Chapter 393

Don't care how hard it is to climb every step, Shao Xinran just like that, with all his strength, climbed to her mother's tombstone step by step.

Just as she was about to climb to her mother's tombstone, Li Jinjiang stood in front of her in a solemn black suit.

"Enough!"

He cold voice scolds a, the voice, under the sky that only the rain splashes, appears particularly clear.

"You've already done that. Go back to the hospital and train yourself."

It's not that she is really worried that Shao Xinran's health will deteriorate, but what she does is really unforgivable to Li Jinjiang.

In any case, she can't be so crazy that she can take the oxygen mask off her mother's face. Even if her mother died, it shouldn't be this way.

"I don't want it!"

Shao Xinran, regardless of his own body, retorts.

"Anyway, I've been like this. It's no bad if I'm not cultivated."

Her body, she can not care, or even if it is to be treated, after attending her mother's funeral, she can still go back to the hospital for further treatment.

But her mother's funeral was different. She had to see her for the last time.

With such resolute determination, Shao Xinran raises his head and says something to Li Jinjiang. Then he bypasses him and climbs to his mother's tombstone.

The few people on the scene saw all the scenes of Shao Xinran crawling to Shaoping's tombstone. Unconsciously, there were those who frowned in pain, and others who were worried and sighed

"Ma..."

Climbing to Shao Ping's tomb, Shao Xinran can no longer control his emotions, tears, like a breakwater, rolling down her face.

Unable to let go of the fact that she killed her mother herself, she raised her hand and stroked the black-and-white picture on her mother's tombstone with her cold fingertips as she shed tears.

Looking at his mother's facial features, thinking that he can no longer really accompany her, Shao Xinran's heart is tight and uncomfortable.

Repressing the feeling that it is difficult to vent, she gathered in her chest. In a roar, she cried out of control.

"Mom, I'm wrong. I'm really wrong. I'm sorry for you. I'm a bad man. I'm sorry for you. I killed you..."

She is really good at remorse and remorse. If she can, how she hopes that the person who died is herself, not her innocent mother.

Looking at Shao Xinran in front of Shaoping's tombstone, Li Jinjiang is heartbroken. At the same time, he can't help but step forward and point at her.

"Your mother has left. What's the use of remorse?"

Not to mention how boring it is for her to confess here in front of so many people, Li Jinjiang really doesn't want Shao Xinran to cry and delay Shaoping's reincarnation.

Listening to Li Jinjiang's rebuke, Shao Xinran didn't say a word. His tears just rolled down like a broken bead.

See Shao Xinran silent, is a tearful look, Li Jinjiang know, this time Shao Xinran really realized her mistake.

But, let her realize that the price of her mistake is too tragic, tragic to actually use her mother's life to give her a deep alarm.

Thinking of Shao Ping's futile death, he has unspeakable sorrow.

Without the strength to scold or criticize Shao Xinran, Li Jinjiang felt no more sorrow than death in his heart. He trembled a few times and his shoulders trembled in the air.

"You've finished watching your mother. You can go back. Don't delay your mother's life."

Said, he came forward to pull Shao Xinran, let her leave.

"I don't I don't want it. "

Shao Xinran is still willful and unwilling to rely on, but it can't change the fact that Li Jinjiang pulls her up.

After the assistant handed over the stick, Li Jinjiang put the stick to Shao Xinran's armpit.

"You go quickly. If you get caught in the rain and catch a cold, your condition will be worse!"

With that, Li Jinjiang asked his assistant to send Shao Xinran back.

"I don't want to go back, I don't want to."

Shao Xinran is struggling. Her mother has gone. Her only dependence in the world is gone. She really doesn't know how to live in the next days.

Li Jinjiang let himself heartless can't hear Shao Xinran's voice, turned around, face is very unnatural, continue to greet the people who come to hang.

After all the people watching the ceremony have finished condolence, Li Jinjiang bears the pain of cutting meat with a knife and watches Shaoping's ashes buried.

"Ma!"

Shao Xinran's voice, from afar again hysterical spread.

I thought Shao Xinran had been taken away by her assistant, but I didn't want her to break free from the shackles of her assistant and run to her mother's tombstone.

Li Jinjiang is still trapped in his own sad world. When he hears Shao Xinran's voice, his eyebrows are in the shape of eight characters."How long are you going to make trouble?"

In Shao Xinran again to the tombstone here stumbling over, Li Jinjiang horizontal in front of her.

His face is not as kind as it was just now. Li Jinjiang stares at Shao Xinran and wants to burn him to ashes.

"I didn't make any noise!"

Shao Xinran retorts, she has realized her mistake, she does not want to make, really do not.

"You didn't make trouble. What's your name now?"

I can't stand Shao Xinran's bewilderment. Her mother has passed away, but her present appearance really makes people unable to see that she has any epiphany about her mother's death.

On the contrary, not only did she fail to show her great insight, but she also intensified her efforts and made a gaffe in front of many people here.

