But after I separated from him, all these seemed to be gone.
Just like now, she works in a brokerage company. She has seen many stars in the company, including some who have a large number of fans and look beautiful. However, when she sees it, she won't feel anything at all.
Even if she watches those love dramas now, she won't have any reveries and dreams.
She often felt that although she was still a young body, her heart seemed to be old, as if she was in her seventies and eighties, and she had no reverie about love.
"So you want to try with me now. Do you like me?" His voice sounded in her ear again.
He Zixin looked at the beautiful face in front of her, which was familiar and strange to her. After several years of separation, now his face seems to have become more beautiful, faded some delicacy, and more fierce belonging to men.
"Yes, I like you." She was honest and didn't want to hide something from him.
Now that they can finally get back together, she doesn't want to stagger again and lose this opportunity because of concealing misunderstandings.
"Like me?" He narrowed his eyes slightly.
"I like you, but I'm not sure whether I like you or not. After all, in the past, I always regarded you as my brother, but later..." Her voice paused and didn't go on.
Later, they separated from each other, and she never contacted anyone again. Even the students in the school sometimes talked about it and asked her why she didn't fall in love and whether she still couldn't forget her first love.
First love?
If her first love is song Yue, she knows very well that she has put down that relationship. Even, she rarely thinks about the things she was with song Yue.
For her, what she really can't forget is the scene when she was with Xiaoji.
She also thought that her feelings for him were really just those of her siblings? Or something else?
If she didn't communicate with Song Yu in those years, she and Xiaoci would continue to get along like sisters and brothers and enter the University together. Then, after her thoughts and feelings become more and more mature, would Xiaoci agree if she asked her to communicate? Will you change your attitude?
It's just that all this is always a hypothesis, so even she doesn't know what the final answer will be.
Fortunately, at this moment, Yi Qianci didn't ask anything, but released her hand and continued to eat the unfinished dumplings.
He Zixin took back his hand and said after a moment of meditation, "do you want me to clean up the other room and make it your room? So when you come over, you can have a rest in the room."
"No, if I want to rest in my room, I can come into your room." He said, "anyway, at the beginning, didn't I share a room with you?"
She was dumb. It was a long time ago when the Yi family didn't recognize him!
Later, after the Yi family recognized him, they bought a big house for the he family, and they all had their own rooms. However, for a long time later, even if he had his own room, he would still come to her room to find her, get into her quilt and hold her hand to sleep.
When she finished the dumplings, she cleaned them up, but she saw that he had no intention of leaving.
"Won't you go back?" She couldn't help asking.
"No hurry." He said, "if you're sleepy, you can go back to your room and sleep first."
She was speechless for a while. Please, he's here. How can she go back to her room to sleep at ease! "Why don't we watch TV together?"