As a student, Su Jian'an was a mythical God of learning.

But she has always been slow in emotional matters.

So, although she knew Lu Boyan 10 years ago, she found that she liked him a long time later. At that time, she had grown up to be a pretty girl, Lu Boyan She hasn't seen him for years. She doesn't know if he is as good-looking as he was when he was 16, and what he looks like.

But she still likes him.

In the first year of junior high school, she received a love letter. The fragrant letter contained a picture of the boy. She looked at it and saw Lu boyish in her mind. The boy's nose was not as straight as Lu boyish, his eyes were not as deep and beautiful as Lu boyish, and his hair style was not as natural as Lu boyish.

In the second year of junior high school, she was stopped to express her love. The ruffian boy asked her to be his girlfriend, so as to ensure that no one would dare to bully her in school. She looked at the boy, well, without a bit of temperament, unlike Lu Boyan, let people just look at him and be attracted by the calm and elegant that his peers don't have.

Later, suyuanyuan's mother and daughter appeared, and her mother passed away. Her life suddenly entered the eternal night.

She locked herself in her mother's room during the day and cried at night. She felt that she could not live for several times, but at the last moment, she always thought of Lu Boyan.

When I met him, his father just died in a car accident. Mother said to her, "that brother is very sad. Would you like to accompany him?"?

At that time, her entanglement may have bored Lu Boyan, but now, his figure has become her pillar.

Lu Boyan can face the fact that her close relatives leave the world. Why can't she? At least be as strong as him to be worthy of him, right?

In this way, she thought of Lu Boyan without knowing it, and she actually passed the most difficult period.

At this time, she didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan.

When she was about to graduate from high school, she accidentally saw him in a financial magazine.

In her memory, brother Boyan is still a 16-year-old boy wearing sweaters and slacks, but in the magazine, he is wearing an expensive customized suit, the outline becomes more cold and clear, the eyes become more profound and difficult to understand, and he is much higher than when he was 16 years old.

He changed from a teenager to a successful business elite.

She suddenly understood that Lu Boyan was already a man.

At that moment, her heart suddenly thumped. When her classmates saw her, they lost their mind and laughed and teased her: "Jane, you have a day of narcissism! This business rookie is super handsome! Do you like him? "

I like it. Su Jian'an always likes it when she hears the voice in her heart.

At this time, she realized later why she couldn't be like a normal girl, moving to a boy of the same age, and talking about a green and astringent love with them; why can't she help comparing them with Lu Boyan, whether it's the naughty boy sitting at the end of the classroom or the so-called dream lover of the whole school girl who likes her It's nothing like being on land.

In fact, as early as she was ten years old, she was in love with Lu Boyan, only to find out now.

After graduating from high school in a hurry, she was admitted to a university and began to like reading various financial magazines, because sometimes she would see news related to Lu Boyan or his interviews.

There are several photos taken for him by magazines on the Internet. She downloaded them and hid them in the secret album of her mobile phone. She didn't even know Luo Xiaoxi.

For four years in college, he secretly liked to land on Bo Yan. When he occasionally talked with Tang Yulan on the phone or met with him, he could also hear Lu Bo Yan's news from Tang Yulan's mouth.

Several times, Tang Yulan asked her if she wanted to go to her home for dinner, and said that Lu Boyan would come back today, and they could meet.

At that time, Lu Boyan had developed Lu's family into a commercial empire. He became the dream lover of many girls. The scandal with Han Ruoxi was widely spread. They took the right pictures and flew around the Internet. She shook her head and refused. She was busy learning on the pretext.

In fact, he was afraid to see him with others.

Even so, she felt that she was much luckier than most of the girls she secretly loved. At least she met Lu Boyan very early, and now she can still know his news at any time.

After graduation, Su Yicheng asked her to study abroad. She chose Lu Boyan's school.

When studying in Columbia University, Lu Boyan was also a man of the moment. Many years after graduation, some professors still remember him. Occasionally, she could hear something from professors or classmates when he was studying here, so she was always inexplicably happy. Jiang shaokai said that after studying abroad, she didn't know if there were more corpses, like a psychopath, who laughed from time to time.

Like neuropathy like neuropathy, like Lu Boyan is her own thing.

In the two years when she studied abroad, Su Yicheng's Cheng'an group grew rapidly. Cheng'an group suppressed Su's family, which made Su Hongyuan breathless. Su Hongyuan moved to kidnap her and threaten Su Yicheng.

When Su Yicheng and Tang Huilan asked her to marry Lu Boyan, her first reaction was fear.

Secretly like people for so many years, he is so excellent now, and she deals with corpses all day long, let alone He seems to have someone he likes.It's satisfying to pay close attention to him secretly. How can I marry him?

"Jane, this is your only chance." Su Yicheng said to her, "you like him, I know."

She looked at her brother, speechless for a long time, like a little girl who had been found stealing her mother's high-heeled shoes. She blushed and was so embarrassed that she wanted to disappear.

