Chapter 37

Chen Baichuan looked up at me, his face was not good, his face was dispirited, and he was depressed after a hangover. There was an indescribable sadness in his eyes.

Looking at his open neckline and the suspicious traces, with my keen intuition, these two people must have cooked rice last night.

Looking at the promise, it's hard for Chen Baichuan not to admit it. Thinking, I asked.

Chen Baichuan's eyes flickered. I scolded him and said, "you can't be such a jerk.".

As far as I know, Chen is the first love promised. If Chen is irresponsible, I will be the first to disagree.

Chen Baichuan seemed to be full of words to say to me. He opened his mouth and closed it again. Finally, he scratched his head and sighed, "summer dream, I'm sorry, I was drunk and confused last night. I will not disturb you any more. "

After that, he passed me and wanted to leave. I quickly took him and pointed to the promise and said, "Chen Baichuan, have you made a mistake? Where is the person you want to say sorry. You make it clear to me... "

" Xia Meng, let him go. "

"But, he...

" I said, let him go, didn't you hear me! "

Promise some hysteria, I have been stunned, Shan Shan to loose hold of Chen Baichuan's hand. As soon as I put my hand down, Chen Baichuan left without looking back.

I went into the house, closed the door, walked quickly in front of promise and asked, "promise, are you ok? Yesterday, you and Chen Baichuan... "

" you don't need to worry about my business, mind your own business! "

promise threw away my hand, turned back to her room, slammed the door, and left me standing alone in the living room.

I'm a little at a loss. This is the first time I've been so angry with you. This is also the first time that our friendship has encountered such a big impact since the formation of the iron triangle.

As a good friend, I would like to ask her what happened and whether it is really as I guess. If that's true, I think, at least when she is sad and lost, it's good that I can accompany her.

But promise to shut the door and ignore me. I feel lost and uneasy. I feel like the culprit, but I can't figure out where I didn't do it right.

In fact, my character was a little lonely before I went to college. Maybe it's because we all know something about my family in our hometown, so I don't have deep contact with my classmates and neighbors.

I'm afraid they'll laugh at me for being picked up by my father. I'm even more afraid of the kind of compassionate look they have when they look at me. I hate any kind of strange look and their pitiful alms.

I refuse all the true or false approach, which leads to people think that my personality is a little strange. If it sounds good, it's called gaoleng. If it sounds bad, it's called lonesome. So before I went to college, I didn't have any intimate friends.

Chen was an accident.

I remember when I was a freshman, I went to school with a suitcase in my left hand and a huge woven bag in my hand. Wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of old jeans, Chen Baichuan stood at the school gate and said, "classmate, do you need help?"

Hearing the sound, I looked up and thought he was talking to someone else. He came up to me and asked again, and then I realized that he was asking me.

I didn't speak and shook my head. I'm used to relying on myself for everything. Besides, it's just a little luggage. It's not my style to ask a stranger to help me.

I didn't expect that I would refuse. Chen Baichuan was in a daze. When I walked away, he came up again.

"Classmate, let me help you."

This time, without waiting for my reaction, Chen Baichuan took the suitcase from me, took the big bag in my hand, and asked me which building my dormitory was.

It was summer at that time. Seeing the sweat on Chen Baichuan's forehead, I was moved and didn't refuse. I told him the address of the dormitory.

Coincidentally, I met him in class the next day.

At that time, I got to the classroom early, and the class was not familiar with me, so I was bored to read books. Suddenly, a man sat down next to me and said hello to me. I looked up and saw that it was him.

At first, I was always indifferent to him. Later, I couldn't resist his thick skin and became familiar with him.

All the students in the class knew that he was chasing me, but I refused. He still went his own way, and I couldn't help it. If I couldn't see him in the class, I had to go with him.

It was once very popular. Maybe it's because Chen Baichuan is excellent in all aspects. There are many girls who like her, so I became the target of public criticism.

Chen Baichuan was excellent in college. He joined the student union shortly after the beginning of school. There were many girls around him. Because of my relationship with him, I became a little famous.

Once I went to the toilet, I overheard a girl saying bad things about me, saying that I was fake and high, but in fact I was a whore, and so on.I was very angry. I couldn't help it. I rushed out to question her face to face. A few women didn't expect to talk behind her back. They were heard by the people concerned and looked at each other. However, at that time the girls are very face, not a word, regardless of their own right or wrong, quickly react, with me to scold up.

"Well, what's the matter with you behind your back? You're just a whore to your face. There's Chen Baichuan hanging here, and there's other boys frowning at you, pretending to be pure and shameless. I can't stand people like you. I don't know what Chen Baichuan thinks. I'll take a fancy to a woman like you...

