Tang Xinyan looks at the ceiling above her head with her eyes open. Her mind is finally clear.
"I'll go to the law firm right away, and you can help me sort out the latest files."
Tang Xinyan hangs up, lifts the quilt and gets out of bed. After a simple wash, she changes into a professional suit, a white shirt and a black dress. She looks much more capable.
Tang Xinyan comes downstairs with her handbag. At this time, almost all the family members are away. They go to work and go to school.
Only Sister Zhang is busy in the kitchen, preparing lunch and dinner for the whole family.
"Aunt Zhang, where's my mother?" Tang Xinyan stood at the kitchen door and asked.
"I went to the hospital." Zhang replied, "your mother got a phone call in the morning. It seems that I didn't quite hear who was born. Anyway, she hung up the phone. She didn't even have breakfast, so she went out in a hurry."
"Su Zixuan is born?" Said Tang Xinyan, slightly surprised.
Lin can also go out in such a hurry, just afraid that Su Zixuan is premature. Su Zixuan is more than a month away from the expected date of delivery. At this time, she was born prematurely. I don't know how the situation is.
Later, Tang Xinyan also hurried out of the house. As she left, she dialed Li Xin on the phone.
"Hello, miss, are you here? I've sorted out the files almost... " Before Li Xin finished speaking, she was interrupted by Tang Xinyan.
"Su Zixuan was born prematurely. I'm going to the hospital. Please take a leave for me and the eldest brother." Said Tang Xinyan.
"Premature? Is it serious? " Li Xin's tone also became tense.
"I don't know for the time being. I won't know until I go to the hospital." Tang Xinyan has reached the garage and opened the cab door.
She ended the conversation, started the car engine, and the car sped out of the yard and into the main road.
At this point, the hospital.
Su Zixuan suddenly had a reaction at three o'clock in the morning. Because she was born prematurely, with malnutrition, her newborn baby weighed less than five Jin, so she was born very quickly and didn't get offended too much.
Fortunately, although the child was born prematurely, the cardiopulmonary function was fully developed and no problems were detected. It's just that the weight is too light. However, as long as the children grow up well, they will grow up soon.
There's no problem with the children, but Su Zixuan's problem is bigger.
Chu Xi had hoped that Su Zixuan's condition would be improved after the birth of her baby, but her expectation was obviously lost.
After the baby was born, Su Zixuan was even more silent. She hardly spoke. She was dazed and pessimistic all day long.
Chu Xi repeatedly stressed that there was no problem with the child, but Su Zixuan didn't seem to believe it. She did not blink her eyes at the child. When the child cried, she asked the doctor in panic if the child had any problems and would die. When the child is full of milk and falls asleep, she often lies in the child's heart and listens to the child's breath and heartbeat.
Su Zixuan's symptoms are very typical of postpartum depression, and it is very serious, and may appear pessimistic suicide at any time.
In the morning, the child had a prophylactic injection and cried a lot. Fu Chenyu kept holding the little guy and coaxing him gently. Then he took him to Su Zixuan's bed and said cautiously, "Zixuan, look at our son. He is so obedient. When he just took the prophylactic injection, he cooperated obediently and didn't move around."
Su Zixuan listened, slowly raised his eyelids, looked at him, and said in a warm tone: "it's useless to know that struggle is useless. Why do you have to do useless work?"
Fu Chenyu was smiling, and the smile almost instantly solidified on his face. He held the child's hands and they were stiff.
Su Zixuan's eyes moved slowly and fell on the child's face. Suddenly she gave a sneer and said sarcastically, "our son? Don't you say he's wild. "
Su Zixuan's words are just like a knife stabbed in Fu Chenyu's heart, bloody and painful.
At that time, he just got the paternity test and thought that the child in her stomach was not her own.
Originally, he wanted to have a good talk with her. As long as she was willing to take off the child, he was willing to ignore the past and start anew with her.
However, at that time, both of them were in a bad mood and had a fierce dispute. He was really dizzy, so he blurted out that the child in her stomach was a wild seed.
At that time, Su Zixuan looked at him as if he were a stranger. Then she asked him to roll away.
At this moment, Fu Chenyu hated himself. It's a pity that we can't get back the water we spilled.
Su Zixuan reached out and took the child from his arms.
Su Zixuan is very gentle in holding the baby, and even carefully holds the little child in her arms.
The child weighs less than five Jin. It's a small, wrinkled mass. Its face is only the size of a fist, and its eyes are swollen. The child seemed to feel his mother, nestled in her mother's soft arms, moved her little mouth and hummed twice, which seemed to be extremely satisfied.
Su Zixuan looked at the child in her arms, her eyes became moist and murmured: "I really don't know whether it is right or wrong to bring you into the world."Su Zixuan's words surprised Fu Chenyu inexplicably. "Zixuan." He called out her name in a low voice, half kneeling beside the bed. His voice was hoarse and even choked.
"Zixuan, it's all my fault if you don't do this. You can beat me and scold me Please don't punish yourself any more. "
Su Zixuan is very calm. It seems that no matter what he says or does, she can't affect her mood. She just light, calm, repeatedly said: "I am wrong, I am wrong, I am wrong..."
Su Zixuan thought that she was wrong. If we didn't accept him, fall in love with him, marry him or give him a baby, we wouldn't be what we are today.
Su Zixuan almost subconsciously hugged the child in her arms. She probably hurt the child by accident. The child who had been sleeping quietly suddenly opened her mouth and cried.
Su Zixuan looked at the child in her arms as if she was scared. He is still so small and fragile. He has such a useless mother. What should he do in the future.
Su Zixuan suddenly felt that the future was so bleak that she could not see the way ahead, had no direction, and did not know how to get rid of it. Maybe, death can get rid of it.
The child has been crying and struggling in Su Zixuan's arms, but Su Zixuan just holds him, her eyes are distracted, like lost soul.
Fu Chenyu felt that the situation was not right. He took the child out of her arms and coaxed it.
Then he pressed the red button on the head of the bed, and the bell rang, and the doctor and the nurse came quickly.
However, for Su Zixuan's situation, Chu Xi is at a loss. She is an obstetrician and gynaecologist who can't cure her body or mind. She can only suggest that Su Zixuan see a psychiatrist.
However, Su Zixuan had an abnormal schedule for seeing a psychiatrist. As long as Fu Chenyu asked her to see a psychiatrist, she would ask Fu Chenyu, "do you think I am mentally ill? Then you might as well send me to a mental hospital. "