Chapter 21

"We should cut our monthly salary by half to make an example. I hope you can learn from it and avoid similar mistakes." After leaving such a sentence, Huo and his personal secretary left the office.

I didn't expect that the boss, who has always been selfless, didn't say a word to sweep me out of the house. I was greatly relieved.

When the boss said something, the supervisor didn't embarrass me any more. After a few words, he left.

"In other words, half a month's salary is deducted? You are so lucky. " At lunch time, I think Chi Xin told the story, and she made her own comments.

"Yes, I'm very lucky." I nodded silently.

But at the same time, I also feel deeply worried.

Now I live by myself, not only to take care of myself, but also to provide for Yanyan to go to kindergarten. I didn't have much savings, but now my salary has been deducted, which makes my life a little difficult.

I expressed my concerns to Chi Xin. She thought about it a little, turned her eyes and gave me a piece of advice.

"Why don't you do sales with me, elder sister." She said, "although the sales work is a little tired, but there is a base salary and commission, as long as you work hard, you can still get a lot, which is better than you now."

For my introverted personality, going out to do sales is not a small challenge, but thinking of Yan Yan and his future work, I also want to try.

I want to live a different life after I get divorced.

The job transfer was solemnly put on my agenda. After one afternoon's consideration, I finally made a decision.

After work, Chi Xin drove me to the kindergarten to meet her.

"Xiaoxin, I've decided that I'm going to be a salesman." Sitting in the passenger seat, I solemnly said to Chi Xin.

"Really?" She looked at me sideways. "Have you really decided?"

Maybe it's my previous emotional affairs that make her always can't let me down, so she wants to confirm so much.

"Yes I nodded, "I want to support myself and Xiaoxin. I have to live in your house for the time being. I can't let you bear these."

"Sister, what do you say," Chi Xin said, "we are sisters. What is that?"

"Xiaoxin, I know what you mean, but I can't rely on others all the time," I explained to her. "It used to be Zhanyi, but now it's you. I don't want to go on like this."

"It seems that you really decided to draw a clear line with that scum, sister, I've been supporting you!" Chi Xin said happily. Then, she seemed to think of something like, "I don't know if it's appropriate for me to say that now. Elder sister, you divorce Zhan Yi. How about your property?"

"I want to get out of the house clean." I didn't think about it. I just answered.

Chi Xin looked at me with an incredible look, "what about Yan Yan's alimony? It's time to spread your wings. "

"As long as the court judges Yan Yan to me, I will completely cut off the relationship with him and raise Yan Yan myself." I said categorically, "now I don't want to have any more contact with him."

Think of that broken love, and that broken home, I can't wait to escape.

"Sister, you really seem to have changed." Chi Xin looks at me and murmurs.

Yes, without the support of my family, I can't live as leisurely as a pool of warm water. No matter how hard it is, I'll be boiling up for my beauty.

"What are you going to do, Yanyan? It's not easy to be a salesman. There will be a lot of overtime and business trips. You may not have enough time to take care of her. " Chi Xin raised an issue that needs to be taken seriously.

I frowned and was thinking about a solution. Kindergarten has arrived.

Just in time for school, Chi Xin and I got off the bus and waited for Yan Yan at the door.

My daughter saw me running over like a bird and jumped into my arms.

"Mom!" She cried happily.

"Yan Yan, did you study hard today?" I stroked my daughter's soft hair and asked in a gentle voice.

"Well, Yan Yan is very obedient today!" Yan Yan sensible said, big eyes flash, seems to be waiting for my praise.

"Good boy!" I got up, took her hand and led her to the car.

Back in Chi Xin's apartment, I went to the market to buy vegetables and made a table of dishes my daughter liked.

"Wow..." looking at the banquet I haven't seen for a long time, my daughter's excited little face turned red.

"Yan Yan should have a good meal so that she can grow up quickly!" Chi Xin looks at her niece with a smile in her eyes.

"Yes Yan Yan answered and began to eat with small chopsticks.

At night, the little guy pestered me to tell a story for a while and then went to sleep sweetly. Today is a happy day, with a smile on her face.

I stroked my daughter's little face and made a decision in my heart.

"Are you going to send Yanyan back home?" When I went to work the next day, I told Chi Xin what I thought. She looked surprised.

"Well," I nodded, "as you said, if I'm in sales, I can't take care of Yan Yan all the time. I'd better send it to my parents for the time being. I'm at ease."

"But," Chi Xin hesitated, "how can you tell your parents?"