I'm weak and I'm not good at swearing. I can imagine the result.

When I was surrounded by several women, suddenly someone helped me to speak.

"Please don't talk nonsense if you have no basis. Xia Meng and I share the same bedroom, which is not the kind of person you said. You don't know her at all. You just make rumors here. You're a few years old. Be careful if people accuse you of slander....

the person who helps me is promise. She and I are roommates, but at that time I was used to being alone and didn't have much contact with her. I didn't expect that she would stand up and speak for me. At that time, I was really moved. Her eloquence is good, the combat effectiveness explodes the table, several schoolgirls are scolded by her to go ashen.

Since then, we have established a profound revolutionary friendship. In addition to Chen Baichuan's pursuit of me, they became more familiar with each other.

At first, for Chen Baichuan, I did not waver. But at that time I was very low self-esteem, although other students did not know the situation in my family, but the sense of inferiority formed from childhood was deeply rooted. Not only Chen Baichuan, for any other man, my heart has built a thick wall.

I know very well that even if I fall in love with Chen Baichuan, I will not get any good results. I can never be equal to each other. So I'm afraid, afraid of being abandoned again. If destined to lose, I would rather never have.

Later, when I saw that the promise was interesting to Chen Baichuan, I had no other ideas. Maybe I want to make up my best friend in my heart, or maybe I'm greedy of being taken care of. I've always enjoyed the feeling of "Gang of three".

I didn't expect things to turn out the way they are today.

Chen Baichuan said that he would not disturb me again in the future, but promised that I would not worry about her. Although I knew that what she said was a moment of anger, I was still depressed in my heart.

Shaking her head, she sighed helplessly, thinking that it would be better for her to be alone at this time.

See near noon, looking at the promise of closed door, I thought, into the kitchen with electric rice cooker pot pot porridge. Then, he went back to his room, found out the bank card, put it in his bag, and by the way, cleaned up the room.

Seeing the handkerchief on the balcony, I thought it was Lu Yunxuan's and almost forgot to return it to him. Take it, stick it up, put it in the bag.

After the porridge is ready, I serve a bowl to drink by myself, and let it continue to keep warm in the electric rice cooker with the rest. After eating, I went to the door of promise, knocked on her door, and told her that I was going to the hospital. There was porridge in the kitchen, which made her hungry.

From the beginning to the end, there was no one inside. I didn't hold her to respond to my hope. I sighed and went out to the hospital with my bag.

In the hospital with the old summer, Lu Yunxuan came. As soon as I saw him, I asked him about Lao Xia's operation. How was their discussion.

Lu Yunxuan said that the operation time has been set for next Tuesday. He will be in charge of the operation with the assistance of the director.

I asked him, is there any risk? He touched my head and said, there is no risk of surgery. As a doctor, he can only try his best to minimize the risk of surgery.

I also know that my questions are wonderful, but as a patient's family member, I know it's wrong, but I still want to seek psychological comfort.

I'm really worried about Lao Xia. I think I haven't seen him, but I often hear about him. When he went to the operating table, he never woke up again. I can't help breathing and thinking about it.

In my hometown, the doctor said that the operation was very successful, but later Lao Xia didn't wake up. Instead, he needed another operation.

"Why don't you believe me?"

In order to reassure me, Lu Yunxuan told me a lot of successful and difficult surgical cases that he had performed in the past. He said that any one of those surgeries is more difficult than Lao Xia's.

I was distracted by him, but unconsciously relieved.

After relaxing, I was in the mood to joke with him again. I said Lu Yunxuan, you just look like you really want Wang Po to sell melons...

"well, you really have no conscience. In order to make you feel at ease, I'm so thirsty, you'd better...

Lu Yunxuan said that he never boasted, but because of me, he was smeared.

I said with a smile that I was joking. When he finished my father's operation, I'll treat him to a big meal.

"Come on, I don't appreciate your dinner."

This is the last time I disliked the spicy hot, I said this time certainly not frame you, absolutely is the real "big meal". Suddenly I thought of the handkerchief in my bag. I took it out and gave it back to him. I joked that there are still men carrying handkerchiefs with them these days. He is a wonderful flower.Lu Yunxuan took the handkerchief with a slight pause, but it was only for a while. It was not obvious. He lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he took back his hand with a smile.

However, I felt that there was a kind of unspeakable feeling in his smile, as if it was bleak and desolate. He didn't want to say more. Naturally, it was not easy for me to ask in detail, so I digged the topic.

All of a sudden, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a woman called out angrily: "Lu Yunxuan, what do you mean, you have a heart, but you won't change it for my father!"