Chapter 856

Feng Xuelan didn't care so much. He pushed him away and broke into his office without authorization.

"I'm your guard! I shouldn't be with you." Feng Xuelan said to he Yaoshi with a cold face. "Why? Don't you think I'm early? Look at your red eyes, I must have stayed up all night! If you want to go back to bed, I'll play with Hengheng."

Hearing what she said, he Yaoshi understood what was going on.

He closed the door of his office, poured two cups of coffee and sat down on the sofa with Feng Xuelan.

"Mingzhe asked you to stare at me?" he Yaoshi took a sip of coffee and asked Feng Xuelan.

"You'll find out sooner or later anyway. I think it's better to tell you directly." Feng Xuelan also drank a cup of coffee and said to he Yaoshi, "Your wife's business has become like this. In fact, I have the same responsibility as Bai Qisu and Xiao Guo. Mingzhe is really worried about you. As for me, it's mainly to prevent Mingzhe from being distracted by this matter. Secondly, I don't want Bai Qisu and Xiao Guo to feel guilty again."

He Yaoshi couldn't help smiling when Feng Xuelan spoke so plainly.

In the whole owl wolf brigade, I'm afraid only Feng Xuelan can discuss this matter with him so recklessly.

Even when Zong Mingzhe talked about it yesterday, he was obviously taking care of his emotions.

He Yaoshi felt that the wind and snow billows seemed to bring a clear spring water, which sprayed on his heart, gave his heart a chance to breathe, and relieved a little uncomfortable feeling.

"You're all helping me. I know very well. Qisu and Xiaoguo think too much. It's not their responsibility to make this happen now." he Yaoshi said, looking at the coffee in his hand and his face reflected in the coffee, "Without their help, I couldn't even get her news. In that case, I must be looking for a needle in a haystack in that town now... If I really go, the same thing may still happen. If it's really because she doesn't want to be found by me, in the final analysis, it's me who is responsible..."

Feng Xuelan frowned when he Yaoshi said this. She looked at he Yaoshi coldly and snorted, "he Yaoshi, I find there is something wrong with you."

He Yaoshi was stunned when he heard the speech. "What's the matter?"

"Like self reproach! Take everything on yourself! Pile all responsibilities on yourself!" Feng Xuelan said these words to he Yaoshi, but she didn't care so much. She looked at he Yaoshi and said to him, "Before, some people always said I was too arrogant, but I think you are! You think you should want so many things? You think you should be able to handle them? You are an immortal? You are so confident in your mind and ability?"

He Yaoshi was speechless by Feng Xuelan.

This is really the case with him. Zong Mingzhe told him in a more euphemistic way before, but he Yaoshi himself can't change this problem.

In fact, self blame is also a means of escape for him. If he doesn't blame himself for those things, who should he blame? Who should he hate? Who should he go to get angry?

Only remorse can make him more calm, at least on the surface.

Feng Xuelan saw that he showed that helpless and bitter expression again. He gritted his teeth and whispered, "how could I be killed by someone like you! I'm so angry!"

When she said this, he Yaoshi couldn't help laughing.

It seems that it happened a long time ago. In fact, his state at that time was not much different from that now.

If Zong Mingzhe hadn't deliberately hid elsewhere, he might have left the owl wolf brigade to find Yu Yeying at that time.

"Didn't you always say to me that you wanted to avenge me and kill me?" he Yaoshi asked, looking at Feng Xuelan, "why haven't you said that lately?"

Feng Xuelan glared at him, "don't you see I'm hurt? I'm not stupid! If I want to fight you like this, don't you take advantage of it? Besides, just like you are now, I can't win by killing you! Otherwise, we'll solve our grievances after you get your wife back."

Feng Xuelan's words were very hard, but he Yaoshi knew that the little girl had no idea of "revenge" for a long time.

Perhaps it was the love between Zong Mingzhe and her, coupled with the new world shown to her by the owl and wolf brigade, that made her completely changed. He Yaoshi felt that he could bring the wind and snow to the owl and wolf brigade, which should be regarded as the most successful thing he did here.

As for finding his wife

"Didn't Bai Qisu and Xiao Guo tell you?" he Yaoshi sighed. "They all think ye Ying has died in that town. If she really dies, you won't have a chance to revenge."

Feng Xuelan snorted, "don't lie to me. They think people are dead. Don't you think they're not dead? That woman is your wife, not theirs."

Hearing what she said, he Yaoshi was stunned again.

"Xuelan, do you also think Yu Yeying is not dead?" this surprised he Yaoshi, because when Zong Mingzhe came to talk to him yesterday, the meaning in his words was to make him accept the fact that Yu Yeying is dead. It is precisely because of this that he Yaoshi felt doubly uncomfortable.

Even his most trusted partners didn't believe his ideas, which made he Yaoshi seem to be in a state of isolation. That's why he doesn't want to tell anyone about everything in his heart.

Unexpectedly, fengxuelan was an exception.

Feng Xuelan took a sip of coffee, thought about it and said to he Yaoshi, "others take care of your emotions. I'm not so kind. When I saw that image yesterday, I didn't think it was a dead person."

He Yaoshi was even more surprised when he heard the speech. "Don't you look like a dead man?"

He didn't quite understand what Feng Xuelan meant.

Feng Xuelan frowned and told him, "In fact, I don't know, it's intuition. To say the scene of dead people, I must see more than any of you. That feeling is different from seeing what I usually see. But I can't tell what it feels like if you want me to say. When I look at the image after the bombing of that town, I don't have that different feeling..."

Having said this, Feng Xuelan smiled again and waved his hand, "it's unreliable anyway, so I didn't tell them a few people yesterday."

Even Feng Xuelan felt unreliable, but he Yaoshi thought about it very carefully.