Chapter 119 - 3.21

"Why are you so obsessed with this business and this course?" Mahendra seeing how skinner Anu looking can't help but ask the question. He can see her working super hard. She can choose to go slow, or even leave the course. To do a business we don't need a degree. 

"I am not obsessed, I just wanted to show people that if they give a girl chance she can do anything. When I m younger, I wanted to study instead of getting married. But due to society, I need to get married, which only makes my life worse. And now even if I can start my business, people only said that I am lucky or I use my body, etc" Anu replied, she is taking this on behalf of all those women who despite having talent never get a chance to show the world what can they do. 

"but why do you need to show the world? you are great, the people with the right mind can see it," Mahendra said, to be honest, he is genuinely worried about her health. 

"By seeing me, might be some people will give chance to there daughter to study, to choose career over marriage, I also wanted to earn more money so I can give a good future to the employee, and through this, I also wanted to do woman encouragement" Anu replied. 

"You are great," Mahendra said while rubbing her head. 

"Hey you are younger than me, don't act like you are older than me" Anu can't help but say. 

"it doesn't matter," Maher said. 

"by the way, I need a favor," Anu said,

"What it is?" Mahendra question. 

"Can you give me your secretary for a day?" Anu requested, to be honest, she wanted to ask Mahendra himself, but she doesn't have that courage, from previous some months, she wanted to seduce him, but one thing, she is not that bold and the second is her low self-esteem in this life. So she is not able to. She decided after the course was complete she will start her mission to seduce her boss. 

"Why do you need my secretary?" Mahendra question. 

"I need a partner for our gathering, there will be a ball dance, and then night dinner and some activities, for that everyone needs to bring a partner, and you know I don't have anyone," Anu said while acting pitiful. 

"...Okay," Mahendra after thought said just these words. 

"Give me his phone number," Anu said, on which Mahendra tells her that he will tell his secretary to contact her tomorrow on which Anu doesn't say much. She started to feel cold suddenly, seeing the pitiful apparent of her Mahendra tell her that he will send her home. 

After sending Anu home, Mahendra started to thought about his feelings. He sees his mom's death, and he understands that it is not something that his father does. His mom is too possessive while his father is a playboy and dishonest person. His mom knows about his father's affair, and she wanted him to break up with his lover. But the more his mom opposes this the more his father wanted to be in that relationship.

Later his mom got into depression or this is what he thought. 

She attempted suicide and she does suicide the way that all the blame goes on his father. Indeed his father is partly responsible for it, but what his mom does is not a good thing. Killing yourself is never an option. 

And what She does with Mahendra previously her death is more horrible. She uses Mahendra to bound her husband with her, it is never useful though, but in this process, she even hurt Mahendra. 

So Mahendra doesn't have much feeling About his mom, neither about his father. From childhood, he learns those who have power will be the winner, and to hold power you need to earn money, too much money. 

In his teenage year, he gets kidnapped. That gangster wanted to torcher him to death, thankfully he has good luck and is able to get away unharmed with help from his maternal family, police, and his intelligence. He also knows the kidnapping is also a doing of his stepmom.

Just like his mom, he used this to gain sympathy from his maternal family and also from his father. But his father is someone who believes that his wife is too innocent, so he doesn't trust Mahendra. 

And this way, the last thread between them is also broke. Mahendra from that day started to work hard. He doesn't want to kill his stepmom and stepbrother, not because he is good, but because he wanted to torture them slowly. 

This way from the day of his kidnapping he started to work hard, but with his father's help, his stepmother and stepbrother are still unharmed. He is now successful in making their life full of trouble though. 

So this way, his life is full of revenge, and success. He won't have a good opinion about women, as he never likes his mom neither his stepmom, that woman whom he makes his girlfriend, are attractive and good in bed. But he doesn't feel much for them.

Even though he never disrespects any woman, it is just he thinks they are not trustworthy, or he is not able to love them. 

When Shilpa cheated on him, he makes sure that her career & her family life all get destroyed. As he knows she is also involved in the attack that happens to him. But that woman has guts, she tries to make him the father of her child. He is sure that he is not the father, as he always uses protection while doing sex. 

He thought that the father of the child must be his stepbrother, but when he does the test he found out the father is no one else, but one of the famous film producers, which makes Mahendra too much angry. He teaches Shilpa such a lesson that she will not even dare to come to this city again. He even sends the report to his stepbrother.

This way he doesn't even want to trust any woman, but at that time Anu comes into his life. She is someone who saves his life. So he is grateful to her.

But that is not the only feeling he has.