Chapter 583

Since Su Yunjin told Shen Yuechuan about his life experience, Shen Yuechuan's attitude towards her has always been, not close, but not too alienated.

It is this kind of lukewarm, which makes Su Yunjin not clear about Shen Yuechuan's idea.

Until this moment, Su Yunjin suddenly realized.

Shen Yuechuan is not unwilling to forgive her, nor to hate her.

He's just afraid he won't get better.

Yeah, why didn't she think that Jiang ye, who was as strong as Jiang ye, confessed to his fear after learning that he was ill, let alone Shen Yuechuan?

The difference is that Shen Yuechuan is not afraid of the disease itself, but that his departure will bring pain to the people around him.

Therefore, he not only stimulated Xiao yunyun to give up, but also refused to get close to her biological mother.

Shen Yuechuan thinks that his departure is nothing to them as long as he has no feelings. Even if that day comes, it's just like the calm lake has been thrown into a stone. After a circle of ripples open, the calm will be restored soon.

In fact, after knowing his illness, Shen Yuechuan has been thinking about her and Xiao yunyun.

Su Yunjin covers her face with her hands and cries out suddenly.

Even when Jiang Ye is too thin to be human, she is not so sad.

"Madam," a passing nurse stopped and looked at Su Yunjin, "what can I do for you?"

Su Yunjin waved: "I'm ok, thank you."

The economic strength of people entering and leaving the hospital is not weak. Judging from Su Yunjin's dress, the nurse can conclude that this is a successful woman.

But in front of the disease, everyone was equally vulnerable. The nurse could not determine whether Su Yunjin had a family member's illness or her own body problem. She just handed her a tissue and walked away silently.

Su dried her tears and walked to Henry's office.

At this time, Henry and Shen Yuechuan's conversation just ended. Seeing Su Yunjin, Henry smiled, "you just happened to come here. I'm going to take Yuechuan for inspection."

Su Yunjin nodded: "I'll accompany him."

Henry and his assistant led Shen Yuechuan to the examination room of the first examination item. Su Yunjin followed them.

Shen Yuechuan asked. It would take more than two hours for all the inspection items to add up.

For Shen Yuechuan, who is impatient, it's just bad news.

But no matter how reluctant she is, she still has to accept one inspection after another. Some inspections he has heard of, some unheard of, some by Henry himself, some by assistant

Ten years later, Shen Yuechuan once again experienced the taste of being "manipulated".

Although he said that he was the doctor who "manipulated" him this time, and the doctor didn't mean anything, he still wanted to emphasize that this feeling was not good at all.

Shen Yuechuan's only acceptable company is Su Yunjin's gentle and considerate company.

There are too many items to check. We have to run up and down several floors. Su Yunjin has been following. He didn't say a tired word. He also helped him fill in some information.

For each project, Su Yunjin and Henry talked about the purpose of the inspection and how long it would take.

Shen Yuechuan didn't go to the hospital, but he was always alone.

One is registered, one is facing the doctor, one is paying for the medicine.

He never felt anything. After all, he was not a vulnerable girl and did not need family or friends to accompany him.

Now he knows that there are relatives around, even if she can't help you share the pain, but it's still different from a person's state.

It's great that one person can solve all the problems, as that saying goes, but it's not lonely to have friends and relatives around.

What's more, even if something happens temporarily, I'm not afraid of peace. When I'm alone, I'll never have it.

Two hours later, Henry told Shen Yuechuan that the inspection was finished.

Shen Yuechuan breathed a long sigh of relief: "when can we get the result?"

"Be patient for two days." Henry patted Shen Yuechuan on the shoulder. "This time, I'll take the same time. Don't worry. Believe in medicine, believe in me, OK? "

Shen Yuechuan had no choice but to smile and nod.

"All right." Henry added, "you can go. It's a good choice to have a meal or a cup of coffee. "

Out of the clinic building, Shen Yuechuan stopped to look at Su Yunjin: "let's have dinner together."

Su Yunjin was overjoyed, but still tried to suppress the excitement in her voice: "OK."

Shen Yuechuan took out his mobile phone: "would you like Chinese food or Western food?"

"Chinese food." Su Yun Jin's tone was helpless. "In the past ten years, Western food has been fed up with. If you want to eat authentic Chinese food, you need to drive a long way. In China, such convenient conditions are not to be used in vain. "Shen Yuechuan didn't care. Hearing Su Yunjin's words, he called zhuyueju and asked the manager to temporarily arrange a position for him.

In the gap of the phone call, Shen Yuechuan has driven the car out of the garage. He stops and comes down to open the door for Su Yunjin.

The hospital is not far away from Zhuoyue. In less than 30 minutes, Shen Yuechuan's car stopped in front of Zhuoyue. A waiter came up to open the door and led Shen Yuechuan and Su Yunjin into the restaurant.

