Chapter 61 - 60 – Seeing The Past?

I felt that pain for a while longer, my vision started to darken as I felt the attacks of my companions, but unlike the first time, I was not feeling pain.

My vision was getting darker and I couldn't move my body to try to react.

Not that I wanted to react, but everything is weird.

"So how do you feel?" My vision went dark and I started to hear a woman's voice, I had heard that voice before, and it makes me happy to see that I managed to find her again.

"I feel a little bad, I didn't think I would go through this again." My vision was still dark. I didn't hear the voice of my companions, only the voice of the goddess. Of course, I could talk too.

My body was heavy, I just had the strength to speak and answer her. And since she's here, I had to know the reason behind it.

"Now tell me, why did you do this?"

"What do you mean?" The voice was close to me, not being able to see anything made me a little uneasy.

"Because it made me see it all over again... I almost didn't remember what had happened to me when I died, why did you have to make me remember all this?"

I couldn't cry, but I could whine.

"Don't you think you're being a little ungrateful?" The voice started to pull away from a little, it was like she was walking around me.

"And don't you think you went a little too far? I know you were the one who helped me when I died, you were the one who reincarnated me, but even so, that doesn't give you the right to play with my feelings that way."

"Ara, I think you're getting ahead of yourself, it wasn't my intention to do something like that, it was you who gave me this opportunity."

"Opportunity?"

"Yes, you didn't die again? I was practically forced to do this."

"But wouldn't it be simpler to call me into that blank space again? Why did you bring me back to the past and the same place where I first died?"

That didn't make sense, the only explanation was that this goddess just wanted to make me suffer. But would she gain something by doing this to me?

"Well, last time you were wondering about a lot of things, weren't you?"

"What you mean?"

"Why did your friends kill you? Why did they betray you? Weren't you wondering the reason behind this?"

"Of course I thought of something like that, but I had already given up on finding something out about it."

"And that's why I brought you back to your first world, for you to remember everything. That way I can really show you the reason behind it."

As soon as the goddess finished saying that sentence, my vision started to come back. I had to close my eyes and cover them with my hands.

'Yes, now I can move my body.'

I got up and noticed that I was in the same blank space I had been the first time I died. And again that beautiful woman was standing there while looking at me.

"You look a lot cuter that way."

"Hm?" At the goddess's words, I started looking at my body and realized I looked like Noah. I was wearing the same clothes I was wearing when I was buried during that battle.

So does that mean I actually died again? This is really frustrating, I couldn't do anything to get rid.

"Don't worry, I'll take you back."

"Hm?"

"But before that, we need to know the reason behind your first death, don't we?"

"What made you think I wanted to know about this? Can't I just forget about it and go on with my normal life like Noah? I don't want to reverse my death."

"Pfft. Hahaha."

"Why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing, you couldn't reverse your death anyway."

"What you mean?"

"Well, everything you went through just now was fake, I just wanted to remind you of what happened, sorry if I gave you the wrong impression."

"So you're saying I went through this all over again for nothing? Couldn't I reverse my death?" I looked at her in surprise, I can't believe she did that.

"That's right, but I wouldn't have had to this. Seems like your memories came back as soon as you woke up in your first world again, didn't it? You remembered everything, how amazing."

"My God..."

"Yes, I am a god."

"You made me go through this all over again for nothing? That makes me a little reluctant that you're even a goddess."

"Don't be like that, I thought I needed a recap of what happened to show you the reason for the betrayal."

"Listen, my life is not a story for you to think of something like that."

"Don't be so angry, it will be fun."

"How fun can it be to know why my friends killed me?"

"Not that, but the experience I will give you will be a lot of fun... Haven't you ever been interested in time traveling and seeing everything from another perspective? Doesn't something like that fascinates you? I always like to do it for fun."

"So you use your powers just to play... Well, but still I'm not interested in it, just send me back."

I don't think I want to know the reason for everything, as I said before, this is all in the past and I don't need to think about it. Damn, but still there's a part of me that's curious.

Why did the guys who seemed to like me so much kill me? My god, I'm thinking just what she wants.

"I see, you are about to give in. Come on, it will be fun, come with me." The goddess began to approach me slowly.

"Say, do you want to brood on my past just because it's fun?"

"Of course."

"But what sincerity." This goddess is much worse than I thought, I don't even know if I can call her a goddess. When I first met her, she was so cute, don't tell me that was her personality from the start?

"Stop thinking that, it hurts me a little."

"Can you read my thoughts? Stop invading my privacy, you crazy."

"Of course I can do something like that, and don't call me crazy, let's go." The goddess pouted looking a little annoyed and approached me. After approaching, she grabbed my hand before I could say anything.

And again my vision started to go dark.

Here we go....