Chapter 68: Pt.1

Xu Chuanchuan's shouting immediately caught the attention of Little Yan, who had just come out of the bathroom. Immediately, she ran over to Xu Chuanchuan's room and banged on the door, asking, "Chuanchuan, Chuanchuan! What happened?!"

In the heat of the moment, Xu Chuanchuan opened the door and said, "Little Yan, your cousin is a huge pervert! Come look, quickly!"

"Huh? You want me to see that? Isn't this inappropriate?!" Although Little Yan wore a horrified look on her face, excitement filled her eyes. However, when she ran into the room and looked at the bed, she clicked her tongue and said, "What's so perverted about this?"

Upon hearing these words, Xu Chuanchuan quickly followed Little Yan's gaze and saw Murong Shi leisurely lying on the bed and fiddling with her phone. As for the whale pillow Murong Shi previously ravaged, she was currently using it as a backrest. Then, Murong Shi lazily looked over to Little Yan and pretended to be unhappy as she said, "Don't come into our room at night from now on."

Xu Chuanchuan: "..."

"Who wants to come into your room? I was only passing by." Little Yan harrumphed. Then, she turned around and left while mumbling in disappointment, "I thought I would get to see something amazing. How boring."

After Little Yan left, Xu Chuanchuan locked the door and glared at the person on the bed. Then, she said, "You're shameless."

Shrugging, Murong Shi said, "I didn't even touch you, so how am I shameless"?

In response, Xu Chuanchuan picked up the whale's "clothing" from the floor and threw it at Murong Shi's face. "You're relentless even against a bolster, you beast."

Xu Chuanchuan regretted that she did not pull out a camera and take a photo of that previous scene.

Murong Shi reached out and caught the cloth Xu Chuanchuan threw at her. Then, she narrowed her eyes and moved her gaze downward, asking, "Is your butt getting itchy?"

Xu Chuanchuan immediately dragged the chair over and sat down. Then, she proclaimed, "I'm sleeping with Little Yan tonight."

Murong Shi, who was putting the whale bolster's clothing back on, paused as she asked, "Why?"

Flattening her mouth, Xu Chuanchuan said, "You suddenly became very perverted. I'm scared."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Murong Shi set the bolster aside and walked over to touch Xu Chuanchuan's face.

"Don't touch me!" Xu Chuanchuan pushed Murong Shi's hand away and tightly held onto herself.

Frowning, Murong Shi asked, "Why?"

"I'm scared that you'll tear my clothes off and beat my bum," Xu Chuanchuan said while shuddering.

Murong Shi's expression momentarily froze. When she saw Xu Chuanchuan moving further away with the chair, she burst out laughing and said, "I was just messing with you because you seemed tired from working. Was it fun?"

"No," Xu Chuanchuan replied flatly. Then, she sent a glance at the whale bolster on the bed and said, "What a pitiful whale."

"..."

Xu Chuanchuan was a softhearted person. After witnessing Murong Shi bully the little whale that day, her sympathy for it overflowed, and she gradually started to accept this present.

Not to mention, such a large bolster was quite useful. It was almost as long as the bed was wide. Sometimes, when Xu Chuanchuan finished her daily writing quota early, she would watch dramas with Murong Shi while leaning against the bolster on the bed.

Placing her head on Murong Shi's shoulder, Xu Chuanchuan said, "This bolster is quite useful. Where did you buy it?"

"The supermarket."

"I wonder if there are any left? Can you look for another one with me tomorrow?"

"What are you planning?"

"I'm thinking of buying one for Ange. She bought me that crocodile bolster on my last birthday. I haven't bought her anything so far, so I can't help but feel guilty."

Xu Chuanchuan continued rambling on her own. She utterly failed to notice that Murong Shi's complexion had already changed, that was until her cheek got bitten.

"Ah—" Holding her face, Xu Chuanchuan innocently looked at Murong Shi and asked, "Why did you bite me?"

In response, Murong Shi pinched Xu Chuanchuan's chin and said in a threatening tone, "I don't mind if you give her anything else, but you're not allowed to give her anything related to whales. Whales belong solely to me."

