But in his heart, Gu Jinchen didn't want to shake his feelings for Rong Qian because of this, so he felt more guilty when facing Lu Xilan.
"Jin Chen, it's late at night. It's a bit cold." Lu Xilan came from behind and put his clothes on Gu Jinchen's shoulder.
Gu Jinchen reached for the sliding clothes, pulled in and said, "thank you."
Lu Xi ran looked at Gu Jin Chen, with a slight smile, "Jin Chen, you know, I don't want you to apologize to me."
Of course, Gu Jinchen knows, but he also knows that he can't give her the feelings she expected. Even with the passage of time, I'm afraid that all his life, he can only let her down.
Gu Jinchen lowered his head to avoid Lu Xilan's eyes.
Lu Xiran's smile turned into a bitter smile. It has been eight months since Rong Qian left. Gu Jinchen still misses her in his heart. He doesn't know where he is inferior to Rong Qian. After all this, he still doesn't get Gu Jinchen's heart.
It was when Lu Xiran was ready to leave quietly that he heard Gu Jinchen's voice, "Xiran, I know your kindness to me, but..."
Lu Xiran thought he had heard wrong, and suddenly raised his head, which was right in Gu Jinchen's eyes. His eyes were sincere. Suddenly, Lu Xiran was relieved and his eyes were red. "As long as you know it, it's OK." ... ".
GU Jinchen held Lu Xilan in his arms and said," Xilan, I'm sorry, that's all I can give now. "
The night breeze is cool, but Gu Jinchen's embrace is very warm. Lu Xilan is moved by the warmth, and tears are left in the corner of his eyes. "With you, I will be enough." At this moment, Lu Xiran's heart was warm. Gu Jinchen saw his own efforts and kept them in his heart. He knew that this was enough for Lu Xiran. Maybe one day, he would fall in love with himself for his efforts. One day, Lu Xiran comforted himself in his heart.
After a bath, Rong Qian has a big stomach, sits on the sofa and eats Tang Wanning's sweet soup. The due date of delivery is just two days. He thought he couldn't stick to it, but he has come to it step by step. The thought of meeting the baby soon makes Rong Qian's heart a little excited.
After the last mouthful of sweet soup, rongqian put down the bowl and suddenly felt a bit of abdominal pain. Was it because he just moved too much and pulled the strength? Rong shallow slightly frowned.
But the pain is more and more strong, faint, and liquid overflow from the lower body, shallow brain flash, is uterine contraction, the child is ready to come out.
"Wanning!" Rong Qian let out a scream.
Tang Wanning was frightened out of the room by rongqian's scream. She looked at herself pale. Tang Wanning didn't understand and looked at rongqian in doubt.
Rong shallow nervous has been unable to speak, can only point to his stomach.
Tang Wanning followed Rong Qian's fingers, looked down, saw Rong Qian's stomach, and saw the liquid flowing down Rong Qian's thigh.
"To have a baby? I'm going to have a baby Tang Wanning was also nervous. Fortunately, they had already prepared their bags for labor. Tang Wanning quickly picked up Rong Qian, put on his bags and rushed out.
A small car, carrying Rong Qian to the hospital, everything is still going well. Maybe the baby loves his mother. It didn't take long for Rong Qian to be pushed into the delivery room. Tang Wanning heard a cry. His voice was loud, and he was a healthy baby.
After a while, Rong Qian and his baby were withdrawn. Although he was tired, Rong Qian was still happy with a smile. She and his baby were born, a fat boy, ruddy and healthy.
When Tang Wanning saw the baby, she was also shocked. She didn't know that the newborn was like this.
"He's wrinkled and red." Tang Wanning is a little disappointed. She thinks that every baby is a cute and adorable appearance.
"What wrinkled, red means that the child's skin white, you know what." Let a glance at Tang Wanning, she does not allow anyone to say that the child is not.
"I don't understand. I don't understand." Tang Wanning blushed and hid behind the nurse.
She really didn't know what a newborn looked like. Seeing such a baby, she didn't know what her mother felt when she first saw her.
Tang Wanning was pregnant with a little monkey in October, but she didn't know if her mother regretted her persistence.
But Tang Wanning knew that her mother didn't abandon her, insisted on giving birth to her, and raised her. Unfortunately, her mother didn't enjoy her report, and left in a dark night, leaving a lonely person in the world.
"What do you think?" Rong Qian sees her friend's gloomy face and guesses her mind.
Rong Qian also has some knowledge about Tang Wanning's family affairs. At the beginning, Tang Wanning was willing to help herself because she was also an illegitimate child. Her mother gave birth to her and raised her hard. However, when she was ten years old, she could not bear the burden of life and chose to end her life on a rainy night.
When Rong Qian tells Tang Wanning that she is pregnant, Tang Wanning thinks of her mother. No mother doesn't love her child. Rong Qian's willingness to bear this life is the greatest love, so she helps her in the most difficult time."Nothing." Tang Wanning embarrassed smile, "think about what the baby's name?"
"You can help me get one." Rong Qian looks at her and comes to s city for the first time. Fortunately, he meets Tang Wanning and provides her with a house. Later, he helps Rong Qian solve the livelihood problem, so that Rong qian can persist until now.
"Me? No, I don't like children. " Tang Wanning's eyes didn't leave the baby, but she said she didn't like it.
"You can hold him." Rong shallow soft voice says.
Tang Wanning frowned, "or not, he is so soft, waxy, I dare not."
"It doesn't matter. Just hold his head." Rong Qian wants to demonstrate, but he feels uncomfortable and frowns slightly.
"There is still time to hold him. You should have a rest first." Tang Wanning pressed Rong Qian's body in a hurry.
Tang Wanning lay down to sleep according to Rong Qian, but he sat in front of the crib and quietly looked at the little child lying on it. The more he looked, the more he felt like a person. However, it was not clear who he looked like. Tang Wanning looked back at Rong Qian who was sleeping and couldn't help laughing. No matter who he looked like, it was right to look like Rong Qian anyway. After several months of conviction, Rong Qian was still alive They had a baby, but Tang Wanning knew that their difficulties had just begun.