"You have to fight for what you like, and so do the people you like." Su also touched her head and told her, "think if he married someone else, would you be sad?"

She nodded stupidly, and Su Yicheng said, "then you can marry him. Don't give him up, you have to fight for him at least once. "

Then, she nodded and agreed to marry Lu Boyan, who became a husband and wife. Lu Boyan told her that she would divorce her in two years.

"Well, coincidentally, I just don't have any feelings for you" - at that time, she pretended to answer Lu Boyan like this, but she was actually sad.

Lu Boyan once asked her why she agreed to marry him. Of course, the real reason was that she liked him. The tip of the assassin's knife is on her face. Jiang shaokai asks if she has anything to say to Lu Boyan. She wants to tell Lu Boyan that she likes him, but think about it carefully. If he is with Han Ruoxi, it doesn't seem necessary.

After all, she was content to marry him.

She secretly likes Lu Boyan for so many years. She dare not even want to be with him, let alone get married. Even if she was killed this time, she and Lu Boyan have been husband and wife for at least two months. Although they are not long, they are enough to make this life without regrets.

Look, this scene like to hide pride in her bones has become so humble that she dare not mention it and dare not tell anyone.

But she did not expect that Jiang shaokai saw through all this.

Su Jian'an was not as flustered as when she was torn down by Su Yicheng. She smiled and said to Jiang shaokai in a pleading tone, "don't tell others."

Jiang shaokai was so angry that his liver ached: "he has no future!"

"Who said that? It's just that my achievements have been used elsewhere! "

"What's the use of fighting with me?" Jiang shaokai said, "go to fight with Han Ruoxi and grab Lu Boyan!"

Su Jian'an thought of the picture of Han Ruoxi and Lu Boyan's clothes tangled in disorder: "can't you rob them? People have feelings. "

"Jane, all of a sudden I think you're a little pathetic."

"I'm healthy, well fed and well-dressed, and married my favorite man. How pitiful is that?" Su Jian'an turned her mouth and said, "you'd better have pity on Xiaoxi. Her father cut off her pocket money again..."

Jiang shaokai "bang" said: "people Luo Xiaoxi is braver than you."

Su Jian'an was stunned and smiled.

Yes, Xiaoxi is really braver than her. When you like it, you can tell loudly. You don't agree, right? It doesn't matter. I'll come after you.

She picked up her mobile phone and picked up the thermos bucket. "I'll bring you lunch tomorrow."

Jiang shaokai will not refuse: "drive carefully."

It was not early when Su Jian'an returned home. She parked her car and carried the heat preservation barrel into the room. Lu Boyan was sitting alone on the sofa in the living room. There were several cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of her. There was a faint smell of smoke in the air.

In her impression, Lu Boyan does not smoke.

She went over and said, "are you ok?"

Lu Boyan raised his eyes lightly: "it's OK. You've been in the hospital? "

Su Jian'an nodded: "Xiaoxi is there too. Let's Talk a little longer. "

Lu poyan said "well" and reached for the cigarette and Matchbox on the tea table. He did not know why he shrank back. He looked at Su Jian'an and said, "if you are OK, go to bed earlier."

"Yesterday..." Su Jian'an hesitated for a moment or said, "my cell phone dropped in Xiaoxi's house, so I don't know you called me, you What do you want to tell me? "

She didn't deny that there was a trace of expectation in her heart. However, Lu Boyan's expression was nothing different. "Nothing," he said

He didn't seem to want to talk to her any more. Su Jianan disguised her disappointment and put away the heat preservation barrel and went upstairs.

After taking a bath and lying on the bed, Su Jian'an felt the pain in the back of her head.

It suddenly occurred to her that the killer knocked her out on the back of her head last night. Now it's normal that she'll hurt.

To be on the safe side, she went downstairs to find the medicine box.

It's more than eleven o'clock. The crystal chandelier in the living room has gone out. There are only a few wall lamps with warm yellow light. Su Jian'an smells the smoke.

She subconsciously looks to the sofa. Lu Boyan is still sitting on the sofa, his fingertips are covered with smoke, and his back is very lonely.

Su Jian'an read a book that said that a person's face can be camouflaged to be watertight and invulnerable, but his back can't be camouflaged.

Whether a person is happy or helpless can be seen from his back.

Lu Boyan Does he belong to the latter? Otherwise, why do you smoke on the sofa alone at this time?Su Jian'an's heart is like being stabbed into a needle. Her steps are uncontrollable and come to Lu Boyan.

Even if he doesn't like her approaching, she can't pretend to see nothing and keep him alone.

Lu Boyan didn't expect Su Jian'an to run down so late and put out his cigarette: "didn't he ask you to go to bed earlier?"

"I......" Su Jian'an hesitated for a long time. "I came down to look for the medicine box."

Lu Boyan's pupil contracted suddenly: "where is it hurt?"