Slapping Murong Shi's hand away, Xu Chuanchuan snorted and asked, "If the whale is yours, what about me?"

"You also belong to me."

Women were undoubtedly auditory creatures. After just a simple sentence, Xu Chuanchuan immediately felt her heart bursting with happiness.

The laptop sat between their thighs. The screen was currently showing a popular Korean drama, but Murong Shi couldn't help but grow sleepy as she watched the show. After nearly dozing off one more time, Murong Shi tugged at Xu Chuanchuan's ear and asked, "What's so good about such a silly drama?"

"Don't you think the interaction between the male and female leads is very sweet?" Xu Chuanchuan asked, blinking her eyes innocently.

After pondering for a moment, Murong Shi said, "It's not as sweet as your novels."

Xu Chuanchuan's eyes lit up at Murong Shi's words. Then, she turned to Murong Shi and said, "Your mouth is becoming sweeter and sweeter recently. You rarely ever praised me before."

Revealing a light smile, Murong Shi meaningfully slid her thumb across Xu Chuanchuan's lips and asked, "Do I get a reward?"

There was no way Xu Chuanchuan could miss such an obvious hint. So, she promptly wrapped her arms around Murong Shi's neck and planted a heavy kiss on Murong Shi's lips.

A crisp "click" sound appeared in the room. Then, Xu Chuanchuan smiled and said, "I'll reward you with a kiss."

However, instead of reacting in joy, Murong Shi's eyes darkened slightly. Then, she held Xu Chuanchuan's head in place and said, "How is that a kiss? I already taught you many times, yet you still haven't learned it."

Xu Chuanchuan blushed. However, before she could shrink back, her lips were sealed.

Neither of the two cared even when the laptop had fallen aside. After some time had passed, Xu Chuanchuan started suffocating from the kiss. When she started feeling dizzy, she sensed Murong Shi's hands wandering to all parts of her body.

Ever since that chaotic night, Murong Shi had seemingly discerned every one of XuChuanchuan's sensitive spots. At this moment, her usually icy hands had also turned scalding hot, and Xu Chuanchuan felt as if her skin was burning up when these hands ran across her body.

The two's breathing became increasingly unsteady, and Xu Chuanchuan grew even dizzier. Murong Shi worried that Xu Chuanchuan would hold her breath for too long and faint, so she briefly let go of Xu Chuanchuan's lips.

"No…" Xu Chuanchuan panted while holding down Murong Shi's hands.

Murong Shi effortlessly broke free from Xu Chuanchuan's restraint and gave her partner's sensitive right ear a lick. Then, she hoarsely said, "You're wet already. Should I help you strip?"

Although Murong Shi spoke in a questioning tone, she did not wait for her partner to respond before eagerly taking action.

Xu Chuanchuan felt herself becoming strange right now. After having experienced sex, she now knew the cause of the tingling sensation her body experienced.

Desire was a frightening thing. However, before Xu Chuanchuan lost her last strand of reasoning, she gritted her teeth and prevented herself from letting out any indecent sounds. Then, she held onto Murong Shi's hands and pleaded, "I'm scared of pain."

"It won't hurt. I'll be gentle."

"Last time… You said the same last time…" Xu Chuanchuan said before curling up her legs and trembling slightly.

Murong Shi couldn't bring herself to continue her aggression when she saw Xu Chuanchuan's weak appearance. After letting out a long sigh, she pulled Xu Chuanchuan into an embrace and gave her a gentle kiss, saying, "Chuanchuan, we can't continue like this."

Xu Chuanchuan didn't wish for this situation, either. However, she was terrified from the bottom of her heart.

After taking a deep breath, Murong Shi asked, "Don't you want it?"

The matter of wanting to have sex was not something Xu Chuanchuan could bring herself to say. However, she knew very clearly about her body's reactions. The body couldn't lie. The only hurdle she couldn't cross now was the hurdle in her heart.

