Chapter 3645

If he could, he wished he looked nothing like his mother.

He raised his hands, clasped them on his face and muttered to himself, "I won't forgive, I won't..."

Who once abandoned him, why should he forgive him?!

When he finished washing, he lay in bed and closed his eyes, but in his mind, he kept dreaming of what he had been.

Dream of him following his mother, often hear his mother constantly curse something, even if he annoys his mother, his mother will directly slap him, and even punch and kick him.

Sometimes, his mother seems to be a changed person. She is kind to him and looks like a kind and good mother.

He couldn't figure out why his mother was so kind to him and so disgusted with him.

Over time, he gradually did not disturb his mother, but quietly stood aside and tried to let his mother ignore his existence as much as possible.

He no longer expected his mother to love him, but asked his mother not to beat him again.

He no longer told his mother what he wanted and what he liked. He would only do well what his mother asked him to do.

But even so, in the end, the mother still used him and said he was the child of Xiao Ziqi, just to use Xiao Ziqi to deal with aunt Ling and the Yi family!

In his mother's eyes, he is just a tool!

"Do you know that you are a burden? You are a burden. How could I bear such a burden?" His mother's voice constantly filled his ears, making him feel as if it was difficult to breathe.

"A burden like you, if you leave me, no one will want you!"

"You should be obedient. If I die, you can't live!"

The threats and curses of this sentence were like a tide, pouring in from all directions to completely drown him.

Don't Stop talking, he'll live! He's not a burden, no!

"Ah!" Shen Jifei suddenly opened his eyes and saw the light of a room.

Did he have a nightmare just now? But he turned off the light when he went to bed. Why is it on now?

"Xiao Fei, what's the matter with you?" Yi Qianjin's voice sounded in his ear, and then the familiar face came into his eyes,

Shen Jifei looked at Yi Qianjin in a daze. Then he breathed out a long breath, "I... I'm fine."

"What nightmare did you have? You sweat a lot." Yi Qianjin said, raising his hand to wipe the sweat on Shen Jifei's forehead.

"I..." He took her hand, and her temperature came from his hand, alleviating his almost suffocating feeling in his dream, "I just dreamed of the scene when I was a child, dreaming... My mother kept saying, I'm just a burden."

Those who are hard to tell others are unbearable. Only when he is facing her can he really say it.

"She always felt that she had to give birth to me, because she didn't find out at the beginning. When she realized that she was pregnant, she had missed the time to have an abortion. If she wanted to have an abortion in a regular hospital, she would have to leave detailed information, while in a black market hospital, the abortion and fetus needed a lot of money, and she couldn't take it out at all, so in the end, she had to work in a small clinic He gave me birth in the house. "

Shen Jifei murmured, "for her, I'm a burden. I shouldn't exist. It's beyond her plan!"

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