Chapter 976

When Feng Xuelan heard this, she couldn't help but bite her teeth and hold back the tears coming out.

In fact, her heart is the worst these days, because she doesn't even know whether she saved he Yaoshi is right or wrong.

Zong Mingzhe is immersed in his sadness, and Li Qinghui is also busy. Feng Xuelan can only think about it in his heart.

If one dies, it must be all over. If he Yaoshi can live well, everyone will be happy. But now, no one knows what it will be like. I'm afraid this situation is the most worrying and painful.

Feng Xuelan doesn't know whether her stubbornness has made things like this, and whether it's because she didn't do what he Yaoshi said.

Looking at Zong Mingzhe's trance appearance, Feng Xuelan's heart was broken. But Feng Xuelan still wants to pretend that she doesn't care, because only in this way can she find a position to persuade Zong Mingzhe. Only in this way can she come back and face her teammates in the owl wolf brigade.

Wu Yan's gratitude to her makes Feng Xuelan feel more heartache. She doesn't even know whether she saved he Yaoshi or harmed him.

He Yaoshi was placed in the intensive care unit of the medical building. Many people followed him, but Feng Xuelan was far behind.

There are also many patients in the corridor looking at all this with worry, and one of them has been looking at the wind and snow.

Ye Chengxi came to Feng Xuelan with a wheelchair. Seeing her absent-minded appearance, she said hello to her.

"Xuelan, if you don't hurry over, just go there and have a chat with me." Ye Cheng waved to fengxuelan in the West.

Feng Xuelan was actually trying to find an excuse to leave, so he pushed Ye Chengxi's wheelchair and accompanied him to stroll slowly in the corridor of the medical building.

"How do you feel now?" Feng Xuelan asked Ye Chengxi.

Ye Chengxi patted his legs and told Feng Xuelan, "as the doctor said, although I have been undergoing recovery treatment, I still haven't felt my legs."

Feng Xuelan couldn't help sighing when she heard the speech.

In the past, she thought it was a proud thing to save Ye Chengxi, but now seeing he Yaoshi become like this, Feng Xuelan felt that she might have done a cruel thing to Ye Chengxi at the beginning.

Ye Chengxi looked up at Feng Xuelan and asked her, "Xuelan, if you have something on your mind, can you tell me?"

Feng Xuelan thought about it, sighed again, found a place to sit down and face Ye Chengxi. She said to Ye Chengxi, "I've seen many cruel things before. I've killed many people. I also know that it's more difficult for a person to live in pain than to die in pain. It's like my punishment for nald. I didn't let him die, but let him continue to live, because that can make him bear more pain. But now... I suddenly find that I may have done something for you and he Yaoshi What kind of things. "

Ye Chengxi frowned when he heard the speech. Only then did he understand why fengxuelan was so depressed.

"Xuelan, do you think it's better for me and team he to die happily than to live?" Ye Chengxi asked fengxuelan.

Feng Xuelan looked at Ye Chengxi and asked him, "have you ever thought that if you died there at the beginning, you don't need to bear the pain later?"

"I thought about it." Ye Chengxi nodded. "I thought about it more than once, especially when the doctor told me that I couldn't move as freely as before, and maybe I couldn't even do my normal life. I thought, why would I survive, why didn't I do it and just die?"

Hearing what he said, Feng Xuelan's face became more ugly.

Had it not been for her stubbornness, ye Chengxi would not have lived like this. The answer to this question is not obvious.

However, ye Chengxi continued, "but just when my heart was full of gray ideas and couldn't even find the light of the future, a man showed me in a crazy way what a person can do in a wheelchair. This man desperately proved to me that even if he lost his legs, he can fight and win."

Ye Chengxi smiled and said to Feng Xuelan, "Xuelan, you don't know how many times we watched the video of that game over and over again. It's not just me. In fact, many injured players in our owl wolf brigade face the same problems. Some people worry about whether they can be assigned to the combat squadron. Some people think about why they were injured on the battlefield. Many people lose confidence, Many people are anxious about the future. What you did not only brought me the courage to live, but also filled others with courage and hope. "

Feng Xuelan looked at Ye Chengxi in surprise. He didn't expect that what he did at that time would have such a great influence.

"Xuelan, I once thought that I would be relieved if I died happily. But the courage you brought me now fills my heart with hope. Even if my legs can't get better, even if I want to leave the owl wolf brigade, I still have to live hard. Life is full of fighting, even if I can't touch the gun any more, but I think I can still fight with the confidence you have established for me Win over all the enemies in life. "Ye Chengxi was full of confidence. He reached out and patted Feng Xuelan's arm and told her, "So, Xuelan, now I really thank you for saving my life at that time. If you didn't do that at that time, there would be no Ye Chengxi in the world at that time. My future began to disappear from there. But you see, I still have the present and I still have the future."

However, after Feng Xuelan heard Ye Chengxi say so, his face still didn't get better.

Indeed, ye Chengxi still has the present and the future, but Feng Xuelan can't help thinking of he Yaoshi.

If he Yaoshi has been in a coma, what else does he have now? What's the future?

Feng Xuelan was able to use her actions to bring ye Chengxi the courage to live, but now, what can she do for he Yaoshi?

Ye Chengxi knew what she thought when she saw Feng Xuelan. Ye Chengxi couldn't help sighing and said to Feng Xuelan again, "In fact, the situation between he team and me is not much worse. Xuelan, think about it. If he team died at that time, all of us would lose hope. But now he team is still alive and away from the doctor. One day, he can wake up. This is hope for him and us."