Xu Chuanchuan lowered her head, not daring to look Murong Shi in the eye. Then, she softly said, "I'm sorry."

"It's fine." Murong Shi gently caressed Xu Chuanchuan's head.

Even though Murong Shi did not take things any further, Xu Chuanchuan still didn't feel safe. Faced with this situation, Xu Chuanchuan couldn't help but suspect her condition was pathological.

Afterward, such awkward situations frequently occurred.

They were a couple sharing the same bed, after all. They couldn't remain innocent all the time. At one time, Xu Chuanchuan had even stripped off her panties already. However, at the critical moment, the fear in her heart overtook her reason once more, and she clamped her thighs tightly and called for Murong Shi to stop.

Murong Shi's expression at the time was horrible. However, she still ended up holding back her emotions and started coaxing Xu Chuanchuan.

Whenever such situations occurred, Murong Shi would always show plenty of patience and gentleness to Xu Chuanchuan. It was just like after their first time, where Murong Shi did everything to please and comply with Xu Chuanchuan.

However, the more Murong Shi behaved this way, the more guilty Xu Chuanchuan felt.

With nowhere to vent her depression, Xu Chuanchuan eventually turned to Ange for help.

Xu Chuanchuan: "I have a question."

Ange: "???"

Xu Chuanchuan: "Are you afraid of pain?"

Ange: "That depends on what kind of pain. If it's the child-birthing kind, then any woman would be afraid."

Xu Chuanchuan: "I'm talking about another kind. It's roughly similar to giving birth."

Ange: "Hemorrhoids? My god, don't tell me you got hemorrhoids?!"

Xu Chuanchuan sent spittle flying all over her monitor. After calming herself, she said: "I know you have a wonderful imagination, but can you not be so disgusting???"

Ange: "What exactly are you trying to say, then?"

It was incredibly challenging to tell a third person about such a secret, but Xu Chuanchuan really couldn't find another suitable person to confide with. So, she cautiously said, "Have you done it with Citrus before?"

Ange: "No. Why are you asking something you already knew?"

If Ange doesn't have any experience in this regard, is there even any use in talking to her about this?

Amidst Xu Chuanchuan's daze, Ange sent another message, saying: "Wait, don't tell me you've already done it with Murong?"

Xu Chuanchuan: ………………

Why does she always hit the mark with her guesses!? Can she leave me with any dignity?!

After Xu Chuanchuan was done with her inner monologue, she hesitantly replied: "Mhm."

Ange: "Crap!!! You two did it already???!!!"

Xu Chuanchuan: "[Shy]"

Ange: "So, are you here to show off???"

Xu Chuanchuan: "What's there to show off about this?! I'm dying from annoyance over this matter right now."

Ange: "What's annoying you? Did it not feel good? Are Murong's skills terrible?"

Ange was too straightforward, so much so that Xu Chuanchuan couldn't bring herself to read her message.

After taking several deep breaths and calming herself, Xu Chuanchuan replied: "I'm afraid of pain. It's to the point where I'd rather die. Because of this, I'm getting scared even when she touches me now. But I also feel sorry for her if this situation continues. I don't know what I should do."

Xu Chuanchuan wasn't as open-minded as Ange, so she tried to be as subtle as possible when conversing.

However, Ange understood what Xu Chuanchuan was trying to convey. After pondering for some time, she replied: "Is her sexual desire intense?"

What is this stupid question?! Xu Chuanchuan mentally retorted.

Xu Chuanchuan: "It's…okay…"

Xu Chuanchuan suddenly started regretting talking to Ange about this problem.

Ange: "I've never had any real experience before, so it's pointless even if you ask me about it. Why don't I send some videos for you to research?"

This wasn't the first time Ange had proposed sending her resources relating to that aspect, and Xu Chuanchuan had rejected Ange's offers every time without hesitation. However, this time, she said, "Okay! But send me just one. I don't need too many. [Shy]"

In no time at all, Ange sent over a download link and said: "There are all sorts of genres inside. Take your time choosing."

Xu Chuanchuan: "..."