Being held in my arms by Lu Yichen from time to time, I have become a habit, so I don't struggle.
I looked at his good-looking eyebrows with a smile, I said: "Lu Yichen, can you not always say some nice words to cheat me, I'm afraid one day you don't want to cheat me, how can I live at that time."
"Are you so afraid that I will abandon you?" Lu Yichen raised a trace of my hair with his fingers and said carelessly.
I smile bitterly. Lu Yichen is right. I'm afraid he will abandon me.
If I were in college, I would live such a poor life one day.
"Lu Yichen, I admit that I can't do without you now. However, I hope that one day you can not leave me. It's not the kind of trading. One day, I will be able to match you and help you. I don't want to be a cage bird. It depends on whether you give it to me What's the chance? " I lie on Lu Yichen's chest and say softly.
I know this problem has always been a taboo between us, but I still want to mention that even if there is a little possibility, I also want to fight for a future for myself.
I don't want my future in the hands of others.
"Pa!"
"What are you doing?" I was awakened by the general, red face questioned Lu Yichen, just now he even slapped on my hip, it is clear that I am so serious to tell him the question.
"This Taoyuan village is not my chance for you? What else do you want? I didn't say that as long as you do a good job in this project, I will definitely consider changing you to another position that is more suitable for you. Have you taken my words for granted? " Lu Yichen came with an angry voice.
I instantly understood what Lu Yichen was angry about. After all, I have been with him for some time.
He is not angry because of my request, his birthday will only be that I took his words as the wind in my ear.
At this time, I don't want to go to the corner, I said a dogleg: "Uncle Lu, how can I take your words as the wind in my ear? How can it be the wind in my pillow?"
Lu Yichen nodded, pointed to my nose and said, "your little mouth is really getting sweeter and sweeter."
I smile and don't talk, get along for such a long time.
Not only Lu Yichen, but also myself.
I can clearly feel that.
When I first met Lu Yichen, his words were few and thorny. Now, although he talks little to others, he talks more to me.
What's more, he's very good at speaking now, when it's just the two of us.
And I, too, have changed.
From the beginning of care, from the beginning of the heart wronged, from the beginning of lamenting the unfair fate, become now want to open, become learn to accept Lu Yichen.
Habits are terrible.
Every night, my pillow is Lu Yichen, and I feel safe unconsciously.
If one day, it's all over.
I don't know what it will look like. It will take a lot of time to adapt.
From time to time outside the window came the chirping of birds and insects, and the sunshine coming through the window was still with the heat of summer.
However, Lu Yichen is not afraid of the heat, he has to hold me in his arms.
The room was so quiet that we could hear each other breathing.
After a while, Lu Yichen opened his mouth, saying that I was a little at a loss.
Lu Yichen said: "Xia Meng, today is our last day in Taoyuan village. We are going back tomorrow. There is something wrong with the company. I'm sorry, it's a good week, including five days at the beginning and end. "
I'm listening, and suddenly I'm a little sad.
After opening my mouth, my throat never made a sound.
Taoyuan Village in addition to no old summer, everything else is what I want.
I really don't want to go back to that sad city. I will remember Xiaowen's death when I go back.
I will meet Chen Wei, who disgusts me, and Su Zixun, Lu Yichen's fiancee.
A woman full of malice to me.
I don't want to go back.
And all this in Taoyuan village is like a dream. I don't know if there will be such Lu Yichen.
Once again, I found my own voice with a trembling cry: "Lu Yichen, do we have a chance to come again?"
Lu Yichen: "yes, when you come back, Taoyuan Village will be a beautiful place in your mind."
Me: "Lu Yichen, are these days true?"
Lu Yichen: "it's true, although you and I seem to live in a dream."
Me: "Lu Yichen, will you Change back? "
Lu Yichen: "no, I'm alone. How can I change?"Finally, I choked. I said the last sentence in my hoarse throat: "Lu Yichen..."
After that, my tears came down from my eyes and fell directly on his chest.
