Her ears were full of mocking people. She felt difficult to breathe and her heart beat a little fast.
She wanted to shout
She must shout out, this kind of feeling, is like she was abandoned by Ji Mohan, she is not willing to run after him.
However, the name was entangled in her throat, and she just couldn't call it out.
All of a sudden, tears came down and she covered her face with her hands and cried.
That's the feeling.
At the beginning, when her parents had an accident and the Qin family went bankrupt, she felt that she was abandoned by life and forgotten by the world.
She gritted her teeth and told herself to be strong.
After a while, she seemed to forget the sadness and fear.
However, after being loved and abandoned by Ji Mohan.
The feeling came back.
This is a kind of empty despair, as if a person walking through the dark no man's land.
Loneliness, despair, and fear of the unknown.
All of a sudden, a pair of powerful arms reached out and took her into a hug. Then, he hugged her tightly.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm coming!"
The familiar, low voice rang out in her ears.
At this moment, it seems that the whole person has landed safely.
It was as if she had just floated into the air, and now she was pulled back by one of his hands. She trampled on the solid floor and was finally stable.
At this moment, the crowd seemed quiet.
His embrace is like a peaceful harbor, which gives her a great sense of security.
For a long time, she just hugged him tightly.
"Come on, where shall we go?"
Lin Feng took her hand and two people came out of the crowd.
In fact, if you walk more than ten meters, there will be basically no one.
Qin Shuying looked back and found that there were only a lot of people at the entrance, but in fact, there were not as many people as she thought.
After entering the garden, everyone dispersed.
"I'm sorry. Did I scare you just now? I might be a little bit of a phobia."
"It's me. There were too many people just now to be pushed away. Next time I get a rope and tie you to me, it will be OK. "
Looking at his nervous and serious look, she smiles at him.
For the first time, I think this man may not be as boring as he looks, and he seems to be humorous.
There is a fairy tale cottage on the side of the road. There is ice cream in the pavilion. Lin Feng pulls her in.
After a cold drink and a rest, her pale face gradually regained its rudeness and her breathing became smoother.
"I didn't have intensive phobia before, and I didn't know what was going on. Just now... I suddenly felt suffocated."
Lin Feng watched her attentively and listened to her.
She may not remember clearly, but he did.
When the Qin family was defeated, she cried like a lost child. At that time, he stood in the crowd.
Looking at her from a distance, but not qualified to appease her.
It was from that time on that he knew that her heart had been greatly hurt.
It's not mass phobia, it's post-traumatic stress disorder... It's a psychological or mental problem caused by a great mental blow.
Usually, this kind of disease can't be seen, and the patient's performance is no different from that of ordinary people, but once the scene reappears, or the patient is greatly hit, it will reappear.
His eyes were deep.
"Next time I'll tighten your hand."
"Thank you, Lin Feng!"
She gave him a smile, reached for the cup, finished the cold drink, and stood up, "I'm much better. Let's go to other places."
He nodded.
Along the way, although there were no more people, he held her hand tightly.
"What do you want to play?"
He stopped in front of the sign, and there were crowds in front of the other popular events in the amusement park.
Qin Shuying looked up and squinted at the ferris wheel standing in the air and the roller coaster in the distance.
"First roller coaster, then Ferris wheel!"
"Good!"
This is her first time to play with Lin Feng in the amusement park.
The most exciting project here is the roller coaster. She has never experienced it before, although she is also a little afraid.
But now that you're here, have a good time.
Lin Feng sat beside her. After the bell rang, the roller coaster began to sprint forward.
At the beginning of the route is relatively gentle, she looked down at the foot, ten meters of the height of the suspension makes her a little dizzy.
This is a typical symptom of acrophobia, a big hand gently holding her hand.
"Don't look at your feet, look at the sky."
She turned her head to Lin Feng and laughed, "I'm not afraid!"
He nodded, but then the car began to speed up, straight up the 90 degree vertical height, and then slipped off the top.
Behind him came the excited screams of many tourists.
Qin Shuying can still control it at this time, but with the acceleration of the car, she can't help holding Lin Feng's hand tightly.
A moment later, the car drove into a big circle. Due to inertia, it kept circling in the circle. This is the climax of the whole game.
Qin Shuying felt her hair blowing in the air. She could not help shouting, "ah!"
As if this cry, the inner unhappiness, fear, worry and uneasiness and other emotions, all melt in this voice roar out.
Dozens of seconds later, the speed slowly went down the rack and finally stopped on the runway.
She gasped.
"How's it going?"
A staff member came to untie the safety buckle on her body, and Lin Feng helped her out.
Her legs were still trembling, and when she could hardly stand, he reached out and put her in his arms.
For a long time, she just desperately nodded, "good fun!"
There was a rare smile on his face.
"I thought you'd be scared!"
He remembered that she held his hand tightly when he was on the roller coaster just now.
"We won't be afraid. Let's play with the ferris wheel."
"Well!"
She walked in front, followed by Lin Feng.
Compared with roller coaster, Ferris wheel is much more stable, and most of the people sitting on it are young couples, in pairs.
Ferris wheel slowly turns, carrying everyone up to the nearest place from the sky.
However, even at the top, it is still far away from the sky.
Qin Shuying looked at the sky for a long time and said to Lin Feng, "do you know? Ferris wheel has a legend about love. "
"What legend?"
"It's said that the lovers who ride the ferris wheel together are destined to break up in the end."