Chapter 766: I won't touch you
A familiar smell crept into his nose. Siyan smelled Xi Haoting's shampoo.
She didn't dare to scream, afraid that someone would find it more troublesome. But when she realized it, the door was closed by Xi Haoting.
Siyan stared at Xi Haoting, her eyes full of surprise. "Xi Haoting, how did you know I was here? You... What are you doing in here? Hurry up and get out!"
It was only later that she realized that the place and time were not right!
He broke into her room, but she acted as if she had met him. Her reaction was really slow.
Xi Haoting took off his sunglasses and mask to reveal his thin face, but his complexion was much better. It could be seen that he was probably very serious about taking care of himself.
His eyes were filled with longing and tenderness, and his breathing was a little short. "I heard that you were having an annual meeting here, so I specially opened a room..."
Siyan frowned and the atmosphere was a little weird. It had been a long time since she had been in the same room with him. The past time was very hazy, like yesterday, but also like a dream.
"You should go. I need to rest." Siyan said coldly.
She took off her mask and sunglasses, put them on the table beside her, and smoothed her messy hair.
Xi Haoting walked over and stared at the familiar face in the mirror. His eyes grew hotter and hotter. "I'm staying with you tonight."
Siyan was startled and suddenly turned to look at him. "Xi Haoting, are you crazy?"
Xi Haoting gasped and chuckled in a low voice. "Well, I know you're here... I didn't sleep well last night. I'm really crazy... I just want to spend the night here."
Siyan's face turned red. He gritted his teeth and stared at him, "Xi Haoting, do you know what you're doing? I am a female star, and once someone finds you in my room, my reputation will be ruined!"
Xi Haoting was stunned, and his burning eyes slowly darkened. "But... Siyan, don't you care about this kind of thing?"
"When did I say I didn't care?" Siyan frowned. She still didn't want to get involved with xi haoting, and they hadn't gotten back together yet.
Xi Haoting felt his heart slowly rip open by something. It hurt, it was stuffy, and it was hard to breathe. "Siyan... I'll be careful... I really want to see you, I really want to be with you..."
As he spoke, he reached out to hold her hand, and siyan stepped back. "You'd better go back!"
She lowered her eyes, not daring to look at his slightly painful eyes.
Xi Haoting stood there, quietly looking at Siyan's familiar face, and laughed in a mute voice, "In the past... I always felt that you had changed your heart and refused to give me a reason. You were too much, too much! I hated you so much then, but I kept fantasizing that when you saw me with another girl... You would regret breaking up, and you would suffer."
Siyan bit his lip and turned to sit on the sofa.
Xi Haoting's eyes followed her figure and smiled bitterly. "I imagined that you would turn back and beg for my forgiveness, and then I would punish you a little to let you know that you were wrong... And then I could get back together with you without a care. But... But after almost a year, I realized that I was really naive..."
"You didn't appear in front of me as I thought. Every time I met you, I found... You were with Le Yihan. You know... I've been through a lot this year. I've never allowed myself to let go of my dignity to find you. I've been suffering from lovesickness." Xi Haoting clenched his fist slowly, as if he had returned to the most painful period of his life.
Siyan unnaturally took out his phone, pretended not to listen to him, and lowered his head to swipe it to play with it.
"I hope I can leave Country y as soon as possible, because I may still have some illusions about you in my heart. I hope that everything will change when I return home... And I hope that you and Le Yihan will break up and come back to me obediently. Every time I go to the restaurant, I think of eating with you. My heart is very complicated and tangled. On the one hand, I hate myself for not persevering. On the other hand, I hate you for breaking up so easily..."
"That's how I feel. I hate eating more and more, or I'm so busy that I forgot to eat. By the time I realized it, I was so skinny that my classmates forced me to go to the hospital..."
"Until the last time in the hospital... Grandma was in the hospital. I saw you, and I was surprised and happy, and I loved and hated... I wanted to ask you how you were, but when I saw you talking to someone, I couldn't help but say that."
"When you were crying, I realized that I had always loved you, but I was too proud and stupid to hide from my true heart."
"When I know the truth... Siyan, I really regret it!" Xi Haoting lowered his voice and slowly came to her. Seeing that she was still swiping her wechat, he reached out and held her shoulder tightly. "Siyan!"
