Chapter 48 Insecure

An kai had two more months to complete his course, but he was planning to head back to Roriland. life was becoming harder and harder every day. he wanted so bad to go and stay with Roline. he wished for time to run fasterthan it currently did.

Ami was the only person he talked to in Tria. they have been going for lunches together. it has always been Ami asking An kai out.

Ami, can I treat you to lunch today? I have something to ask you so, you won't be eating my wallet out for free. An kai texted Ami.

"sure. Ami replied.

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Today is a Monday, the first hearing of Josh's case. the trial was scheduled for 2 pm. butsince it had so many minor cases in it, it wasearied back to 9am on the same date and day.

people came in big numbers to witness everything by their own eyes. everyone waited to see how Josh and his boss were to get out this mess. the two didn't have a lawyer, Josh's father didn't even attend the hearing. but things ended so quickly!!

the hearing lasted for 40 minutes. the prosecutor asked everything in minutes, and Josh answered without fearing the people a round him.

it was broadcasted live. people within Roriland were able to get every scene loud and clear.

"it was solely my idea to kidnap and torture the girls. the one who died was from a humble family. they couldn't afford to pay the ransom so,I killed her and later took her to Mercy hospital gates. I only used Tinah to have their contacts. she's a friendly person, she knows most of her fellow students' contacts. I tricked her into giving them to me. she knew nothing about all this. I hope she can forgive me.

the hall was quite, the only sound heard was of Josh's voice.

the judge was only able to set the audience free without saying anything else.

people gradually exited the hall and went different ways.

let's go. the officers said as they walked towards the trial stand to lead Josh and Boss out but the later was unexpected!!

Josh snatched away one of the officers'gun and shoot himself right on the head. the later scene was of an ambulance taking Josh to the hospital.

boss was left in the middle of the mix. he looked puzzled at the sight of blood on the court floor.

news spread so fast. the emotionless father wentto pick his son's body at the hospital.

he went and apologized to Roline since Tinah wasn't awake yet.

"am sorry for having brought a devil on this planet. ask her to forgive me. it was all my fault that she was suspected.

I can't pay for the damages I caused her but at least she's a live. we can still change the future. Josh's father said before he left the hospital.

Roline has been taking care of Tinah right from day one of the incident.

everything happened so fast. I can't believe I lost a lively person just like that. he wasn't 25 yet but his greed led him in mud. Roline was sad about the sudden change of events.

Is this the life that we lead?

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An went to meet Ami. the place was in an isolated area.Pride of Tria restaurant, was a simple place in looks. it had simple furniture but with quality in each every dish that they presented to their customers.

I like this place because of its textures. simple and elegant at the same time. Ami said before she turned to An kai to ask.

what are we eating today?

it's up to you. am here to treat you today. An answered politely.

it's true that Ami has been inviting An for lunch so many times but, An always ended up paying the bill every time they ate out.

if it was An kai or Ami treating, An kai footed the bill still.

you know Roline 10times than I do. I don't want to stay here any longer. what do you think of this? An asked as they waited for their dishes.

according to my understanding, Roline brought you here with her own reasons. I don't want to lie but, it will be disappointing to those who saw how much she has put in you.

I think you're better now but, why not finish the course and head home with everything in its right place? what do you say? Ami said.

I don't have any problem with this course thing but time!!

time is moving slower than I expected. it has exerted so much pressure on me. I can't explain what I feel but my mind feels it. it says that I only have these two months with Roline.

to tell the truth, am feeling insecure right now. I want to utilize this time to stop the insecurity in me. I hate this feeling 100%.