I felt his body shake, his hand touched my head, did not speak.
I cried and cried and fell asleep in Lu Yichen's arms.
When I woke up again, it was a little dark in the room.
Through the window, I can see that the sunset is playing its last light by the last afterglow of the setting sun.
Unconsciously, it was evening.
Lu Yichen is not at my side. I know that he must have gone out to work.
After thinking about it, I decided to go out and help. It's not like sleeping in my room all the time. Lu Yichen does everything. He works in town, but I'm a real tourist and a real holiday.
When I opened the door, I didn't see anyone in the room.
I'm a little strange to go out. How can there be no one at this point? What's everybody doing.
But when I first got to the yard, I was relieved.
Because I saw Xiaojin scratch on the ground with a branch.
"What are you doing, Kim?" I asked aloud.
Maybe Xiaojin was too focused, and he was scared by me.
He looked back at me with tears in his eyes.
I was startled, quickly went to squat down, asked: "what's the matter? Did your sister scare you? "
Xiao Jin shook his head, tears still falling in his eyes.
He choked and said: "listen to my grandfather, today is the last night for brother Lu and sister Xia. I can't bear you. Besides my grandparents, you are the best person to me. My father and mother did not play with me, accompany me crazy. Sister Xia, don't you leave, OK? How about that? "
After listening to Xiao Jin's words, my eyes were sore, but this is not the time for me to cry. I patted Xiao Jin on the shoulder and said earnestly, "Xiao Jin, I have my own life with your brother Lu, and we will come back."
"Really?" Said little Kim, choking.
"Really." Lu Yichen's indifferent voice came from the gate of the yard.
Xiaojin and I looked up at the same time and saw Lu Yichen walking towards us step by step.
Xiaojin got up and hugged Lu Yichen, a little wronged and said: "my grandfather and grandmother won't let me say this in front of you, but I can't help it Wow "
Lu Yichen touched Xiaojin's head and looked at me at a loss.
I want to laugh because of his appearance, but I think it's too bad.
Lu Yichen's appearance, a look to take this kind of drama, there is no way, I went over, patted Xiaojin, said: "Xiaojin, don't cry, don't you say you are half a man? My sister doesn't know that a man can cry. "
After hearing what I said, Xiaojin immediately left Lu Yichen, wiped his tears and said, "I don't cry any more."
I smile bitterly, then look up at Lu Yichen and say: "what did you do?"
Lu Yichen was relieved to see that Xiao Jin didn't cry. After listening to my question, he said, "I didn't do anything. I just went to the village center to help. This evening, the village head specially held a bonfire party to see us off. Originally let Xiaojin at home to watch, wait for you to wake up to take you in the past, the result waited so long, you do not come. I'm coming here. "
Xiao Jin was a little embarrassed and put out his tongue. Obviously, he forgot all about it.
"Bonfire party?" I was a little surprised to say.
Lu Yichen nodded and said, "yes, the old village head said that we were going to have a bonfire party. I said no, but the village head must insist on holding it. "
"Then let's go. Don't make people wait." I was a little worried and said, don't leave me alone again.
Lu Yichen saw my uneasy appearance, understood what I thought in my heart, said: "someone will not be afraid that only he did not go, and lost face?"
"Who is someone?" I pretend to be a fool.
Lu Yichen shook his head and said, "let's go."
The three of us went to the place that Lu Yichen said, and it was getting dark.
Xiao Jin was very happy on the road. We said how grand and fun their bonfire party was.
When I got to that place, the whole person was shocked.
Everyone here is wearing colorful national clothes. At this time, I took a look at Xiaojin and found that his clothes are different from usual.
There was a huge fire in the middle, blazing.
As soon as the old village head saw the three of us, he immediately came up to us and said with a smile, "Mrs. Lu, you are here."
I nodded a little embarrassed.It seems that I'm really the only one left.
Looking at my shy appearance, Lu Yichen smiles and says to the person who looks at me curiously in the seat, "this is my wife. Because she is not very well, she slept a little longer. Please don't mind."