Siyan jumped, and his mood suddenly became agitated. "Did you listen to me? Why are you... So cold now? Siyan!"
He held her shoulder with one hand and lifted her chin with the other.
Siyan was frightened. "Xi Haoting, you... Calm down. I... I'm listening. I'm listening."
Xi Haoting's eyes turned red. "You're not listening, are you? Or are you getting impatient with me? Have you been separated for a year, and you're not feeling anything for me anymore?"
Siyan was distracted by him. First, she was worried that his affair in her room would be leaked. Second, she was worried that he would really stay here for the night, so she didn't have to sleep at all tonight!
"Xi Haoting, don't do this! I'm too sleepy... Please leave first. We'll talk about it when we have time." Siyan reached out to take his hand away and tried to move back.
For some reason, she suddenly felt that he was a little scary.
His breathing became more and more rapid. "Siyan..."
Siyan was pushed down and his thin lips were blocked by him.
"Uh-huh..." Her eyes widened, and she was anxious and angry. She struggled to wriggle out of his grip.
However, he was like a mountain on top of a mountain, making her unable to move or turn over.
He kissed her ear. "Siyan... I miss you so much... Can you forgive me?"
Siyan pursed his lips and fell silent. Forgive him? A man is too easily forgiven, so he won't take his mistakes to heart again! Those men who cheated on others, only when women were too easy to forgive, did they make mistakes over and over again.
He held her tightly, as if afraid that she would disappear in the next second. "Siyan... Baby..."
Hearing this familiar call, Siyan's eyes turned red. How long had it been since he heard this sentence in his arms?
How long has it been since I hugged him so intimately?
Over the past year, Siyan broke up with him because of the Bai Guan incident. Ever since then, he has thrown his face at her every time he meets her.
The two of them seemed to have an irreconcilable enmity, and she had once seen coldness and disgust in his eyes.
She thought that they would never return to the past. Even if they met in the future, they were strangers who didn't even say hello. But I didn't expect... At this moment, his hot breath was in her ear.
"Forgive me, will you..." Xi Haoting's voice trembled slightly, and even his body trembled.
Siyan's mind was blank, her heart was in a mess, and she lost the ability to organize language.
What was she going to do? Forgive him? Or push him away?
No, she had no strength to push him away at all. Although Xi Haoting looked very thin, a man's physical strength was much stronger than a girl's no matter what.
Seeing that siyan did not answer, Xi Haoting gazed at the white face and kissed it gently again.
Siyan regained his senses and struggled. "Xi Haoting, calm down..."
As soon as he heard her say that, Xi Haoting knew that she was unwilling to forgive him.
There was a surge of anger in his heart, an anger that he could not ask for, which made him fix her face again impulsively and kiss her fiercely.
"Uh..." Siyan's face turned red, but no matter how hard he struggled, he wouldn't let go.
She was suffocated by the kiss and felt that xi haoting was very strange tonight...
Yes, there was a faint smell of alcohol in his mouth.
Isn't he taking care of himself? Why are you drinking?
So Siyan hardened his heart and bit his tongue.
A sweet, fishy liquid filled his mouth and Xi Haoting woke up from the pain. He released Siyan and slapped him on the face.
The slap was not big, but it stunned him.
"Xi Haoting, please respect me!" Siyan's voice was thunderous. Xi Haoting slowly raised his head. There was a trace of blood on his lips, but it made his face look too seductive.
Siyan's eyes were misty with tears and her identity was trembling, not knowing whether it was anger or fear.
Her lips were bitten a little.
Xi Haoting instantly calmed down. He took a deep breath and looked at the big teary eyes. He slowly stood up. "I'm sorry... I was impulsive just now."
If Siyan hadn't bitten him, something unpredictable would have happened.
"Get out of here..." Siyan cried in a low voice and reached out to hug her body.
"I'm sorry, Siyan... I won't do this again!" Xi Haoting wanted to touch her head, but when he saw that she was looking at him in horror, he smiled bitterly and painfully, then slowly turned around and walked out.
He opened the door and remembered that this was Siyan's room, but there was no one around, so he left without worry.
Siyan looked at his back and couldn't help but shed tears. In addition to the confusion, there was still a slight pain in the area where the left arm was broken.
A sense of shame pervaded her heart. She had clearly... Been separated from him for almost a year, but she had just... Almost threw herself at him!
The next time we meet... No, this can't happen!