The man's eyes flashed.
Jiang Fuyue didn't miss his expression: "what's the matter?"
"Nothing. Maybe I'm too tired these two days..."
The day before yesterday, Sui Sui suddenly had a fever. Fortunately, Xie Dingyuan found out in time. He fed the medicine and took physical cooling measures. He stayed by the bed all night before he finally made the little guy better.
But I didn't expect to start again every year after a day.
Xie Dingyuan used the same method and finally got better every year, but he was very tired.
"You..."
Jiang Fuyue wanted to say something, but the knock on the door suddenly sounded.
Liu Weihua's voice came from the outside: "Professor Jiang, are you there? There is something wrong with the network again..."
Jiang Fuyue: "OK, come right away."
After she left, Xie Dingyuan breathed a sigh of relief.
However, not asking does not mean that Jiang Fuyue really fully believes it.
Once there is doubt about something, there are flaws everywhere.
For example, although Xie Dingyuan takes good care of his two children, he rarely takes the initiative to hold them.
For another example, he sat by the bed for a long time and looked at him year after year. His flickering eyes made people unable to distinguish what he was thinking.
For another example, despite Jiang Fuyue's hint, even to the point of seduction, he refused to touch her.
Whenever Jiang Fuyue asked, he always used "too tired" as an excuse.
She wanted to ask, but he refused to communicate.
Until——
Jiang Fuyue couldn't bear holding the child any longer. She looked at the silent and calm man in front of her: "there are two ways, either you say it or I check it. Choose it."
"Yueyue, I..."
"Don't say you're too tired. You lie and don't know how to change an excuse. It's the same move every time."
Xie Dingyuan didn't expect that her attitude made her care so much, and she seemed... Angry?
"Yueyue..."
Jiang Fuyue sipped lightly at the corners of her mouth. She didn't want to talk to him, but she finally put her eyes on the man: "you said."
Xie Dingyuan sighed: "sorry, I really didn't expect you to care so much..."
He swore that he was really just in a daze, staring at the two children for too long.
Well, what else do you refuse
"... every time I see years and years, I can't help thinking, if I had been more careful or restrained from touching you, wouldn't you have been pregnant and tired of childbirth on the island alone?"
Jiang Fuyue was in a trance.
He's blaming himself!
No wonder his eyes are so depressed every time he looks at her. He feels guilty when he looks at two children.
But now, no matter remorse or remorse, it doesn't make much sense. Maybe he knows this, so he didn't even say it and kept everything in his heart in silence.
Want to digest yourself.
"My only happiness is that you don't have to face the gossip of the outside world on the island."
Being pregnant before marriage, how much harm and malice it is for a girl, has become the best conversation and joke in the audience.
It was none other than Jiang Fuyue who pushed Jiang Fuyue to this position!
"I'm sorry, Yueyue, but I seem to have made a mistake again, don't I?"
After hearing these words, Jiang Fuyue was at a loss for a moment.
She never cares about the outside world's eyes and evaluation, but unexpectedly, she doesn't care, others care.
"So you've been struggling with this these days?"
The man has deep eyebrows and eyes, and his face is full of regret and shame.
Yes, how could she forget that when she first met Xie Dingyuan, this man was used to putting himself in a secular box.
He is old-fashioned, conservative, principled and obedient, and can be called a moral model.
He is always self disciplined and never makes mistakes.
Although he has changed a lot after being together, for example, he no longer calculates nutrition when eating, but his cleanliness habit is not as bad as turtle hair, but some things are deeply rooted and easily unchangeable.
For example, for premarital cohabitation, for example, unmarried pregnancy.
Jiang Fuyue smiled, put down the child, walked up and approached, and finally put him against the wall: "I don't blame you. I asked for it on my birthday."
Xie Dingyuan shook his head: "it's not like this... I......" his Adam's apple rolled gently, and he was kind of decadent, "I can't help it."
But it is true that if Jiang Fuyue had not taken the initiative, he would not have crossed that line.
But even so, the subsequent indulgence must be true.
He indulged in it, forgot restraint, enjoyed it, couldn't extricate himself, and finally let her have a baby
Jiang Fuyue looked at his decadent look, with a slight feeling of self disgust in her guilt, "Xie Dingyuan, listen --"
He looked up in a trance.
"I don't care what the outside world thinks. I just know that I'll do what I want. You didn't force me, but I made you step back again and again."
Now think about it, Jiang Fuyue even thinks she's a little selfish. Cough... She thinks she's cool in everything she does. She never takes into account Xie Dingyuan's ideas.
Such a restrained person, but because of her, he broke the principle with his own hands.
For him, it is far more difficult to bear than to bear, and it is far more difficult to do than not to do.
Because it is more difficult than resisting the temptation of soft jade and warm fragrance and giving up the bottom line that they have adhered to for many years!
He is passive.
Jiang Fuyue wrapped him forward.
He could have retreated, but in order not to disappoint her, he forced himself to move forward.
The unmarried child pulled his crotch directly, and he sprained his foot, so the contradiction between the two people, which had been hidden for a long time, finally broke out.
Jiang Fuyue thought it didn't matter.
But he carried the burden forward every minute.
The woman stood on tiptoe and breathed close at hand: "I don't regret my birthday, and I don't regret every year and year after birth."
"You are the child's father and I am the child's mother. Even if we broke up before that, I would not hesitate to give birth to them."
Choosing to have children is Jiang Fuyue's love for her children.
"The lines of a film are well written -" the four eyes are opposite, and Jiang Fuyue says word by word, "flowers and plants will die if someone sees them, and they will die if no one sees them. Men are not important to women, and women live their own life and death [1]."
When you come, we'll fall in love.
If you go, I can continue to love life.
Rely on, but not rely on - this is Jiang Fuyue.
The man was stunned for a moment. After a while, he slowly spit out a sentence: "... Men are not important to women? Do they also include me?"
Xie Dingyuan always knew that she was the real freedom than she was in chains.
But never thought that she would be unimportant to her?
Uh!
Jiang Fuyue was anxious: "this is not the focus, the focus is the latter sentence!"
The next second, the man turned to the guest and leaned her against the wall: "do you say again, is it important for me?"
Jiang Fuyue wanted to laugh: "young - Oh!"
The next second, he was gagged by a man.
She stared, didn't she not touch her?
Xie Dingyuan was already entangled, and his hand tightly encircled the woman's slender waist.
She couldn't help it for a long time
Her life and death she lives by herself, and his life and death is up to her.
She wants him to have a baby, he has a baby.
She wants him to die, he dies.
Cough
Of course, it's best to live and die.