If not at this moment, she really does not know, there is a kind of feeling, already in your unconscious deep imprint in the mind. No, it's not just the mind, it's the blood, it's the soul.
Even if this moment is in a dream, she has no regrets. At least, she can be so unscrupulous look at him, look at him again.
She hated her stubbornness countless times. Because of stubbornness, I didn't look at him at the last moment of parting; I didn't look at his eyes with so many feelings; I didn't see his helpless eyes and disappointed back
He left her only cold-blooded ruthless shot at him, without hesitation will be the only antidote sent to other people.
However
She didn't know how well he had done everything.
Her mind constantly surging these months, they from the beginning to now all kinds of. Everything has never been as clear and real as it is now, just like it was yesterday.
Don't know how far to walk, also don't know how long to walk, the ship slowly stopped.
Nalanyu just stood there and watched him come out of the cabin. See his that instant, this period of time will she bundle Bo of dark, haze, as if all of a sudden scattered.
However, next, waiting for her will be a more cruel hell.
Lu tingchuan has obviously lost a lot of weight during this period, and her thin facial features are more obvious. Pale face, dark under the eyes, not very good complexion.
Obviously, he had a hard time.
Nalanyu watched him step by step, his eyes turned red. His vision was covered by a layer of water mist, his eyes, from fuzzy to clear, and from clear to fuzzy.
She trembled her lips and wanted to say a lot, but all the words choked back after he handed him a gun.
Looking at the gun he handed over, nalanyu was pale and stiff.
The wind came from all directions, like a blade, from every inch of her skin across, has been gouged out to the heart. Pain, every part of the body is like tearing, the pain is suffocating.
She raised her hand several times, but it was as if it was covered with lead.
"I said as much as I could, and I did it." Lu tingchuan is still as cool as ever, even if it's the sound, it doesn't take the slightest bit of temperature.
He is like an iceberg without temperature in the ocean, which can never be approached or changed. You have to be as indifferent as he is.
She had said she wanted to avenge and kill him herself.
He said he tried his best.
Today he did. So She can take revenge.
Nalanyu even took a few breaths, only to find a trace of strength, shaking hands, the gun. So heavy, so cruel.
She raised her gun and aimed at him. Her eyes were no longer full of hatred, but pain and helplessness.
She thought, it's not like this
Lu tingchuan stepped back two steps to the edge of the boat. His eyes are so flat, calm and indifferent mouth, "your brother was also in this position. I shot it myself. "
Nalanyu is struggling on the edge of pain. She is a little emotional when she hears his words. Tears in the eyes, can no longer help falling down, biting the lips, hoping to reduce the pain of the chest.
"He probably sleeps in this sea area, so he can hear shooting here." Lu tingchuan is exciting her.
The hand that Na Lan Yu holds a gun is tight tight tight, lift up, aim at him; the Mou color of the eye ground is cold fierce rise, full of murderous spirit.
"If you just pull the trigger, you can get revenge." Lu tingchuan continued.
Nalanyu's mind is full of pictures of his brother being shot to death, and his brother's helplessness, pain and despair before he died
"Only when you get revenge can you let go of your hatred." Just like him. Only by giving her this life can there be a future between them.
"Stop it, stop it..." Nalanyu's hands holding the gun trembled violently, tears just like opening the gate valve, constantly pouring out.
"Nalan, shoot."
His voice, his words, guided her like a magic spell.
"Bang --"
with a loud noise, the whole world seems to be at a standstill.
So quiet, quiet as if everyone died with the sound of the gun.
Nalanyu's soul seemed to come out of his body with the loud noise. His eyes were fixed on the blood red, and his fierce tears stopped immediately, and his tears would not flow.
Lu tingchuan snorted, covered his chest, and staggered back. Chest pain, not pain, just simple heartache.
If he forced her, how could he be heartbroken?
But
What can we do? Only in this way can she let go of the hatred in her heart. Only in this way can they be even.
Even if there is no chance in this life, at least At least we can look forward to the next life.Lu tingchuan gasped heavily, raised his heavy steps, and walked towards her to come in front of her. Hand, fall on her cheek, thumb pulp gently wipe away the tears on her cheek.
No longer need to hide the feelings of the heart, no longer need to embarrass how to face her.
"Only in this way can I let you know..." Lu tingchuan looked at her eyes with a sad, close to her lips, with a weak voice, said that may no longer be able to speak three words.
"I love you."
He printed a kiss on her lips, and then slowly retreated, retreated at the edge, looking at her, there are too many reluctant and regret, unfortunately, will eventually become a regret.
A splash of water.
"Ah..."
Nalanyu finally cried out. The voice was heartbroken and heartbroken.
The air was filled with heavy sadness.
There was a drizzle in the sky, as if crying for them.
……
Two months later.
The dock workers are talking about the same topic these days.
"You see, the girl is coming again."
"Well, I come here at this time every day. One stop is one day."
"I don't know what the sea looks like. It's not a scenic spot. There's no scenery. "
"I don't think she's in a good mood. Maybe she's lost in love."
"If you are really lovelorn, this girl is also quite infatuated."
"Yes! There are not many such infatuated girls now. "
"I don't know if she knows if she suffers like this every day."
Several working workers were talking while they were working.
On the other side.
On the coast, there is a weak shadow. Facing the sea, looking far away. There is no unnecessary emotion on the face, and the fundus is calm. She is like a sculpture, no matter the wind and rain, she always is.
It has been two months since such a watch.
I will be here at one o'clock in the afternoon every day, and I will leave in the evening when someone drives me away.
She thought that she was destined to be with this sea in her life. But she couldn't feel them. Not at all.