For Li Jinjiang's cold voice questioning, Shao Xinran can't say a word.

She didn't make trouble. She really didn't make trouble. She wanted to see her mother and accompany her mother all the time

If he didn't answer Li Jinjiang's words, Shao Xinran looked at Li Jinjiang with red eyes. Then he went around him again to her mother's tombstone and walked with a crutch.

"Stop!"

Li Jinjiang doesn't allow her to make trouble so much. He stops her with the elder's sternness.

When she heard that Li Jinjiang was restraining herself, Shao Xinran stopped at that time. But when she thought of her mother and that he was not her biological father, she still pursed her lips and walked obstinately to her mother's tombstone.

With Shao Xinran hobbling close to her mother, her eyes, there are gathered tears, and once again flow down.

Looking at Shao Xinran, Li Jinjiang really doesn't know what to do.

If you can, she is her father, her next life, will not be so desperate?

"Flutter!" With a cry, Shao Xinran knelt down in front of her mother's tombstone with her already broken legs and repentance.

Maybe it was because her legs were broken, she didn't feel any pain at all.

May be people really have numbness, all the pain, for her, is nothing.

"Ma!"

It's like having endless words. This time, Shao Xinran, without Li Jinjiang's help, talks to Shao Ping heart to heart, saying everything.

"Ma, do you know? Although there are many things you are hiding from me, but you have always been my closest and favorite person, personally killed you, do you know how painful my heart is? I didn't mean to kill you, I didn't mean to

“……”

"I think you are in great pain. I want to die with you, but But I didn't expect that I would survive. "

God knows, when Nian Nanchen saved herself, she didn't have the consciousness of survival at all, but she heard Nian Nanchen say that if you live well, you and your mother will be fine.

As a result, she believed that her mother would be OK, and accepted the rescue from the hospital.

But she didn't think that the blame was human. Her mother left, with all her regrets

Shao Xinran's ears are clearly echoing the words his mother said to him in Li's old house.

You are no longer my daughter

She doesn't recognize herself, which makes Shao Xinran feel uncomfortable. She has such a relative in the world, even her only relative doesn't recognize herself. She really doesn't have any idea of survival.

Li Jinjiang looked at Shao Xinran and Shaoping coldly. She said a lot, and he also heard a lot.

Just as he was indulging in the tragedy of Shao Ping, Shao Xinran dropped her two crutches and suddenly stood up.

"Mom, I said that on the way to huangquan, you will not be alone, daughter I'll be with you now! "

With that, Shao Xinran ignored it. He leaned forward and rushed to Shao Ping's tombstone

Seeing Shao Xinran rush to the stone tablet without any remembrance, Li Jinjiang's eyes widened.

"Xin Ran!"

With his call, he reached out to stop Shao Xinran with the fastest reaction.

"Bang!" With a dull sound, Shao Xinran's forehead bumped out a large wound. There was hot blood flowing down her forehead

Li Jinjiang rushes up with the fastest speed, embraces Shao Xinran's weak body and doesn't let her fall to the ground.

The body fell in Li Jinjiang's arm, Shao Xinran looked at Li Jinjiang to now still so love himself, in the heart can't help but sad.

If she could, how she hoped that the man holding her would be her own father. However, it was too late for her to realize that this man had fatherly meaning to herself.

"Why are you such a silly child?"Li Jinjiang looked at Shao Xinran's bleeding wound. Under the rain, the wound became ferocious and dazzling. He burst into tears in an instant.

Because he once misunderstood her as his own daughter, so he gave her father like care. Over time, he didn't know when it had become a habit, so that now he saw that she was hurt and had no idea of living, and he was worried.

Listen to Li Jinjiang's words, Shao Xinran weak wry smile.

"Yes, I also want to know why I am so stupid! Clearly You treat me like a father, but I Now I realize that. I'm stupid. I'm really stupid! "

She ignored Li Jinjiang's concern for her and was blinded by the blood relationship she was unwilling to admit, so that she didn't know what she wanted.

Now I realize that what she wants is very simple, that is, her parents are alive, and there is a man who loves her, so simple.

But all this, she realized too late, too late to save.

"I'm guilty. I've done too many wrong things in my life. I'm going to go down with my mother. I don't want her to go alone on this road without dependence, so I'm going to accompany her and ask her for forgiveness!"

"Silly child, what are you talking about?"

Li Jinjiang totally disagrees with Shao Xinran's words, and shakes his head in tears.

"Although your mother has gone, she doesn't want you to go this way at a young age! You know, living in this world for your mother is the best consolation for her

"The best consolation for her?"

Listening to Shao Xinran's weak voice, Li Jinjiang nodded heavily.

"You are your mother's only child. If you let her go, who will live for her? Some people leave when they leave. You can be miserable and sad, but you have to live more tenaciously, don't you? "

"To live? Ah... "

It's not easy for her to live. She has lost everything. Everything is gone. What she has left now is just this body.

