Du Yunhao sat down in front of her and stared at her with deep eyes, which were complicated.
There was a brief silence between them.
Du Yunhao unconsciously turned to look out of the window. The night outside the window was deep, and the dark sky was like a bottomless abyss. When he stepped out, the end was always doomed.
Du Yunhao's mood was calm, but his eyes were slightly distracted, and his voice was a little low and hoarse.
"Shanshan." He gave a light call, and suddenly felt that it was a really good name, and even the moral was beautiful and enviable.
How deep is the relationship between a couple, it makes them think that the children are the third party.
"My parents, they are childhood sweethearts. They have a very good relationship with each other. My mother loves my father very much, and the two families are happy to see him succeed.
My father's feelings for my mother are probably limited to childhood. However, both of them tried their best to make it happen. He also felt that my mother was gentle and clever, and she knew her roots well, so she was very suitable to be a wife. So they tried to socialize, and a year later, my mother got pregnant accidentally.
Maybe my father is hesitant about this relationship, but he can't be irresponsible when he has children. So before he is ready to be a husband, he hastily holds a wedding and becomes a husband and father.
For a long time after marriage, their relationship was very good. My mother is a gentle and virtuous wife. She is filial to her elders, takes care of her children, keeps the family in good order, and my father is devoted to his career without any worries.
If they can live like this all the time, it's good. After all, marriage will end up flat. It doesn't matter if you don't have love. "
Du Yunhao's deep eyes stared out of the window, subconsciously reaching into his pocket to touch a cigarette.
But he is not a heavy smoker. He doesn't usually take a cigarette with him, so he feels empty.
Du Yunhao coughed softly, but his voice became more and more hoarse. The crystal light on the top of his head reflected his clearly defined side face, but inexplicably blurred the expression on his face.
But Tang Xinyan felt a deep and heavy sadness, which was diffused from his body.
"The peace was broken when I was five. My father's company recruited a young female designer with excellent design and outstanding working ability. My father appreciated her very much and spoke highly of her. In less than half a year, she became my father's exclusive secretary from an ordinary designer. Later, they fell in love.
My father met true love after his marriage, and he was in pain. But he is still a responsible man. He didn't let things go beyond his control. He wanted to end the abnormal love in time.
However, things are not as simple as he imagined. Even if he put forward favorable conditions and made various concessions, the woman is still reluctant to get together.
My father learned later that she was not a simple designer, but a strong family background. Later, things became more and more serious, and the woman's father and brother came to the door, half threatening and half threatening to force my mother and father to divorce.
My mother, her health is not very good, just well maintained, so there is no big problem. And the woman came to the door with a lot of family members, which led to my mother's heart attack and death.
When she died, there was medicine in her pocket, but she didn't take it. My grandfather always thought that my mother actually committed suicide. My father's infidelity has frustrated her
Du Yunhao said this, and fell into a short silence.
His voice was low and dumb, but his tone was understated, as if it was someone else's story. Only, the dark ink eyes are the sadness that can't be changed.
Tang Xinyan is a little bored in her heart. She doesn't know how to comfort him. Or, Du Yunhao doesn't need comfort at all.
She reached out her hand and covered the back of his hand with soft white hands. Du Yunhao subconsciously shook her hand, but then let it go without stopping.
"After my mother died, everything went wrong. My mother is my grandfather's only daughter, and my grandfather insists that my father killed her. The two families were in an uproar.
My father, too, thought he was the murderer of my mother. He began to abandon himself, no longer in charge of the company's business, drinking all day and night, bleeding from his stomach, and even committing suicide several times. I remember one day when I came home from school, I opened the door of the bathroom. There was blood in the bathtub. My father was lying in the bathtub like a drowned fish.
At that time, there was also a serious crisis in Dushi group. The wall fell down and everyone pushed, and the company almost changed its owner. Grandpa tried his best to wake his father up, but it didn't work. My father didn't realize that he had a son until I was kidnapped and nearly killed because of the negligence of the servant. "
Du Yunhao's story is not long, but covers his whole unhappy childhood. He saw with his own eyes that his mother was forced to die in despair, his father committed suicide, and his experience was so heavy that it was heartbreaking.
It can be imagined that the tragedy of his parents must have had a great impact on him. So that he has two sections of the love failure, in addition to meet people, Du Yunhao ability also did not for love desperate courage.
What's more, he was kidnapped. A five or six-year-old boy fell into the hands of the kidnappers. The tragedy can be imagined. Such a small child, even frightened. What's more, he almost died. Those kidnappers were ready to tear up tickets. Du Yunhao woke up and escaped everything.
So, up to now, he still follows the bodyguard, which is probably once bitten by a snake for ten years.
Du Yunhao's dark eyes, calmly looking at Tang Xinyan, with the vicissitudes and deep helplessness that he should not have at this age.
"I can't hate my father, but I can't forgive him. Since we don't love each other, we can't be sure why we should have a relationship before marriage. "
"So, have you never had a relationship with another girl?" Tang Xinyan looked at him and asked with sparkling eyes.
Du Yunhao: "..."
All of a sudden, he found that their thinking did not seem to be in a straight line at all.
After a moment's hesitation, Du said with embarrassment and helplessness, "Tang Xinyan, are you sure you want to discuss this topic with me?"
Tang Xinyan slightly pursed her red lips. She didn't mind discussing this topic, but she didn't want to.
"It's not right between us, in any way." Du Yunhao continued, in a calm and rational voice, "since ancient times, when the marriage was high and the marriage was low, the Tang family was too high, I would inevitably have pressure. And even if the relationship between husband and wife is good, they can't avoid disputes. If your father and brother are involved, I will be passive. Sooner or later, there will be problems in our relationship. "
"My father and brother..." Tang Xinyan tries to explain, but is interrupted by Du Yunhao.
"Don't you think they're going to talk about your feelings? They don't really get involved when you're doing well. But as the father who dotes on his daughter and the brother who dotes on his sister, they will never stand by as long as you show a trace of unhappiness or unhappiness.
It is usually not a person's responsibility to run a marriage, excluding the third party. If we impose mistakes on one person, the problems and contradictions between us may not be solved, but will expand infinitely. And marriage is a lifetime thing for me. I don't want to end up in a mess and lose both sides. "