Chapter 160 - Makai – What Were You Thinking About? (MATURE)

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Makai

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Now that we had things settled and we could finally end this night, I took Ocean by the hand and dragged him to our bedroom. Well, only after showing Ben and Ryan where the room they were to use was. It wasn't the one they had used before, because that one was too close to my room, and I didn't want them to hear me making Ocean scream in pleasure.

I wasn't even going to lie, I was so fucking horny that I wasn't planning on letting him sleep all that much tonight. I needed him like I haven't needed him in a long time. I was going to probably go a little too far tonight, but we were denied, then interrupted. I needed this too much to be gentle or slow. Sorry in advance, baby, but I can't help it.

The moment that I got my boyfriend back to our bedroom, I pulled him to the bed and sat him down. I wanted him, needed him really, but I needed to talk to him as well. I needed to ask him something important before I could tell him to take his fucking clothes off.

"What's wrong, Makai?" Ocean could tell that I was worried when I pushed him to sit down on the bed. There was still some residual fear in his eyes as well. I didn't like seeing that look in his eyes at all.

"What were you thinking about earlier? Why did you look so scared? Why do you still look scared?" Dammit, my voice cracked a little because of the worry that I was feeling for him.

"I..I wasn't scared. I'm not scared at all. I..I swear."

"You really expect me to believe that when you can't even say it without getting more scared?" I gave him a serious look to let him know that I wasn't about to believe that at all.

"I.."

"Please, Ocean, tell me what you were thinking." I begged him, not wanting him to deflect anymore.

Finally, Ocean lowered his head and sighed. I could tell that he was done with denying it all. His shoulders slumped and he looked resigned.

"Alright." He took a deep breath, looked at me, then continued. "When I heard about what Ben and Ryan had to say, it made me think a lot of different things. I thought about how my parents reacted to me telling them that I was gay. At first, I was thinking 'man I am glad that my parents were cool about it and that they didn't kick me out'. However, I then started to think about the fact that my parents were the ones to bring up us living together. Maybe they just wanted to get rid of me. Maybe they were tired of looking at me and knowing that they failed in raising me. Maybe they really do think the same things that Ryan and Ben's parents think. And that made me feel like I was ruining everything for everyone and that I somehow was responsible for-."

"Stop!" I held up my hand, refusing to let him even continue with that thought. Whatever he was about to say didn't matter anymore. He didn't need to think about it. He didn't need to say it. It was not important at all. "Just stop, Ocean. Please." I took a deep breath to settle myself just like he had done a few moments earlier. "Alright, listen to me. You're not in the same boat as Ben and Ryan. Your parents love you. I am sure that their parents love them too, but the difference here is your parents are also accepting you. They chose you when you were a baby. There is nothing in this world that would make them stop loving you. They offered for you to move in with me because you were miserable without me, and I was miserable without you. They are probably hurting everyday with you not being there."

"Really?" He still seemed to be doubting it all.

"Yes, really. You little idiot. They would never kick you out." I pressed my forehead against his and closed my eyes. "I'm sorry, baby. I didn't know you were feeling like this. I should have paid closer attention."

I just held him like that for a moment until we both calmed down. When I no longer felt my heart pounding, and didn't hear how loud his was either, I knew that the fear was finally starting to settle down.

"Ocean?" I whispered his name and made him turn his head to look at me. I know that I was about to push this too fast, but I felt even more compelled to have him now. I needed to make him forget about all of this negativity.

The moment that he looked at me, I sealed his lips with mine. I slid my tongue into his mouth past his parted lips and swallowed the gasp that he gave at the sudden attack. He didn't push me away though. Instead, he fisted his hands into my shirt and held onto me, pulling me closer against him.

I was glad that he seemed to want me as much as I wanted him. I needed him like I needed air to breath. At the moment, I was struggling for breath and it didn't have anything to do with the kiss.

Without pulling my lips from his, I lowered Ocean back onto the bed. His head fell onto the pillow, and I straddled his legs while hovering above him. I was already unbuttoning his jeans, for the second time tonight.

When Ocean finally pulled back he was panting and looking at me with eyes filled with need and desire.

"Makai." He called my name softly and it made my dick harden ten times. I was going to burst with need if I didn't have him soon.

"Ocean, I love you." I whispered the words to him.

"I love you too." He grinned at me. "But you've been taking care of me so much lately, and I think that I should return that favor for you now."

At that moment, Ocean put his hands on my shoulders and started to push me away from him. He was raising up and guiding me to take his place at the same time. Soon, he was looming over me and pulling at my shirt while he kissed and sucked at my neck. I was going to have a hickey, but I didn't care. That would just prove how loved I truly was.

"I need you, Makai." I heard his deep, lust filled voice whisper against my ear. "I need you so bad."

"Then take me, Ocean. Take all of me. I am yours now and forever." I held my arms out to my sides to offer myself up like I was a sacrifice that was going willingly.

"I am going to devour you." He rumbled against my throat as he moved lower.

I felt Ocean grip my shirt and start to pull it up. I raised my body up off the bed to make it easier for him to pull the shirt off of me in one quick movement. Once my shirt was gone, I pulled his off of him. I wanted him to be as naked as me.

After we were both shirtless, Ocean started to claw at the waistband of my jeans. He was already unbuttoned but I wasn't. Together, the two of us worked to strip each other of our final layers of clothing.

Once we were both naked, Ocean pushed me back onto the bed again and looked at me with hungry, lust-filled eyes. He was devouring me with that gaze but I wanted to be devoured with his mouth instead.

Taking things into my own hands, I grabbed Ocean's hand and pulled him down on top of me. His body weight was like a sensual pleasure for me. It only added to everything that I was feeling.

Ocean knew what I wanted, so he got right to work. His mouth kissed, bit, and licked its way down from my neck to my chest. There was a moment when he paused and licked my nipples, that caused me to cry out for him a little bit.

Ocean didn't stop there, though. Once he was content with my cries of pleasure, he continued to lower himself until he was perfectly positioned between my thighs. His hot breath was already flowing over my hard, heated shaft. I couldn't wait for him to draw me into his mouth and start to try and suck my soul out through my dick. He was so good at doing this by now that I couldn't get enough of it.

"This is going to be good." His voice rumbled as he gripped my shaft right above my balls. I raised my head just a little bit and saw him lick his lips in anticipation. God damn, he was so hot right now.. Just the sight of that made me even harder.