Hearing what she said, Zong Mingzhe couldn't help thinking of the past.

Isn't it? From the day they met, the woman told him plainly that she had the most hatred.

She wouldn't spank her. When two people do that, she always wants to fight up and down, let alone those people kill the man she loves

Zong Mingzhe looked at the wound on her face that had not completely healed. Originally, he thought it was hurt when she participated in special forces training, but now he understood that it must be her injury on savage island.

He reached out and gently touched her cheek and asked painfully, "are you in any danger when you go there?"

"No..."

The temperature from the palm of his hand made Feng Xuelan want to shed tears, but she tried to bear it, squeezed out a smile and said to him, "it's very easy to kill those wine bags and rice bags."

"Cheat."

Zong Mingzhe easily exposed her lies.

"I'm very powerful." I know I can't cheat him, but Feng Xuelan still doesn't want to mention those dangerous things. For her, those dangers were nothing, but she knew that Zong Mingzhe might blame himself for it.

Seeing that she was unwilling to say, Zong Mingzhe stopped questioning.

He picked up the papers again.

"Can you tell me what's written on it? I want to know every word."

Feng Xuelan asked Zong Mingzhe to lie down in bed, then sat beside him and told him everything written on the paper word by word

From how she survived as a child to how she received training in the day of tomorrow, and how she finally became a top killer through those hell like training, and got the code name "alpha".

Zong Mingzhe felt very uncomfortable listening to what she said.

Unexpectedly, the woman he loved deeply had carried so much pain and experienced those hardships and struggles.

These things, just listen to Feng Xuelan speak out slowly, Zong Mingzhe has felt extremely difficult, I really don't know how she survived. Her experience is by no means what they who grew up in a peaceful environment can experience.

It's not who I fought with in school. After winning, I left a scar on my body. Instead, I ran desperately in the guns and was hit by shrapnel, but miraculously survived.

Instead of making trouble with the students, several people fight with three fists and two feet, and call each other brothers in a few days, they have to face many children who have also been brought back from the battlefield and fight with them to death. If they die, only one body can be left for the wild dog to chew. If they live, they have to face the next same battle.

War, killing, she grew up in such an environment. For her, killing is a necessary means of survival, just like wild animals prey and the survival of the fittest.

Hearing her say these things, Zong Mingzhe also understood why Feng Xuelan could say that she killed everyone on an island in such a calm tone.

That kind of cruel and shocking thing for others seems to be just an ordinary thing for her, similar to what she has experienced before.

Later, Feng Xuelan said that she was chased and killed by the organization against the wishes of the organization. She accidentally fell into a trap and met he Yaoshi.

"I'm alpha, the top killer, but I was killed by someone who didn't even know his name. I'm not reconciled! So when I saw he Yaoshi again, I decided to take revenge."

Seeing Zong Mingzhe frowning at himself, Feng Xuelan couldn't help sighing, "I didn't expect that through you, I had so many contacts with he Yaoshi and his family, but I still want revenge. Not yesterday, not today, but one day in the future, I think I will take revenge."

Up to now, Feng Xuelan wants Zong Mingzhe to know the real her and her real thoughts.

She has nothing to hide.

Zong Mingzhe listened to her and asked, "he Dui should know about it. What did he say?"

Feng Xuelan lowered her head in distress and told Zong Mingzhe, "he didn't say anything..." Feng Xuelan looked at the pen in her hand and whispered, "Before I left, I put my pen outside the glass wall, so he found what I wrote first, and then took someone to chase me... When he came back, he took me home. Father and mother he always took good care of me..."

After saying this, Feng Xuelan sighed, looked up and said with a bitter smile to Zong Mingzhe, "is he Yaoshi stupid? Or does he think I will give up revenge because of what he did?"

Zong Mingzhe shook his head to Feng Xuelan.

"He Dui is not stupid. He probably didn't want to use those things to make you give up revenge."

Zong Mingzhe knows he Yaoshi better than Feng Xuelan. That person can consider more things than they all do.

Feng Xuelan said she would take revenge, but Zong Mingzhe didn't feel her intention to kill he Yaoshi. Maybe she didn't even find it. When she said this, she didn't show half a murderous spirit at all.

Zong Mingzhe didn't forget that Feng Xuelan met he Yaoshi for the first time. They met a group of bandits disguised as clowns in the paradise.

Fengxuelan rushed out without fear to save everyone. She held a gun in her hand, but didn't shoot at he Yaoshi.

Later, Hengheng was kidnapped. Fengxue Lanming knew that Hengheng was he Yaoshi's child, but he still took risks alone and saved the child, even injured for this.

Countless opportunities were in front of her, but she didn't do it.

It's not like a "ruthless and cruel killer".

Perhaps, after becoming "wind and snow", she has been changing. She is no longer the "alpha" in her mouth who can only survive by killing.

And she herself had already realized this.

So when she talked about those things in the past, she would show this helpless expression and sigh constantly.

There are many other things. Zong Mingzhe wants to ask Feng Xuelan, but the doctor on ward round came more than once and asked Zong Mingzhe to go to bed immediately.

Feng Xuelan also let Zong Mingzhe sleep, but Zong Mingzhe still held her hand and refused to release it, and a pair of eyes refused to close.

The doctor couldn't resist Zong Mingzhe and had to leave. Feng Xuelan knew what he was thinking.

"Mingzhe, don't worry about sleeping. When you wake up, I will still be here with you."

Feng Xuelan bent over Zong Mingzhe and printed a kiss on his cheek.

Zong Mingzhe smiled reassuringly and slowly closed his eyes.

Feng Xuelan sat beside him and looked at him. Until he fell asleep, she got up and came to the window.

Looking at the lights outside the window and feeling the quiet and peaceful night, fengxuelan knows that she still doesn't belong to such a place after all