But her sentence "it's all over" made him feel a pang of pain, "then what about me... Have I passed?"
Ling still turned his head, fixed looking at the man sitting beside him, "for me, it has passed, so you don't need to always immerse in the past."
He suddenly chuckled, "is it unnecessary..." his pain, his regret and his remorse are all unnecessary to her?
At the moment, the car has stopped at the door of the main house. Gu lichen said, "get out of the car. There are some things I want to show you."
Ling still followed Gu lichen into the main room and came to a studio.
In it, there are his paintings and paintings... She was a child. When she was a child, she met him in the dense forest. When in danger, she grasped his hand and prevented him from falling off the cliff... And she walked out all the way with him on her back...
the scenes in her memory were all painted by him, and they were put in this room.
I don't know how many of these paintings are here.
"These are all my new year paintings." Gu lichen said bitterly, "these years, every time I think about you, I will draw these paintings, just like when I am painting, I can make myself feel better."
After a pause, his eyes fell on her, "still, I have been looking for you for so many years, and finally I have found you. But God always seems to like to joke with me and always let me miss you step by step. You said, if at that time, I asked your name, where you lived, your age, your school, your class, your student number... Wouldn't it take so many years to waste? "
She was silent.
"And... In fact, you don't have no feelings for me, do you? During my stay in hospital, you come to visit me every day and care about my injury, don't you? "
"If you came to see me that night, I met you, I helped you find a good doctor for Qin Lianyi and give the best treatment. Would you not marry Jin Li? There will be some possibility between us? "
He was staring at her as if he wanted to hear an answer from her.
Ling still sighed, "in this world, there has never been anything. If, Gu lichen, if I really feel anything about you, then it's just that you have been treated as a small partner who has been in trouble together. You saved me, I am grateful, and I will worry about your injury, which is natural, but --"
her mouth spits gently The last thing he wanted to hear was, "I never had a heart for you."
Even though she knew that it was cruel for him to say such a thing, she still wanted to say it. I don't want him to continue to place his feelings on her, and I don't want his future to sink into endless regret.
His face was pale and almost bloodless, and his whole body was trembling, as if standing on the edge of a cliff, and her words were sharp weapons, as if he could easily be shot down under the cliff.
"So, you want to tell me that whether... I miss you or not, you won't fall in love with me, will you?" He murmured.