"I don't even have a reason to live. How do you want me to live?"

Shao Xinran cried, thinking of himself alone, his body became more weak.

Just now, she is completely holding the determination to die to hit the tombstone, now, her consciousness in the gradual elimination, to a trance state.

As her situation became worse and worse, she heard what Li Jinjiang said in her ear one second before her eyelids closed.

"In the future, I will be your father, the driving force to support you to live, and the future reliance of Shao Xinran in this world."

It was dusk the next day when Shao Xinran woke up again.

Because of the wound infection, coupled with the cold, she got pneumonia, the whole person's condition is very bad.

However, because of Shao Xinran's commitment, Li Jinjiang was always by her side.

After so much right and wrong, Shao Xinran's heart is as quiet as water. His whole state is very different from before.

It's like what Li Jinjiang said to her. In the future, he's the key to her life.

For the sake of Li Jinjiang, his "father", Shao Xinran chose to go abroad for treatment. On the one hand, it was really for his own injury, on the other hand, it was also for the sake of relaxing and relaxing. Just like what Li Jinjiang said to herself, she wanted to live for her mother

When Shao Xinran boarded the plane and left, Li Jinjiang was the only one to accompany him, but when he came to see off the plane, Qiao Mu was late.

I didn't expect to see Qiao Mu off at the party. Shao Xinran, a frail man, was shocked when he saw Qiao Mu at the party.

But Li Jinjiang thought that Qiao Mu would come to the party to see off the plane.

Although he doesn't have a deep contact with Teng Jiaya, she is a woman with knowledge, magnanimity and vision, and her daughter is not bad.

Shao Xinran trembled and pointed to Qiao Muwan. He wanted to say something, but Qiao Muwan opened his mouth first.

"Don't say anything. I heard from my grandmother that my mother and your mother's greatest wish in their life is to become an excellent dancer. I haven't learned dance since I was a child, and I may not be able to fulfill their wish, but you are different. You have solid dance skills, which can completely replace me to fulfill their dream. So, let's have a good treatment abroad . Since you are going to live for your mother, pass on her dream as well. "

Listening to Qiao Muwan's words, Shao Xinran thinks for the first time that Li Qishen will like Qiao Muwan, and it's not unreasonable.

If it is her own, it is impossible to show kindness to such a woman who has been hostile to her, but this Jomo is different. Her tolerance is something she has never had.Suddenly found, before, really is oneself with the heart of villain degree gentleman's belly, do out those words that don't live to Qiao Mu late.

Thinking about what happened before, she had no choice but to smile bitterly. When she looked at Qiao mu, she gave her a heartfelt smile.

"I was really wrong before. As expected, I have experienced more things and understood more truth."

Then Shao Xinran stretched out his hand to Qiao Muwan.

"Muwan, thank you!"

The silk Xin does not find a good reason to shake hands with Qiao Gangan.

With a smile, she took her finger.

When he put down his hand again, Shao Xinran looked at the time and found that he had to go through the security check, so he didn't plan to say anything more with Qiao Muwan.

"I will attend your wedding in three weeks."

"Good!"

After Qiao Muwan responded to Shao Xinran, he watched her and Li Jinjiang pass the security check.

Seeing off Shao Xinran and Li Jinjiang, Qiao Mu didn't stay at the airport much. He turned around and was ready to leave with the driver who sent him to the airport.

However, the moment she turned around, she suddenly caught a touch of it and seemed to be watching her figure.

That's

Almost an instant reaction, let Joe Mu late's heart, "clatter" next quiver.

Gathering back her thoughts, she took a few steps forward and looked at the figure she had just caught.

However, in addition to the surging people, they did not see anything.

Subconsciously, Qiao Mu's beautiful eyebrows are twisted together.

Is it because I'm too tired and hallucinating recently?

However, the figure

There is a feeling that can not be said, let Joe Mu late heart is very confused.

"Young granny, what's the matter with you?"

Discovered Qiao Mu late strange, accompanies her driver, asks in a hurry.

"It's OK."

He shook his head disorderly, and Qiao Mu denied it later.

Ignoring the difference in her heart, she stopped staying and asked the driver to send her back.

On the way back to Shuixie, Qiao Mu received a call from Li Qishen.

He didn't go back to the waterside pavilion. Qiao Mu asked the driver to drive to Li's in the evening.

I haven't been here for a long time. When I come back here, I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time.

Because the bad things between Li Qishen and himself have almost been passed on to Li by Liang Qiuyue, the gossip minister. Some employees who know Qiao Muwan see Qiao Muwan come to Li, and immediately bow and call her "Madam President."

Suddenly, with such a title and fall on the head of Joe Mu late, she is very embarrassed to smile at them.

Instead of taking the staff elevator, Qiao Mu went directly into Li Qishen's exclusive elevator to his office.

Li Qishen just called Qiao Muwan and went to a meeting. He is not in at the moment.