Yao Xingyu stretched out his hand, some efforts around Gu Mingyuan's waist, she buried her head in his chest, tears almost wet his chest shirt.
"Gu Mingyuan, I will be fine." Her solemn promise.
How dare she die with him.
Yao Xingyu nests in his chest. Maybe his posture is not right, which makes the little guy in his stomach uncomfortable. The little guy stretched out his hand and kicked Yao Xingyu's stomach to express his dissatisfaction.
Yao Xingyu suddenly gave a low cry and covered his stomach with his hands. Gu Mingyuan looked at her in panic and asked eagerly, "what's the matter? Does your stomach feel uncomfortable? Or is the heart uncomfortable? "
Yao Xingyu raised his eyes and looked at him. He shook his head with a smile. Tears still hung on his cheek. "No discomfort, it was your son who kicked me, so hard."
Gu Mingyuan's warm hands touched her stomach, but he did not joke with the children in his stomach as he had, but he was silent and gently touched the little guy inside.
Inside the little guy also become very good, in the father's touch, become very quiet.
Gu Mingyuan's eyes are very complicated. For this child, his mood has always been complicated.
This child, is the crystallization of their love, into each other's blood. Two independent people, from then on, have a common blood, also involved constantly.
Gu Mingyuan watched this little guy grow up day by day in Yao Xingyu's stomach. He told him stories, listened to music, read all kinds of parenting books, and learned how to be a good father He is full of expectations and expectations for this child.
However, because of this child, Yao Xingyu's heart is overloaded again and again, and may even be life-threatening. Gu Mingyuan also thought more than once that if there was no child, star language would not be in danger without him.
Over the past few months, Gu Mingyuan has been suffering from this complex emotion and pain. He often felt oppressed and breathless, and even doubted whether his heart had a problem.
If Yao Xingyu is in any danger, his heart will die.
There was a brief silence between each other. There were children running and laughing in the little garden, but the laughter seemed far away from them.
Finally, or Yao Xingyu broke the silence, "a little tired, let's go back."
"Good." She stood up carefully from the hospital.
Night, destined to be a sleepless night.
Gu Mingyuan and Yao Xingyu lie in bed. Gu Mingyuan holds Yao Xingyu, while the little guy sleeps quietly in his mother's stomach.
However, Gu Mingyuan is not sleepy at all. He keeps his eyes open and looks at Yao Xingyu as if he wants to remember her in his heart.
Yao Xingyu is obviously sleepy, but he can't sleep.
Yao Xingyu's temperament has been very weak, even in the face of life and death, she may not have much fear. When she decided to give birth to the child, she had already thought of all the consequences, and had all the mental preparation to bear the consequences.
Originally, she was not afraid of anything. But Gu Mingyuan scared her. She is afraid of death, afraid of her death, Gu Mingyuan will not accept the result. Once a person is concerned, the heart is no longer hard, she will be afraid, will be inexplicably afraid of death.
This night, two people hardly sleep.
Yao Xingyu's state is not particularly good, but also strong.
Gu Mingyuan from Yao Xingyu pregnancy, heart has been hanging, eat not good sleep. It is a great joy for his wife to get pregnant, but Gu Mingyuan has lost a lot of weight.
Because they were not sleepy, Gu Mingyuan and Yao Xingyu got up at dawn the next day.
Yao Xingyu simply washed, and then, began to clean up the baby's things.
Originally, moon sister-in-law could do all these things. But Yao Xingyu insisted on doing it himself.
After the baby was born, she folded the baby's clothes, diapers, and the baby's quilt, and handed them to the head nurse.
Yao Xingyu is very serious and gentle in doing these things. But the heart is full of bitterness.
If, she and the baby can only keep one, if she is alive, the baby has no, then, these things are not used.
The child has been in her body for nearly nine months and is already part of her body. She really couldn't give up.
Yao Xingyu doesn't dare to think about it because he can't help crying. She is not a person with rich feelings, and I don't know if it is the cause of her pregnancy. Recently, she is a little too sentimental and always likes to cry.
The operation is scheduled for nine in the morning. Xie Yao and Gu Jingyu arrived at the hospital before eight o'clock. Because he was afraid of the chaos of many people, he put more pressure on Yao Xingyu. Therefore, his relatives and friends did not inform him, and even Gu Mingcheng and Ningxi did not come.
At half past eight, everything was ready. Gu Mingyuan was called by Chu Xi to sign the operation consent, and routinely explained the risks and accidents in the operation with him.In the ward, only Xie Yao and Yao Xingyu are left.
Xie Yao holds Yao Xingyu's hand. She wanted to comfort her, but she found that Yao's hand was cold and almost no temperature.
Comfort words all of a sudden stuck in the throat, Xie Yao can only repeatedly say to her, "don't be afraid, it will be OK."
Yao Xingyu holds Xie Yao's hand in reverse, and draws up the corners of her lips in a somewhat farfetched way and smiles at her. "Mom, I'm really afraid, but I dare not talk to Mingyuan. I'm afraid that the child will not be able to survive, and I am afraid that I will die
"You will not die." Xie Yao is eager to stop her, eager to say.
Yao Xingyu grinned bitterly and nodded, "I know that if my child and I can only keep one, you and Gu Mingyuan will choose to keep me. But many things are not allowed to choose, if, if I die, the baby survived, please take good care of him for me, please help me tell Gu Mingyuan, let him for our children, live well, for me to watch the child grow up. And, if you can, when my mother dies, ask him to come forward and hold a funeral for my mother and bury our mother and daughter together. I am an unfilial daughter. I can't support her in my life. "
Yao Xingyu said in the end, his voice was a few silk choked, "these words, I dare not and Gu Mingyuan said, he did not want to listen to, also did not give me a chance to say."
"Good boy, don't think too much. You have to believe in Chu Xi's medical skills. You and the child will be fine. " Xie Yao coaxed her eyes.
Yao Xingyu nodded, "not afraid of ten thousand, just in case. Mom, if I die, now, it's our last goodbye. Although we don't get along for a long time, you are really a good mother. If you really have a next life, I will give you a daughter-in-law. "
Yao Xingyu's eyes are slightly red, and his voice and tone are flat. Xie Yao couldn't help tears.