Chapter 388

Modified

He Xie doesn't know what word to use to describe her. This girl is definitely the most special girl he Xie has ever seen.

She is not afraid of death, or she has a calm attitude towards death and suffering. Maybe she is waiting for this day at any time.

If he Xie only used to use the little girl, now he really has a psychology of "cherishing talents".

"Do you know why I followed you?" He Xie smiled.

Snow shook his head. "I can't think of it."

"Songpa." He Xie spit out two words.

Snow was slightly silent and looked at He Xie: "is brother a policeman?"

"What if I say yes?" He Xie asked.

"Then I would say, I don't know any Songpa." Snow looked at He Xie's eyes and said.

"I'm not a policeman." He Xie smiled.

"I guess my brother is not." Snow smiled and smiled more happily. "If you were, you should have taken out the handcuffs by now."

"I killed Songpa." Snow smiled and said to he, "do you want to avenge him?"

That's how she admitted it.

He Xie sighed: "do you think even if you admit it, I can't give evidence, or do you think I won't do you?"

Snow giggled and joked, "guess?"

"You can fly!" Snow's eyes twinkled with an inexplicable look, "like Spiderman, you found me so soon, which shows that you already know that I did all this. Why should I waste time defending you like a vulgar movie segment, and then be exposed by you?"

"What if I want to destroy you on behalf of justice?" He Xie asked.

"Justice?" Snow again showed that pure smile, "there is a book that says that individual life is different, and the total amount of good and evil remains the same. Everyone plays their own role from birth. Some are good and some are evil, but there is no absolute relationship between good and evil. "

This book is called Grimm's fairy tales

He Xie silently added.

A childhood book. Other children see Cinderella and snow white. What does this girl see?

"People have two sides. Only those who are distorted can live." Snow smiled and said, "distortion is the life rule of the world. If killing is a kind of evil, brother, do you want to destroy me in the name of justice?"

"You can really say," He Xie smiled. "Do you want to tell me that you are right to kill?"

Snow slowly restrained his smile and looked serious.

"I was wrong." She said, "the first time I did such a thing, I didn't have enough experience, so my brother found me so quickly. This is the only mistake I made in this matter."

The idea is really strange.

"Did you kill Songpa just because Songpa followed you?" He Xie couldn't help asking.

"The answer to this question is related to how you treat me, isn't it?" Snow smiled.

He Xie smiled: "that's right."

"Then it seems that I have to answer well." Snow smiled, "in fact, I'm just a spider man without super power."

He Xie's heart moved.

"Dan and I haven't known each other for a long time. He is very handsome and sunny." Snow leaned against the wall with a retrospective smile on his face, "maybe it's because we two sympathize with each other, two restless souls, subconsciously leaning together to warm each other and resist the cold of the world."

After a pause, snow looked at He Xie: "you must know who Dan is, brother?"

He Xie can't refuse to nod.

Snow smiled and continued, "Dan told me that his father had done terrible things to him. I comforted him and told him that we had the same father."

At this point, snow's eyes were a little dark, but she smiled again: "but it's actually different. He is always afraid, so his father is very excited. But I have a way to make my father ashamed and protect himself. "

Hearing this, he Xie immediately thought of her previous words about "the psychology of the perpetrator".

He suddenly thought that maybe many of the truth the girl saw from the book was a portrayal of her life.

"Dan is very kind. He loves helping others, likes small animals, is obedient at school and likes learning." Snow smiled. "There's nothing wrong with him except cowardice."

He Xie heard this, his heart suddenly moved and frowned slightly.

Snow keenly caught He Xie's expression, and his eyes lit up: "brother, did you guess anything?"

He Xie looked at snow and said slowly, "cowardly and obedient people are often easy to go to extremes. This Dan, also want to hurt you? "

"Wow!" Snow clapped his hands and smiled. "Brother, you're really smart."

"I don't know why everyone around me wants to hurt me." Snow giggled and smiled happily. "Maybe life is like this. The closer it is, the more it will hurt."

"Dan doesn't believe I have a way to resist my father. He thinks I must have been raped long ago." Snow smiled and said, "it's just that I'm ashamed to say it and don't want to admit it. I didn't explain to him, because I knew that if I didn't say anything, he would continue to care about me, love me and protect me. "

At this point, snow finally sighed: "I had guessed that if he knew I was different from him, he would be very painful, but when he saw the way I was getting along with my father, he still realized that I didn't lie."

He Xie shook his head.

The reason why he had guessed that Dan also wanted to hurt snow was that he thought of it.

A boy who is submissive to his abnormal father must be cowardly and have low self-esteem. Even if he performs well in school, he will feel inferior.

But when he meets a girl who is in sympathy with him, he will find a balance and regain some self-confidence. And he will maintain his confidence by caring and protecting the girl.

However, when he found that the girl had well protected herself in the same situation as him, but he didn't do it, his state of mind would be unbalanced.

The consequences of imbalances are either introspection or continued resentment.

If the former is OK, but if it is the latter, it is easy to distort psychology and produce a feeling of shame and being deceived.

"Dan is just a cowardly and sad guy." Snow continued, "he refused to accept the reality that I was different from him. Even if he knew what it was in his heart, he still insisted on verifying it on my body to prove that I had been defiled."

When he said this, snow was smiling all the time, as if he were telling other people's stories.

"What's the difference between him and my father?" Snow sneered, "I can't continue to ensure my safety in front of an irrational person, so I promised him to do it with him once."

Snow paused, looked at He Xie, smiled again, and continued: "that day, I knew my father would go home in advance. I took Dan home and deliberately let him see that I fell in love with Dan."

Snow smiled more happily, but his eyes were slightly moist.

"Dad is jealous." She said.