Never dare to think, in this life, even have the opportunity to see his smile, can also accompany him in this way; even if just so quietly looking at each other, she thought, is also a lifetime to do not tired of things.
"Does it hurt? To be honest. " She looked at his wound and at him.
Anyway, it hurts!
Lu tingchuan seriously considered it and nodded, "it hurts It hurts all the time. "
Although I know that she must have had a bad two months, by contrast, he is not?
God knows how he's been through this time. Lying on the cold bed, with all kinds of instruments and pipes, he was fighting with death all the time. Because he had a virus in his body, he couldn't be anesthetized for the operation. Lying on the operating table, I feel the cold scalpel gouging my chest, the sharp medical forceps gouging out the flesh and blood, looking for the bullet hidden in the flesh and blood
These are not the sources of his pain. What really made him miserable was her heartrending cry when he fell into the sea. So far, still so deep hovering in his ears.
I don't want to recall the tragedy of that day. However, countless days and nights were tortured by the scene of the night can not sleep. Fortunately, later, because of the wound infection, causing a degree of unconsciousness, plus bleeding and lung water, he is almost half of the people have stepped into the gate of death. He also thought he might not wake up. After half a month in a coma, I still woke up.
How can he forget his life if pain doesn't give him up
Thinking of the pain he suffered, nalanyu's eyes were red, and one of them was about to split. She hugged him, buried her face in his chest, and sobbed, "I thought You really left me behind. "
Her voice trembled, and her throat was tight again and again. It took a long time for her to speak again.
Lu tingchuan's hand fell on the back of her head, gently stroked her hair and sighed, "to tell you the truth, I didn't think I could hold you like this."
He thought it would sink to the bottom of the sea No, it will probably be a delicious meal for fish, and then Only a pile of bones are left to sleep in a corner forever. Bad luck, maybe not even bones. After all, the sharks in the sea are so powerful that it's easy to swallow them with bones.
Nalanyu couldn't say a word. He could only hold him tightly and let his tears wet his shirt.
……
Two people, originally should have a lot to ask, want to say.
For example, how did he escape from the desert? Why is it that all the people disappeared for so many days without any news, and they could not escape from the cannibal desert, but he escaped?
For example, how was he rescued from the sea? She watched him sink into the sea and be swallowed by the sea. In principle, the cold sea, coupled with his serious injury, the chance of survival is really very small.
In addition, he is still alive and knows that she is in such pain. Why didn't he come to her earlier?
She thought, probably to punish her?!
Punishment she never understood him; punishment she never understood his good intentions.
However, she did not want to understand? And he, just hide so deep.
Fortunately, the clouds finally opened up.
"In the future, I will never let you go again." Nalanyu held his arm tightly again. It's like hugging him like this. It's like this. He'll never leave again.
"If you don't separate, can't you hold it like this? I'm almost out of breath. " In fact, her hand has held her tightly. I just want to hold her like this, and I don't want to let go for a moment.
After the rain, Nalan realized it, released him and stepped out of his arms. I feel embarrassed and dare not look up at him.
When Lu tingchuan saw her blushing and shy for the first time, she was lovely and charming. It's just too thin. Thin cheeks are concave, face haggard, looking distressing.
"Eat more later. You're too thin." He raised his hand and hung her hair behind his ears.
"It's not the same with you." He is thinner, thin and before almost take off like, "thin are not good-looking."
Lu tingchuan laughs, "used to look good?"
“……” This is definitely a problem for myself.
And he, however, still fixed her, seemed to be waiting for her answer.
"The typhoon is coming. Let's go now. As we are now, none of us can stand a typhoon of magnitude 10. " Nalanyu wants to go back to his co pilot and digress from this topic. However, some people are not easy to deceive. It's not easy to deceive, but it's also hard to stare at this sentence.
"I haven't answered yet." His eyes deeper, with a burning temperature, so not to avoid staring at him, as if she did not answer, do not give up.
This kind of eyes, let her some difficult to resist, "you drive out of here."
If it can be delayed for a while, maybe he will forget.
Lu tingchuan didn't embarrass her. Holding her back to the co driver's seat, he adjusted his seat and started the car slowly.……
Along the way, both of them had no words for a long time. Even if this is silent, they are content and peaceful with each other.
He looked ahead and drove intently. Nalanyu can't help peeping at him. Inadvertently turned to his chest slightly open shirt, and can not help but think of his chest scar.
She made it herself. I'm afraid it won't fade in my life.
"No wishful thinking." Lu tingchuan suddenly came up with such a sentence.
Nalanyu looked at him in amazement. The eyes seem to ask: do you still have an eye hidden, but also perspective. I know what she's thinking, and it's not happy.
"Can you tell me how you were saved?" Struggling in the bottom of her heart for a long time, she still asked. After brewing chest pain for a long time, he said again, "I asked Shilin, found the housekeeper, and even went to your old house, but no one is willing to see me, no one is willing to give me everything about you. I'm like a villain who's been sent to hell. The whole world is condemning me. "
At this point, she repeatedly inhaled, trying to push back the fog in her eyes. However, there is no way to remove the suffering and pain of the past two months from the body at once.
She thought, pull away at once, she may not be used to it! After all, the pain is so deep, so bitter.
"So you go to the seaside every day to watch?"
Nalanyu didn't answer him immediately. He looked at the endless road for a long time, and then sighed: "it's not so much watching as atonement."
"You don't need atonement, and you don't have sin." Lu tingchuan released a hand and held her hand. "If you didn't shoot me that day, we couldn't have today. We can never cross the abyss of love and hate. "