It's one thing to have experienced, but it's another feeling to hear from others.
In the story that Zheng Moyan slowly tells, her heart is like death, and she is in agony. She can't imagine how desperate and helpless she was when she experienced all this three years ago.
No wonder she can't live, or in other words, to live is to die.
With a long breath, she was paralyzed on the bed, and her hands on Zheng Moyan's chest were also soft.
Don't open your eyes, look out through the window of the ward into the dark night -
the faint halo of the street lights scattered everywhere, instead of the moon after the dark clouds.
"No wonder he said he didn't want to be a double..."
The one she loved died and disappeared, and the other child died, too, in his hands.
Zheng Moyan's story is roughly pale, omitting many details. He didn't say how the baby girl looked when she was picked up from the sea. He didn't say how miserable she was when she escaped from the sea in the cold wind after giving birth. What's more, she shot him in the heart and nearly killed him.
Just don't need those details, she already knows everything. She and Jin Zuo are enemies, not lovers.
As time went by, the ward was silent.
Zheng Moyan's hands were on the bed, and his arms were sore and weak.
In his position, you can clearly see all the expression changes of the people under him. Naturally, Jiang Fu's helpless and sad eyes are flowing to his eyes.
"When you were crazy, you wanted to go back to Youzhi, but the Mo family announced that the child was mo Huan's surrogate income, and went through all the procedures. On the legal level, you don't want to come back at all. In desperation, you are willing to cooperate with the mercenaries. How much blood has been shed and how many people have died in the Gunfight at the dock? Qin Zhan has been put back in the army for this reason and will never be allowed to go back to lock again. As for me - "
he smiles with deep irony.
"You also blocked a shot for me, so I recognized the wrong person and paid the wrong favor."
"Ginger, charming!"
Zheng Moyan gnashed his teeth, eager to bite on her lips, and then asked her whether her heart is iron?
Why is there poison on your mouth! His words were like a knife.
The chip not only has the function of deleting memory, if it can build memory like editing code, it will firmly engrave its name in her heart!
If we had done this from the beginning, not to cherish the so-called dignity and bottom line, and to be a mean person for love, he would not be so humble and desolate now!
Jiang Wu turned her head and met his heartbroken eyes. Her heart trembled slightly. She couldn't bear it.
But in such a hurry, she couldn't be soft hearted.
What is the emotional memory that bothers her? How did the man he loved die? Why did Zheng Moyan say that Jin Zuo and Mo Huan disappeared forever?
Jin Zuo became a stand in and killed her daughter in revenge? But why do you hold him on the top of your heart and spoil him as a young master, just like your own child?
She thought she knew the truth, but in fact, she was in a deeper doubt.
What's more, this is only one side of Zheng Moyan's words. To be clear, she has to take out the chip in her body and restore her memory.
Eyes are opposite, eyes are firm.
There is no better way to know her than Zheng Moyan. With this look, he knows that no matter what he says, her stubborn character will not compromise. It's too appropriate to use it on her.
But no matter how she hurt his heart, how could he have the heart to return to the past?
She can choose not to love him, but she can never go back -
because there was no longer Jin Zuo in the past, only endless despair and hatred.