"This is a problem," I looked at Chi Xin. "I will find a reason for my parents to accept. You should keep my divorce secret for me."

"... I see." Although she was worried, Chi Xin agreed to my request.

"I will go back to my hometown this weekend. Would you like to come back with me?" I propose.

"Well, there's a business trip this weekend, so I won't be with you." Think of a sudden overtime, Chi Xin on the face of life can not love.

Looking at her state, I increasingly feel that it is a wise choice to send Yanyan back to her hometown.

On Friday night, Chi Xin had already left for other places, leaving only my daughter and I at home.

I still made a table of my daughter's favorite dishes, always thinking about what to make up for in these days.

Before that, I have to let my daughter know what I think.

"Yan Yan," I put a piece of chicken leg meat in my daughter's bowl and tried to open my mouth, "do you want to miss grandma and grandfather?"

The daughter flashed her big eyes, then happily replied, "yes!"

"Yes, Yan Yan," I touched her head. "My mother has been very busy recently. I want you to live with my grandparents for a while. Would Yan Yan like it?"

Put down the chopsticks, my daughter looked at me.

Clear eyes make me nervous.

"What about... Dad?" My daughter asked in a crisp tone. I was a little sad because of her innocence.

"Dad," I searched my brain for an appropriate explanation, but finally I didn't say the cruel reality, "Dad is also very busy, so

Yan Yan did not ask any more, but continued to pull the rice in the bowl.

"Is that ok?" I asked in a low voice.

These days things happen too suddenly, I and Zhanyi conflict scene Yan Yan also saw. Although my daughter is still young, I always worry about what she has realized.

"Well, good!" When Yan Yan raised her head again, I saw a big smile on her face, "I miss my grandfather. I want to live with them. My grandfather will let me ride a horse, and my grandmother will tie a beautiful pigtail for me."

It didn't take much effort to let the woman accept my idea, and I congratulated myself in my heart.

"Well behaved, my mother will visit you often and call you every day." I touched her head and said softly.

"Yes Yan Yan nodded hard, looking very happy.

Tomorrow is about to start, before going to bed Yan Yan vigorously hold me, will usually have been reluctant to leave the doll to one side.

"Mom, you must come to see Yanyan often." She murmured and fell asleep unconsciously.

I gently patted my daughter's back, as usual to coax her, but there was some pain in my heart.

Yan Yan, I'm sorry for you.

The next day, after packing for my daughter, I drove Chi Xin's car to my hometown in the south of the Yangtze River.

The car was full of toys and clothes that her daughter usually liked, including the big doll that Huo Qingchuan asked Wei Yan to give her on her birthday. This doll daughter likes it very much and always puts it where she can see it. Although it takes up some space, I still take it with me.

Because I said hello to them in advance, when I got home, I saw them from a long distance.

As soon as she got out of the car, Yan Yan jumped on her grandmother and grandfather.

"Granny, Granny!" Her crisp and happy voice, my heart is also relaxed.

"Ah, Yan Yan, let me hug you Dad happily held his grandson in his arms, his face was full of happy smile, and his daughter with a moustache was giggling.

Looking at ye and sun so intimate, my mother came to help me mention things, and we walked towards the house.

"You should always come back with your children. The old man wants to die for his grandson." Looking at the happy father in front of me, my mother told me in the back.

"Well, it's me." I said, "not so much time, more work."

Back home, er Lao had already prepared a good meal to meet us. The table was full and steaming, so he had a good appetite.

"Yan Yan, come here to wash your hands and eat delicious food." Since I saw my grandson, my father didn't look away from my daughter, as if my daughter was air at all.

Yan Yan ran over and washed his hands with his grandfather.

At the dinner table, my father tried to bring food to Yan Yan. My mother looked at me pitifully and symbolically added some chopsticks to me.

"Mom and Dad," I put down my chopsticks and said what I thought, "I want Yan Yan to stay in her hometown for a while. Please take care of her."

My parents looked at me in surprise.

"Our company has a new boss, who is very strict, so my work will be more and more busy," I said of the draft that has been made. "Zhanyi, as you know, will always go on business for meetings, and have no time to take care of Yanyan, and his mother is ill, so I can only send Yanyan back."

No matter what aspect, I have made a reasonable explanation.

It's just that the divorce can only be kept from them now.

"Yan Yan also wants to be with her grandparents." I added.

Then I took a look at my daughter, and the little guy immediately raised his small face to look at my father and nodded his head.