Chapter 536

I thought marrying the little prince was the most correct way my father chose for me in his life.

I think all couples in the world respect each other like guests and grow in love over time. After all, I'm so beautiful.

But I'm wrong. If a husband and wife who respect each other like guests have a heart, but he doesn't.

On the wedding day, I waited for a long time and didn't see him come in. It was clear that the guests outside had gradually left the table. I thought there was no outsider, so I opened the cover and went out directly.

When I came to the backyard, I saw the little girl wearing a Aquamarine Ru skirt. Her name was Xue Yusheng. She was a country girl. Her name was Xue Xiaohua.

I think, although she is a country girl, I envy her as well.

Although I was born outside the richest Kong member in the town, I am the seventh daughter in the family.

My father, Kong Yuanwai, had been looking forward to his son until he gave birth to me, so he sent my sisters away early and changed a lot of money.

He didn't seem to remember that he had a daughter until he gave birth to the last one.

My mother is my father's concubine. She is favored because of her beautiful appearance, and I slept with my mother because of this. Her appearance is also grown by several sisters.

So my mother suggested that I should be cultivated well. Maybe the emperor would like to see me when I was sent to the palace.

Later, I learned that when they had this plan, when the former Emperor was still in power, an old man in his forties, they even wanted me to have a chance to get close to the emperor.

Later, the emperor died and the new emperor ascended the throne. With great hope, they sent me to the most famous school in the town.

Until finally, I knew Xue Xiaohua and the boy who lived next door to my house.

I like him, but he doesn't like me.

Later, my father decided to design me to marry him. I was thinking that if I can't get the person I love in my life, let me have the right I want.

As long as I stand at the highest point, I'm not afraid I won't see him in the vast crowd.

But I didn't expect that it was unfavorable for me to go out. The first person I met was her.

I was eager to show my status as a princess in front of her, but I didn't expect that my husband came when I was still telling him what the rules were.

He scolded me. The little girl in front of me was respectful and respectful. This is what I hate most. She is clearly the king of the dynasty. Why should she be so respectful to a rural wild girl?

He scolded me to go back to my new house. I sat by the bed and waited until the third watch before he got drunk and climbed into bed.

I didn't sleep all night. I sat alone by the bed waiting for him to lift my red cap. I couldn't wait after all.

Because when I couldn't hold it, when he woke up, I had already passed out. When I woke up again, the red cover on my head had already slipped off, and I was lying on the bed in my happy clothes, and I had a sore back.

I don't like tears, but at this moment I can't stand it anymore. I lie on the bed and cry.

I think even if he doesn't love me, he can't help it, because he married me and I am his princess.

I even fantasize that as long as we get along long enough, as long as he sees the light on me, he will fall in love with me.

But what I can't think of is that since he married me, he rarely went back to his house. He often went to other places to open a new store. A song is ten days and a half months. Even if he came back, he went to Xue's house at the first time.

I hate the Xue family and the girl who looks better than me and is lower than I was born.

Similarly, I also love that person silently in the bottom of my heart. I saw him smile at the girl. I watched them go in and out in pairs. I watched them leave and cursed them in my heart that they would never meet again.

But what I never thought was that their three-year agreement could be fulfilled, and the man I've been guarding hasn't even touched a finger of mine once.

Some people say that's because the little prince of the dynasty didn't lift it.

Only I know, that's because he doesn't have me in his heart.

What's more hateful is that the man I once loved is the Holy One today, and I think the village girl will go back to the factory to be the queen with him.

So even if I am a princess or an unhappy princess, I must submit to her.

The king, who is high above me and beyond my reach, has become a dream that I will never forget in my heart.

I thought I would live my life in such a plain and meagre way. Even in the end, I thought he really didn't lift it.

But when he accepted the emperor's gift to his neighboring princess, I knew that my last dream was broken.

I comforted myself that he would not touch me, and naturally he would not touch the neighboring princess.

You see, even if he is a princess, he can only be a flat wife when he marries the palace.

However, six months later, the news came that the princess of a neighboring country was pregnant.

The night I heard the news, I was very drunk.

When I was young, I learned to write and dance with my father's husband, but in the end, it was useless.

Who do I write poems for?

I dance with the moon.

And he, whom I think of, has become someone else's pillow.

Pity my father and mother. They are still dreaming of turning over to be an emperor one day. What they don't know is that I can never let my husband betray the emperor. Of course, I don't have that ability.

Since then, there has only been a carefree Prince and a useless princess in the world.

On the day of my father-in-law's birthday, I seemed to see the sadness between the prince's eyebrows. I smiled calmly and told myself that it was just my illusion.

With his beautiful wife in his arms, he added another word and broke the rumor that he would not lift it for no reason. It can be said that it is a double happiness.

That evening, I passed through his study and asked, "Wang Ye, the princess's highness is not convenient. If Wang does not abandon it, can he take a rest over his concubine tonight?"

I saw his hand shaking with the pen and finally nodded.

After all, I have endured him a lot.

For two years, I expected him to come to my room for a night's rest, which was not too much.

Only I know that tonight is the time for us to leave.

I told the servant to prepare a table of wine and vegetables, pour two glasses of wine, straighten up and sit there waiting for him.

When he came, I picked up my glass and gently collided with him and drank it in one gulp.

The liquor went into my throat and seared my heart. There was a fishy sweet smell flowing out of my mouth. I saw his indifferent eyes become panic. Finally, it was the pain I had been looking forward to for a long time.

He asked me, "yu'er, what did you drink?"

I smiled and said, "he Dinghong. Lord, my son was sinful and deserved to die. If I still come to you in my next life, don't fail me, how about it?"

I heard him crying in my ear, I heard him calling in my ear.

He seems to be saying, yu'er, yu'er, you misunderstood.

I can't hear what he said later.

I think I can finally be myself.

——Kong Nianyu

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After thinking about Kong Nianyu, I still intend to use the first person. As cannon fodder, she can't control her destiny, but she also loved.