"But..."
"Just pour me a glass of water!"
Hearing this, Su ran immediately went to pour water.
Soon Su ran came back and put the water on the head of the bed
"Well, you go out!"
Looking at Su's mother repeatedly repeating this sentence, Su ran thought about it and then retreated.
However, as soon as the door closed, Su's mother immediately frowned and covered her heart with one hand, looking miserable.
She took out a small medicine bottle from the pillow, poured out two pills from it and put them into her mouth. Then she took a drink of water. After swallowing it, she lay on the bed, closed her eyes and had a rest. After a long time, her frowning brow slowly unfolded
……
Yinuo found Su Qing sitting in the car after getting on the car, shrinking into a ball, looking pitiful.
Seeing her, iNO sighed.
At this time, Su Qing said, "iNO, I can't accept it so quickly She abandoned it
Yinuo sighed helplessly. She could not understand her feelings. As a person who grew up in an orphanage, she longed for family affection. If she met her biological parents, she would be overjoyed. However, she understood that Su Mu's original practice was not recognized.
"Never mind, take your time!" Ino said. Su Qing looked at her, "are you particularly disappointed with me? I know what you mean. You and Xu Qinghua hope that I can put this matter down I have thought about it, but I find that I can't do it, because when I see her, I will think of the thing she abandoned at the beginning. How heartless is it that I can abandon my daughter, so I hate her! "
"Su Qing, you probably don't know how much I envy you!" Ino said. Eno looked at her, took a deep breath, and then whispered, "I grew up in an orphanage. I have no father or mother, and I don't know who they are. I was adopted once. But later, because my adopted brother disliked me, I was sent back. So I grew up in an orphanage all the time. At that time, I was desperate and hated. I saw other children with my father Mother went out to play together, I thought why I would be abandoned, since do not want me, why gave birth to me? But over the years, no one has ever come to me. I'm just like a stone, but the hatred is long gone. With KK, I wonder if they have any difficulties, or they are no longer alive If I can, I still want to see them, even if they don't support me, but they also have the kindness of life. They let me come to this world, know so many people, see so many things, and have their own children.... "
Said, she looked at Su Qing, and then a smile, "but I can't say for sure, one day I will not blame them, will not hate them, but at least now I don't hate them!"
Looking at her, Su Qing didn't know what to say for a moment. After a long time, she mumbled her nose and said, "I don't know you still have these things..."
Enoch didn't care. He said with a smile, "now that I have a complete home, I don't care about that for a long time."
"Ino..."
"Su Qing, cherish what you can have now!" With that, iNO started the car and left.
Su Qing sat on one side and curled himself up, but because of her words, her heart was even worse.
……
After going back, Su's mother was cooking. When she saw her, she was surprised and asked, "why did you come back so soon?"
Seeing Xu Ranwei, Su Qing has an indescribable feeling that they are not her own parents, but they take her as if they were her own, so that for so many years she has not felt the slightest difference.
At the thought of the heavy past, she was sad, for fear that she would see something. Don't open your eyes and answer, "en!"
After all, it's her own daughter. How can she not see any problems? Xu Ranwei went up and frowned when she saw her. "You, have you cried?"
"Without mom, there's no way!"
"You're my daughter. I don't know. What's the matter? Did you quarrel with iNO?"
Su Qing shook her head.
"What's the matter?" Xu Ranwei has been asking, Su Qing can not say the emotion, she directly held out her hand, "Mom!"
Xu Ranwei is stunned, "this, this is how?"
"I'm fine, you let me hold you for a while!" Su Qing murmured.
Xu Ranwei stood for a long time and said, "you, have you seen them?"
This time out, Su Qing did not say where to go, so Xu Ranwei did not know, but according to her reaction, Xu Ranwei still guessed.
Su Qing also does not deny, nodded, "I go to their home with Yinuo!"
Xu Ranwei didn't know what to say. After a while, she reached out and patted her on the back. "Well, don't be sad. They are all your relatives, too!"
Su Qing let her go, "Mom, I see them Aren't you angry? "
"Why are you angry?"
"I am your daughter!""Yes, you are my daughter and can't run away. Why should I be angry?" Xu Ranwei asked with a smile.
Su Qing looked at her with red eyes.
"All right, all right, stop crying!" Xu Ranwei coaxed her, "I'm distressed to cry!"
Su Qing takes a deep breath. She doesn't know how to express her heart. Xu Ranwei is actually a strong person, but she is tolerant of her. She is obviously uncomfortable, but she is afraid of her guilt, so she pretends to have nothing.
"Mom, I want to rely on you!"
"Such a big child is still coquettish!" Even so, Xu Ranwei let her lean on her.
On the sofa, Su Qing leaned against her and looked ahead, "Mom, are you really not angry at all?" Xu Ranwei sighed, "Qingqing, although you are not my own daughter, I treat you as my own daughter, but I can't let you not recognize your own mother just because of my upbringing. I can see that she really regrets that she left you If you can, I hope you can forgive me! "
Speaking of this, Su Qing turned to see her, "why don't you think about yourself?"
Xu Ranwei eyes slightly red, "when the mother is for their daughter to consider, how to consider for themselves, besides, I believe that their daughter, to the old can not support me?"
Speaking of this, Su Qing's eyes flew out directly and looked away. Then she hugged her, "Mom, for me, you are my own mother. I won't leave you. How can I?"
"Silly boy, you'll leave then!"
"I won't!"
"Why, aren't you going to get married?" Xu Ranwei said lightly. The more calm she is, the more uncomfortable Su Qing is. It's not that she can't accept it, it's because she thinks too much in her heart, because she knows that Xu Ranwei once gave up having a baby for her sake, which she can't repay with her whole life.