She knew what they were afraid of and expected at the same time, and they also knew that what they expected was an impossible miracle, but what they feared was bound to come.
Feng Xuelan sighed and said to Zhou Mengli, "Since you've read the information about me, you should know that I was living in the street since I was a child, which is worse than wild cats and dogs. I was taken to tomorrow's day to survive in order to be trained into a killing tool. My life was meaningless. Living was like a knife and a gun. If it was used, it would be replaced if it broke. But I met Ming After Zhe, I began to really understand why a person lives. "
Feng Xuelan patted the back of Zhou Mengli's hand and said to her, "I know you are different from me. You have family and friends. Your life is full of various meanings from the beginning. There are many ways to go in front of you. But for me, Mingzhe is the only man who can illuminate my whole world."
Zhou Mengli was stunned by Feng Xuelan's words for a long time. She found that the love between herself and Ren Fengquan did not seem as profound as that between Feng Xuelan and Zong Mingzhe.
As Feng Xuelan said, she can make a choice, step back and leave the owl wolf brigade. Maybe she will meet other men in a year or two. The same is true of Ren Fengquan. He is such an excellent man and is sure to meet better girls
It should be.
But the more he thought so, the more uncomfortable Zhou Mengli felt.
Dou Da's tears crackled down. Zhou Mengli cried and said, "Xuelan, I envy you..."
If Ren Fengquan is also the only man who can illuminate her whole world, can she firmly grasp him and don't let go no matter what happens? If they are not ordinary people, can their love be deep enough to break through all obstacles?
Just because there are other ways to go in front of them, and because their life can have other meanings, they can't selfishly choose the way that will hurt each other, so they have to convince themselves to give up each other with other meanings in life.
All this made Zhou Mengli suffocate.
She didn't even know how long she had been crying on her shoulder.
Feng Xuelan quietly let Zhou Mengli lean against her and quietly listen to her painful cry.
She suddenly felt that the world was not all beautiful. She suddenly found that there were all kinds of pain in other people's lives.
She once thought she had seen the most painful situation in the world in the hell tomorrow, but now she knows that she was wrong.
Compared with those cruel punishments, Zhou Mengli's pain is not inferior at all. Moreover, she doesn't know how long the pain will stay in her heart and whether it can heal in the future.
After crying, Zhou Mengli calmed down again. She dried her tears and thanked Feng Xuelan.
"Thank you for coming to see me, and thank you for everything you have done for us before." Zhou Mengli squeezed out a smile and said to Feng Xuelan, "Xuelan, I hope you can always regard me as your friend. No matter when and what happens in the future, I Zhou Mengli will be your friend."
Leaving this, Zhou Mengli left.
Feng Xuelan sat alone in the empty room, and his heart could not be calm for a long time.
If only this kind of thing could be solved by killing.
How about stopping the investigation team and killing them all?
The idea came out of her mind. Feng Xuelan couldn't help laughing and shaking her head.
I'm afraid there's no such a simple thing anymore. It's alpha, not wind and snow, that can solve everything with one bullet.
But after thinking, fengxuelan decided to do alpha again.
Of course, it's not to kill, but to act arbitrarily and make another disaster.
After making up his mind, Feng Xuelan pushed his wheelchair out of the ward and directly came to the ward of Ren Fengquan.
As soon as the door opened, Feng Xuelan was surprised to find Ren Fengquan standing by the window in a neat uniform.
Hearing the sound of the door, Ren Fengquan looked back and was surprised to see the wind, snow and LAN.
"Xuelan, why are you here?" after Ren Fengquan asked this, he saw the water mark on fengxuelan's shoulder. His face suddenly became ugly, and there was less blood on his already pale face.
"You came to see Dr. Zhou..." he whispered.
Feng Xuelan nodded, pointed to Ren Fengquan's chair, pushed his wheelchair and talked face to face with Ren Fengquan.
"Captain Ren, you should know that I often make trouble... At least he Yaoshi thinks I often make trouble, don't they?" Feng Xuelan frowned.
Ren Fengquan didn't know why Feng Xuelan said so suddenly, but he nodded honestly.
He Yaoshi often tells Feng Xuelan not to make trouble, which no one in the whole team doesn't know.
Feng Xuelan smiled bitterly, then looked at Ren Fengquan and said to him, "in that case, you won't be surprised that I'm going to make another trouble now, will you?"
Ren Fengquan was stunned. He frowned and asked, "Xuelan... What do you want to say?"
Feng Xuelan suddenly stood up from the wheelchair, grabbed Ren Fengquan's collar, leaned close to his ear and whispered a few words.
After hearing this, Ren Fengquan looked at her in surprise. Just about to shake his head, he was pinched by Feng Xuelan's cheek.
"I've told you, this is the trouble I'm going to make. I never distinguish right from wrong, and don't tell me any big truth. I'll tell you this. I saved your life. If I do this, we'll be clear."
Feng Xuelan said this with unquestionable dignity.
Ren Fengquan looked at her clear eyes with a bitter face and looked at the tear marks on her shoulder
"OK, I see."
Hearing what he said, Feng Xuelan let him go and sat back in the wheelchair.
She glanced at her watch. There were two hours left before the investigation team came.
Ren Fengquan certainly knows this. He doesn't know how fengxuelan plans to break into this trouble.
"Put on your coat and come with me!"
Feng Xuelan waved to him and pushed his wheelchair to leave the ward.
Unexpectedly, they just came out of the ward and were found by Li Qinghui coming this way.
"Xuelan? When did you come? Why are your clothes wet?" Li Qinghui ran over quickly, ignored Ren Fengquan next to him, frowned at fengxuelan and said, "you're really careless. You'll catch a cold. Come to my office and lend you my coat."
With these words, Li Qinghui will come to push the wheelchair of fengxuelan. But Feng Xuelan grabbed him and whispered to him, "Qinghui, do me a favor."