After sitting down, Shen Yuechuan hands the menu to Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin doesn't think much about it. He blurts out a few dishes.

Shen Yuechuan noticed that Su Yunjin ordered all the century old specialty dishes of this restaurant, which had been on the menu since the restaurant opened, which was a little strange.

Su Yunjin seemed to see through Shen Yuechuan's doubts and said with a smile, "this is my favorite tea restaurant. I haven't eaten it for many years, but I still remember the taste and dishes here."

She seemed to be trapped in memories. After a pause, she said, "I told your father about this restaurant back then. We have an appointment to eat the signature dishes here when we return home from school. "

After that, Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan, his eyes become a little confused - Shen Yuechuan looks really like Jiang Ye.

The only difference may be temperament.

In those days, gyie felt clean and comfortable. There was no threat. A gentleman had to be approached involuntarily.

Shen Yuechuan, on the other hand, is frivolous and elegant, like a wild wind, which will not take root anywhere. Girls should have been afraid of him.

His five senses are born so well that superior conditions endow him with a fatal attraction. His words and deeds, actions and actions all radiate a strong attraction, which makes people involuntarily focus on him.

It's no wonder that he is as calm and rational as Xiao yunyun. He can't escape Shen Yuechuan's palm, just like Su Yunjin can't forget Jiang ye in his life.

Su Yun Jin's smile permeated with a trace of bitterness: "unfortunately, he didn't taste the old signature dish here at last. His taste has been very light, so he likes this dish very much..."

Shen Yuechuan thought for a moment and asked, "when he left, was it painful?"

“……”

“……”

"No." Su Yunjin said, "when he left, you were in his arms and I was beside him. He should have nothing but regret and no pain. "

Shen Yuechuan's heart was turning violently. He lowered his eyes and tried to control the picture.

He asked the wrong person. When his father left, Su Yunjin was the one who suffered.

Su Yunjin wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes and took out a blue envelope from her bag and handed it to Shen Yuechuan.

Born in the age of Internet, Shen Yuechuan has not received a paper letter for more than ten years. He can't help asking, "what is this?"

"Your father left it for you." Before he left, he left two letters with Henry. One is mine. This He told Henry to tell me to wait until you're eighteen. I'm sorry. I've been late for many years. "

Shen Yuechuan received the letter. He slapped a big thing, which was less than a centimeter thick. He held it in his hand, but he felt it weighed a thousand jin.

This is the only connection between him and his father, whom he never met.

"I don't know what he said to you in the letter." For so many years, Su Yunjin never opened the letter. "I'm afraid he blames me for abandoning you, so I never dare to read it."

Shen Yuechuan collected the letter just as he collected the most important objects: "when he chose to give up me, I really don't blame you, and you don't need to blame yourself."

“……” Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan. He wants to say something, but he can't say anything.

"In that case, it's the best choice for you to give up on me." Shen Yuechuan said, "otherwise, I don't know where it will be sent by Su Hongyuan, nor can I know Bo Yan and Mu Qi. My life may be worse than in an orphanage. "

Su Yun Jin asked in a trembling voice, "do you really think so?"

"That's right." When I was young, I really blamed you and even hated you and my father. But now, I've put it down, and you don't need to worry anymore. I'm serious. "

Su Yun Jin still didn't hold back, tears suddenly burst out.

She held a tissue and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, but the tears seemed to never end. Finally, she simply covered her face with her hands, and the tissue was on her eyes.

Abandoning Shen Yuechuan has always been a knot in Su Yunjin's heart.

For so many years, this knot has never been seen in her heart, but it has kept a fresh vitality. From time to time, it tightens up, causing her a sharp pain, which makes her more sorry and sad than the departure of Jiang Ye.

Under this kind of non-human mental torture, Su Yunjin is haunted by nightmares all the year round. She always dreams about Jiang ye or Shen Yuechuan when she was born.

She dreams that Jiang Ye accuses her of not taking good care of their only child. I dreamed that Shen Yuechuan, who is still a baby, grew up little by little, but he told her that he would hate her all his life and would never forgive her.Su Yunjin once thought that she would never have the chance to compensate again, and she would never be forgiven by her children.

So over the years, she dare not even try to find Shen Yuechuan.

Until receiving Henry's phone call, she suddenly realized that she can't be so irresponsible, just because of her fear, let the child repeat the tragedy of Jiang Ye.

Later, she began to look for Shen Yuechuan, but Lu Boyan intended to protect Shen Yuechuan's information. She searched all the orphanages in the United States and found nothing.

However, the lucky god is willing to visit her. In order to attend Su Yicheng's wedding, she set foot on her hometown, which has been far away for more than 20 years.

As soon as she left the airport, she found her only son in the most familiar place