When the members of the second squadron returned to the owl wolf headquarters, it was early morning the next day.
These people didn't rest. They went back to the dormitory to clean up, changed into formal clothes, and then gathered in the empty field outside the headquarters.
Ren Fengquan's eyes were full of blood. Although Bai Qisu tried to make him sleep on the back plane, Ren Fengquan couldn't sleep even if he closed his eyes. The team members he took out failed to bring back. Ren Fengquan was distressed and blamed himself. He was even more sad about this.
He Yaoshi stepped over and patted him on the shoulder, but he couldn't say a word to persuade him. Because he Yaoshi's heart is also heavy.
When he Yaoshi turned and walked towards the front of the queue, Feng Xuelan immediately followed up.
As he Yaoshi's guard, Feng Xuelan always follows him.
"Snow LAN." he Yaoshi suddenly opened his mouth and whispered to her, "what's the feeling of killing the enemy on the battlefield?"
Feng Xuelan thought and whispered, "I don't feel it. It's the same as hitting the target."
He Yaoshi looked at the wind and snow, smiled bitterly and sighed, "yes, how can you feel..."
Feng Xuelan could see the pain of he Yaoshi, and she didn't know how to comfort the man.
"You certainly didn't feel it when you killed me." Feng Xuelan whispered.
Hearing what she said, he Yaoshi sighed again, shook his head and said, "a young life ends in my hands. How can I not feel it?"
"How do you feel? Happy? Afraid? No matter what you feel at that time, it's the same for me." Feng Xuelan took a deep breath and told he Yaoshi, "The feeling of death is only for a moment, and then there is a new life. If the two people who died do not become others like me, their feelings will disappear after that moment. All that remains is your sadness and the price nald paid for it."
"I didn't feel scared or happy at that time." he Yaoshi suddenly stopped and looked at the wind and snow LAN. "I felt sorry at that time."
Sorry?
What for?
Feng Xuelan shook his head, "he Yaoshi, you don't understand my reason for fighting. Even if I was killed by you, I don't need your regret."
"Is it because of the glory of alpha?" he Yaoshi asked.
"Of course." Feng Xuelan proudly raised his head, "powerful people are bound to die in the hands of more powerful people. That's the real destination of alpha."
"The real destination..."
He Yaoshi repeated this sentence silently, and the sadness in his eyes faded away.
If death in the hands of stronger people is the real destination of a killer, is it not the battlefield where they are?
Compared with this, he Yaoshi feels that the natural and unrestrained wind, snow and LAN is really what he should learn.
At this time, Zong Mingzhe came over and told he Yaoshi that everything was ready.
He Yaoshi nodded, took a long breath, straightened his waist and said to them, "let's go and send our brothers home."
Dawn, the horizon slowly shines.
After the ceremony, the coffins of the two soldiers were carried by Ren Fengquan and Zong Mingzhe, respectively, and walked towards the helicopter parked in the distance.
Facing the rising sun, he Yaoshi took a deep breath and shouted slogans in a loud voice.
"Salute!"
Accompanied by the roar of gunfire, all the owl and wolf players acted in a neat and uniform manner and sent off their comrades in arms with the most standard military gifts.
All this deeply shocked the heart of fengxuelan.
At this moment, she suddenly understood the meaning of the funeral and the so-called farewell to her comrades in arms, that is, they left and would never come back.
Sobs came and went one after another in the team. Those men with iron bones could not help crying at this moment.
The helicopter took off slowly, but the sound of the propeller couldn't cover the painful cries in the ears of Feng Xuelan.
Feng Xuelan looked up at the helicopter flying farther and farther, and there was a feeling of envy at the bottom of his heart.
It turns out that after some people die, many people will see them off, many people will cry for them, and many people will be sad for them. Presumably, many people will remember that they once existed after several years and decades.
But she
Once she, the glorious alpha, the top killer
After her death, who has been sad for her? Who has shed tears for her? Who can remember her existence?
If she hadn't become a storm, everything about her would have disappeared in the world. It would disappear quietly without leaving any trace
Walking back, Feng Xuelan's heart was filled with such ideas. Even he Yaoshi suddenly stopped, and she couldn't find it.
It was not until she bumped into he Yaoshi's back that Feng Xuelan suddenly regained consciousness.
"I'm sorry..." she whispered.
"What are you thinking?" he Yaoshi asked curiously.
The usual wind and snow, even if how distracted, will never make such a mistake.
Feng Xuelan doesn't want he Yaoshi to know what he just thought. For her, such an idea is really stupid.
"Mingzhe and Ren Fengquan went to see them off. I don't know when they will come back..." Feng Xuelan said perfunctorily.
He Yaoshi looked at the wind and snow and smiled, "didn't Mingzhe tell you? You can't lie at all."
Feng Xuelan was stunned when she heard the speech, and saw he Yaoshi hook her fingers.
The two came to he Yaoshi's office. He Yaoshi made two cups of coffee and gave Feng Xuelan a cup.
"After the funeral, everyone in the team will be depressed for some time. I think you shouldn't adapt to this atmosphere, so I'm going to let you go to Yang Pingyang and them more."
Hearing what he Yaoshi said, Feng Xuelan was a little surprised.
He Yaoshi and Zong Mingzhe are very busy with this task, so the new owl wolf players are temporarily placed in Yang Pingyang's team. Feng Xuelan knows this. After Feng Xuelan came back, Yan Siyi also came to her several times. Feng Xuelan has heard a lot from him. These people are still participating in the internal training of owl wolf.
"What am I going to do? Do you want me to train with them?" Feng Xuelan asked suspiciously.
He Yaoshi shook his head. Although he found that fengxuelan still had some deficiencies in group combat, he planned to teach fengxuelan those things himself in the future. Yang Pingyang couldn't do it.
"I want you to help them with their training." he Yaoshi told Feng Xuelan about it before.