Chapter 365 has the idea of suicide.
Heaven, earth, who can help them? The young master's temperamental temper is not unknown. If this continues, they will be severely punished... What should we do?
Not long after, Shen Wangshu opened his eyes and looked weakly at everything around him.
"Grandma, are you awake?" Yan Su was overjoyed and quickly went over to hold her hand. "Are you better? Is there anything wrong?"
"Su, Susu?" Shen Wangshu shook her hand weakly, not expecting her to come.
"You scared me!" Yan Su couldn't help but educate, "How can you not eat for so long? Look at those servants! Kneeling there one by one, no matter how much I tried to persuade them! Your grandson has lost his temper! Take a look!"
Shen wangshu sat up with her help and saw the room full of servants kneeling in fear. No one dared to raise their heads.
"What's going on?" Shen wangshu looked at Gu Yingchen and asked weakly, "How did you make them kneel?"
"They didn't take good care of you. It was their fault."
"It's none of their business! Get up, get them up." Shen Wangshu, after all, was a bodhisattva. When she saw that her servants had suffered for her, she could not help but confess, "I just haven't had an appetite these two days, so I poured the food into the toilet... It's not their business, they don't know anything."
"So old madam, you..." The servant finally realized. No wonder the bowls and pans were empty every time. So...
"No wonder the doctor said you haven't eaten in two days!" Yan Su looked at her with concern and couldn't help but say, "Why are you acting like a child? If you don't pay attention, you don't take your body seriously. Do you know how worried Yingchen and I were when you fainted?"
"I'm fine..."
"He fainted and said he was fine!"
No wonder Shen Wangshu didn't answer her phone calls or video with her for the past two days. It turned out that he was afraid that she would notice something...
"Get down!" As soon as Gu Yingchen opened his mouth, dozens of servants stepped down in an orderly manner.
In a short while, the kitchen brought the nutritious porridge.
"Grandma, have a drink. The doctor said you can't take medicine on an empty stomach. It's bad for your stomach." Yan Su scooped up a spoonful of porridge and handed it to Shen Wangshu.
But Shen Wangshu shook his head weakly. "I'm not hungry."
"How can you not eat or drink these two days?" Yan Su was a little anxious. He quickly put down the bowl and took out a box. "Look, this is a diamond ring made from grandfather's ashes. I brought it here for you. Didn't you say that you would be healthy and healthy all the time until we sent the ring over? How can you go back on your word?"
"Thousand worries..." Shen Wangshu reached out to get the gift box.
Yan Su pressed down on the box. "You drink the porridge first. If you don't listen, I'll take this ring back. From now on, you won't see grandpa again!"
"No, don't..." Shen Wangshu looked at Yan Su fearfully. "Good granddaughter-in-law, give it to me."
"No."
"Give it to me!" Shen Wangshu was about to cry. "I really miss him... I miss him so much..."
"Then you should drink the porridge first." Yan Su said without hesitation, "Grandpa is looking at you in this box. Do you want him to be sad? Have you ever thought about how grandpa feels when you do this?"
Although Shen Wangshu had no appetite, she still drank half a bowl of porridge when she heard Yan Su say so.
Yan su thought about it and gave her the ring.
Shen Wangshu couldn't wait to open the box. When he saw the diamond ring inside, he couldn't believe it. "Is your grandfather inside?"
"Well, this is made from all of grandpa's ashes. I'll put it on for you, and you can be with grandpa every day!" Yan Su held her hand and carefully put it on her ring finger.
"Susu, do you know? I've been dreaming about your grandfather these days. He said he was lonely. If only I were here." Shen Wangshu couldn't help but blush and sigh. "Sometimes I really want to die like this. He'll be happy if I go down with him."
"What are you talking about!" Yan Su didn't expect her to have a second thought and said anxiously, "Don't you want to see the baby in my stomach? You're not afraid of grandpa blaming you on the way down the river. He said you didn't even see your great-grandchildren. How are you going to explain this to the Gu family's ancestors?"
"It's because of this... That's why..." Shen Wangshu held Yan Su's hand and said painfully, "Sometimes I really suffer."
"Grandma, I know how you feel, but grandpa has left. People can't come back to life after they die. People who live should live well, or grandpa will not rest in peace."
"But..."
"The days are still going on. This earth won't stop spinning just because we lost grandpa. If you want to cry, just cry. But after crying, you have to be strong and live a good life. Don't let grandpa go without worry, okay?"
Shen Wangshu couldn't help but shed two lines of tears. She didn't want to!
"In the future, Yingchen and I will be your support. On your shoulders, we will shoulder your happiness and let you feel the warmth of your family. Don't abandon us just because you lost grandpa, okay?!" Yan Su looked at her pleadingly.
Gu Yingchen, who was standing by the side, came over and sat beside the bed, gently holding their overlapping hands. "Grandma, we can't decide whether to live or die. Grandpa just went to another place. There was no pain, no suffering. You should be happy for his relief."
"He doesn't need rehabilitation, he doesn't need to suffer. I'm really happy for him... But..."
But she just missed him!
"Grandma..." Yan Su looked at her painfully and finally coaxed her to sleep. Yan su tucked her in and went outside with Gu Yingchen. She whispered, "Yingchen, we should get a psychiatrist for grandma. You know, she has the idea of suicide!"
"Of the thirty servants who came that day, three of them were close to her, and they were psychiatrists."
I didn't expect that Gu Yingchen had already arranged it!
The three psychiatrists pretended to be servants and tried to help Shen Wangshu out of his pain, but Shen Wangshu just didn't want to come out, and the situation became more and more serious...
"Let's take her back to xi' an. I don't feel safe leaving her here alone." Yan Su said worriedly, "What if one day she kills herself or takes sleeping pills while the servants are not looking..."
The consequences are unimaginable!
Just thinking about it makes me nervous.
"It's rare for you to have such filial piety." Gu Yingchen stroked her hair and held her in his arms to comfort her. "But we have to work during the day and have servants to accompany her. It's inevitable that servants will be negligent... Just like now."
"Then what should we do?" After much thought, Yan Su could not come up with a good idea.