When Su ran was packing at home, she accidentally turned out a photo.
It's a picture of a baby. It's about 100 days old. It's lovely. But Su ran knows that it's not her.
But in addition to her photos, whose photos will su Mu take?
And there must be a reason why it's so secret.
She turned over the photo and wrote on the back of it her daughter, Qinqin.
Su ran frowned.
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In the evening, Su Mu came back from the outside.
"However, I bought a fish today. How about making fish soup for you?"
"Good!"
"Then you wait, Ma Ma, go up and do it!"
Looking at Su Xiangru busy in the kitchen, Su ran frowned and looked at the photo in her hand.
More than half an hour later.
Su Xiangru cooked a meal and looked at Su ran, "OK, Ranran, eat it!"
Su ran looked at her, eyes calm, "Mom, do you have something to hide from me?"
Su Xiangru's smiling face, after hearing her words, her face was stunned, "Er, what?"
"Are you hiding something from me?" Su ran asked.
Su Xiangru blinked, "how can I, I can have something to hide from you!"
"You haven't been gambling lately!"
"Well, didn't I promise you not to gamble?"
This kind of change is good, but it's too sudden. Su Xiangru said he would change it before, but he hasn't changed it. Now he doesn't gamble. How can it be no surprise?
Su Xiangru looks at the food, eating absent-minded, eyes do not look to Su ran.
At this time, Su ran did not say much, but took out a picture and put it on the table, "Mom, who is this?"
After seeing the photo, Su Xiangru's face suddenly changed, "this Where did you turn it out? "
"I packed up today. I saw it by accident!"
Su Xiangru blinks her eyes and doesn't know what to say.
"Who is she?" Su ran asked.
Su Xiangru doesn't speak.
"It says, daughter, Qinqin, who is Qinqin?" She asked.
Su Xiangru doesn't dare to look at her and doesn't know what to say.
The more she didn't say it, the more sure Su ran was that something was going on, "do I still have a sister, or a sister?" She asked.
Hearing her words, Su Xiangru raised her eyes and looked at her with a trace of surprise. Seeing that she couldn't hide it, she said, "yes..."
"And who is she?"
"She's your sister!" Su Xiangru said that when he said these words, sadness filled his heart.
"What's going on?" Speaking of this, Su Xiangru said bitterly, "it's all my life. When your father abandoned me, I gave birth to you, and then I became addicted to gambling. Then another man abandoned me, leaving Qinqin. At that time, I couldn't support you, so I had to be cruel and send her away
After hearing this, Su ran frowned. Although it was hard to accept the fact, it was useless to reprimand now. She looked and asked, "and then? Why don't I know, I don't remember at all? "
"There is not much difference between you. You were young at that time. You have no memory at all!"
"And where did you send her?"
"Orphanage!"
"Orphanage?" After hearing this, Su ran frowned, maybe because she had lost the chance to be a mother, so she had a special feeling, a touch, a little hard to accept after hearing this.
"Yes Su nodded to Ru and said, "if, if God could give me another chance, even if I was begging, I would not send her away and separate your sisters, but It's all too late! "
Su ran looks at her. At the moment, what can she say?
Blame?
Since she can remember, she has known what kind of life she lived when she was a child. It's not too much to live in the street. Later, she finally found a place to live in. She can't even walk in a 40 square house.
What right does she have to blame Su Xiangru for making such a decision? Besides, she is not the one who has been abandoned. In the past 20 years, at least she still has maternal love. The younger sister, who has never met before, does not know what kind of life she is living.
Su ran took a deep breath and didn't know what to say.
"Now, do you know where she is?" Su ran asked.
Su Xiangru is silent.
"Did you find it?" She asked.
Su nodded to Ru
"Where is she and how is she doing?" Su ran asked.
Su nodded to Ru, "she's living a good life, much happier than I expected!"
"Really?" Su ran asked. After the child disappeared, she found that she was more sensitive and valued family love more than the so-called love."Well, she's a big girl now. She's beautiful and lovely, and their adoptive parents are very kind to her!" When talking about this, Su Xiangru is bitter and comforting. He really doesn't know whether his original decision was right or wrong.
Listening to her description, Su ran frowned, "who is she? Have you ever told her? "
Su Xiangru is stunned. She doesn't know how to tell her, because she hasn't forgotten the scene when she was in the hospital before. It's the most painful thing for her to watch their sisters quarrel face to face.
After thinking about it, she said, "no, how can I tell her? Besides, she's not here!"
"Not here?"
Su nodded to Ru.
"Where is that?"
"It's from another city!"
Hearing Su Xiangru say so, Su ran frowned, "so, you have been paying attention to it?" Su Xiangru does not deny, "she is my daughter, and I have no choice but to send her away, but it doesn't mean that my mother is really a cruel woman. I had no way to do this at the beginning. I was so happy to see her adopted by others..." With that, Su Xiangru's tears fell
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Su ran looked at it and didn't know what to say. In that helpless situation, who can guarantee to make the right choice?
However, from a daughter's point of view, she is not willing to accept the fact that she has been abandoned even though she has been in dire straits.
Blame words, she can't say, stretch out a hand, she holds Su Xiangru's hand, "Mom, it's OK, you still have me!"
Su Xiangru's eyes were tearful. She took her hand and nodded.
"If you like, we can go to see her. I'll go with you." Su ran said.
Hearing this, Su Xiangru immediately shook his head, "forget it, no!"
"Why?"
"Her adoptive parents are very kind to her. She doesn't know that she was adopted at all. I don't want her to know that she was abandoned by her biological mother, and I don't want to disturb her life!" Su Xiangru said. This is also reasonable. No one is willing to accept this fact. Although she wants to see her sister, for the sake of her life, Su Ran has to give up.