place in this sea area." Lu tingchuan seems quite calm and rational.As if it had nothing to do with him, calm and calm.
Nalanyu began to tremble uncontrollably, the tip of his nose was sour, and his eyes were swollen red. The labial flap trembles fiercely, several times wants to cry, but, cannot cry.
If you want to burst out, you can't burst out. It's like being sealed in a pressure, no matter how hard she struggles, she can't get rid of it.
The most painful and helpless thing in the world is that I am by your side, but you can't see me and I can't touch you.
"Do you know now why I want you to bring me here?" Nalanyu retreated, and the distance between him was widened.
He's over there, she's over here. Two people you look at me, I look at you, the distance between them, never like this far away.
Lu tingchuan did not speak, but looked at her deeply. An undercurrent was rolling under his eyes. Gradually, he was covered with a layer of gauze, which covered all the feelings in his heart.
And then
He looked at her hand more than a gun, slowly raised, aimed at himself. She hasn't pulled the trigger. His heart is already hurting. The surface is still so calm, insipid, and the heart It's so painful that it's hard to breathe.
Nalanyu's lips moved several times. Originally, he had a lot to ask, but now, he couldn't say a word.
This half a month's experience of plain light, all warm and sweet, at the moment are just haishichen building.
False.
Now, now, it's time to wake up.
They are enemies. A mortal enemy.
"In fact, you knew I already knew the truth, didn't you?" For a long time, nalanyu found his own voice.
"Yes."
His calm answer, like a boulder, hit her in the chest. In the air, there is a dull cry of pain.
"You know I'm going to kill you?" After several deep breaths, she asked again. For the first time, it was so hard to speak.
"Yes."